If The Moon Won’t Hold You

Cen Ning's character is really hard to go to heaven.

She doesn't change her emotions for external affairs, even if she really feels something, it's just hiding in her heart instead of venting it casually.

Happy events and tragic events may seem to someone who is not familiar with her because of a short expression of difference.

Just like the fact that she was "extremely highly valued by Yin Li" these days.

There are so many talents in the club, but Yin Li seems to particularly like Cen Ning, gathering scenes, photographer meetings, competitions... He would take her or recommend her to go, and he also taught her many things by himself.

In the eyes of outsiders, this should be the rhythm of going home and burning high incense, but Cen Ning is still not arrogant or rash, and is gentle and gentle to everyone, so although everyone is envious, they will not hate her.

In the summer of his junior year, Yin Li put Cen Ning's work in the youth group of the International National Photography Competition. Throughout the summer vacation, Cen Ning studied with Yin Li at EternalCameraClub. Although Yin Li was very satisfied with the series of works he voted in the competition, he also hoped that Cen Ning could get better.

Near the beginning of the senior year, Wei Pinfang was admitted to the hospital due to physical reasons. Since then, Cen Ning has been running on both ends.

On this day, Wei Pinfang had a cardiopulmonary function check and lay in a hospital bed to rest. Cen Ning was watching over and playing with Wei Pinfang's ipad.

"Ningning." The door of the ward was pushed open, and he walked in with words and deeds.

Cen Ning was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly pressed down the ipad and put it aside: "Brother Xing, why are you here?"

His words and deeds came directly from the army, he was still wearing a military uniform, and he looked very handsome.

"Come and see Auntie."

"My mother is asleep." Cen Ning got up and motioned to go out to speak.

Nodding her words and deeds, led her out of the ward.

"what did the doctor say?"

Cen Ning: "Chronic emphysema, cardiopulmonary function is a bit weak, but the condition is good, the doctor said that you should pay attention to rest and limit the intake of water and salt."

"That's good," the words and deeds touched her head, "Auntie, don't worry about it. I will ask someone to take care of her, and nothing will happen."

Cen Ning nodded.

"You haven't eaten yet?" The words and deeds, "Take you out to eat first."

Cen Ning turned her head and glanced at Wei Pinfang through the window on the ward door: "Okay."

In the ward, Wei Pinfang opened his eyes.

The room was quiet, and the person sitting next to her had already left. She sat up on her own and took the ipad that Cen Ning had just thrown on the table.

After unlocking the password, the pages that were not closed in time are very clear.

——Graduate admission requirements of the New York School of Visual Arts

——Graduate Tuition Fees of the New York School of Visual Arts

...

**

Cen Ning's studies have officially entered the senior year, and classmates of the same major have successively found internships, and few people in the dormitory can play dramas and games.

Cen Ning was busy with photography and his graduation thesis. Fortunately, Wei Pinfang was discharged, so she didn't have to be distracted by the hospital anymore.

During this period of time, she hardly lived at home, and she was so busy that she was a little confused. But this day, a news suddenly awakened her.

During the summer vacation of her junior year, Yin Li helped her win the prize for her work for the youth group of the International National Photography Contest.

The silver award is the only silver award, and the other silver award winner is a Japanese photographer.

"Cen Ning! You are amazing!!"

The whole studio was boiling, and Cen Ning sat in the seat, because the excessive shock had not been relieved.

"I knew you were fine." Yin Li patted Cen Ning on the shoulder, "Keep working hard."

Cen Ning looked at Yin Li blankly: "Teacher...really?"

"You kid, of course it's true, and I can lie to you." Yin Li smiled, "This is the biggest happy event of our Eternal time. The gold content of the trophy is very high."

Cen Ning blinked slowly, her heart pounding very fast because of being too excited, she wanted to calm down, but she couldn't calm down. At this moment, there was only one voice in her mind, and she did it.

"Ningning, you are really amazing!" Xixi rushed to her, "This is a super prize for our age. Congratulations."

Cen Ning held Xixi, as if he had found a sense of reality.

"thanks……"

Yes, for newcomers like them, this is really a super prize, supreme glory. It not only strengthened her heart to take this path, but also made her more inspired.

And... the silver prize is 40,000 U.S. dollars.

The renminbi is nearly 300,000 yuan.

She had never thought that she would win this prize or take this money, but when the good luck really hit her head, she suddenly became clear about a certain desire in her heart.

But this desire did not immediately make her make up her mind. After thinking about it for a week, she finally decided to reveal her words and deeds, and wanted to hear his opinion.

But she also knew that if she really wanted to go that way, he would not stop her, just as she never stopped him from doing anything dangerous.

**

That afternoon, Cen Ning solved the work early.

She first went to the supermarket to buy a lot of fresh ingredients, and then went back to the apartment to prepare a dinner.

This dinner can be regarded as a celebration.

