Infinite Life: Trapped in a lifetime

"Brother Mo, what about you? What do you want to do?"

"Liberate...all mankind?"

"Brother Mo is awesome."

In the high school classroom when I was eighteen years old,

My deskmate Fu Hui became more interested and asked Mo Dao about his ideals.

Qin Huaishi, who was sitting in the back row of Mo Dao, also happened to turn his attention.

After getting an answer that seemed a bit far-fetched, Fu Hui was stunned for a moment and then gave a thumbs up to Mo Dao.

Mo Dao smiled and said nothing more.

As Qin Huaishi said in a certain life,

He may need a long-term goal to connect the finite periods of time in his infinite life.

This can greatly alleviate the sense of futility after the end of each life.

Because a long-term goal cannot be accomplished in one lifetime.

It's like a game that goes back at a fixed time.

In order to motivate myself to continue playing, I set myself a huge achievement task.

That is to say,

He may really want to pursue some goals that are extremely difficult to achieve and have even been unable to find a way to achieve them for a long time.

but,

Doing this will not happen now, nor