After six o'clock in the evening, he returned to his apartment with words and deeds. After entering the door, he saw the figure busy in the kitchen at a glance. The light in the kitchen is gentle and light smoke is lingering. As he approaches, the aroma of the food becomes stronger.

In a simple scene, I felt unprecedented satisfaction and joy in words and deeds.

"Ah, you're back." Inadvertently turning around, Cen Ning saw the words and deeds leaning on the side, "Why don't you make a sound."

Words and deeds walked over: "Looking at you so busy, don't bother."

"Fortunately, it's not very busy." As he said, Cen Ning went to lift the lid of the Eight Treasure Soup, "Ah!"

"What's the matter!" One of the words and deeds pulled her hand down, stared at her dissatisfiedly after seeing her fingers flushed, "Come here."

Cen Ning: "It's okay, I just forgot to wear gloves..."

Her words and deeds hurriedly pulled her to cool down at the faucet, and she was even more dissatisfied when she said that, "Recklessly, it's hot red, have you seen it."

"sorry……"

It's quicker to admit your mistakes.

Words and deeds glanced at her: "What day are you doing suddenly when you cook."

"It's nothing." Cen Ning vaguely said, "Just the day when there is something to say..."

"what's up?"

Cen Ning pulled his hand out: "I'll talk about it later, my soup is ready."

Words and deeds: "Cen Ning."

"You go out first." Cen Ning smiled and pushed him, "Isn't it okay to wait until I finish serving all the dishes."

Words and deeds couldn't help but he said helplessly: "Now I know how to engage in mystery."

Cen Ning grinned and insisted on driving people out of the kitchen. Just after looking back, the smile on her face suddenly fell. She was actually a little uneasy, because if she made this decision, she knew what she would face with her words and deeds.

"Okay." Finally, Cen Ning put the last dish on the table.

Looking at a table of delicious dishes, he picked up his chopsticks and took a bite.

"How is it?" Cen Ning looked expectant.

Does it taste...reluctantly.

However, looking at Cen Ning's watery deer eyes, the words and deeds must be hard to say.

"Yes, there is progress."

"Really?" Cen Ning took out his chopsticks herself, "I have been too busy recently. I haven't cooked for a long time, so...it's a bit salty. Brother Xingzhi, are you kidding me?"

Without changing his words and deeds, he continued to pick up dishes and eat: "Boe you? If you think this is more true, you can also think so."

Cen Ning smiled lowly: "Well, then I believe you have a heavier taste."

The two of them sat down to eat seriously. Halfway through the meal, they raised their eyes and looked at her: "Why didn't you say what you just said?"

"Um?"

"Did you have something to tell me in the kitchen just now, what's the matter?"

Cen Ning paused: "Ah...well, didn't I tell you that Teacher Yin Li voted for me a game."

"Um."

"I won an award."

His words and deeds raised his eyebrows: "Really?"

"Really, silver medal, second place."

"Silver award?" Zhizhi put down his chopsticks, "It seems that I must have a remarkable figure by my side."

"It's okay." Cen Ning said uninterestedly.

"So, today's meal is a celebration?" After thinking about words and deeds, "Why didn't I say earlier, I should prepare some gifts."

"That's not necessary... Actually, I have something else—"

Before he finished speaking, his mobile phone rang suddenly, and after he glanced at the call, he quickly picked up the call.

After a long time, the originally relaxed expression of words and deeds slowly became serious.

"Okay, it's coming soon, you guys prepare first."

Putting down the phone, he looked at Cen Ning silently.

Cen Ning's heart suddenly picked up: "Are you... are you leaving?"

Over the past year or so, the words and deeds have left abruptly many times, and several times even came back with injuries. Cen Ning would never say anything against him in front of him, but every time it happened, she felt worried.

Words and deeds nodded: "I am leaving now."

Cen Ning opened her mouth, and found that she couldn't ask what she wanted to ask, even the return date was unknown.

In fact, she should have been used to it long ago, but she still feels uncomfortable every time.

"Um."

I was a little sorry for the words and deeds, but he still got up, he walked to her, leaned over and kissed her on the forehead: "Wait for me, I will celebrate with you when I come back."

Cen Ning pursed her lips, did not speak, just looked at him.

The superior commanded that time was pressing, and he couldn't stay longer in words and deeds, but he looked at Cen Ning, feeling very guilty in his heart. His work is his glory and mission, but he never thought that one day, above the glory and mission, there will be her.

Words and deeds: "I'm sorry."

Cenning paused, realizing that he was embarrassing him.

"It's okay, you go quickly, anyway, you have eaten this meal." Cen Ning forced herself to smile, "Other things can wait for you to come back, I'll wait for you."

His words and deeds hurt his heart, and he said in a deep voice, "Okay."

He turned and walked quickly towards the door.

"Brother Xing!"

Words and deeds turned around.

"Don't get hurt this time." Cen Ning's eyes were soft and her voice was light, "If you get hurt, I will be angry."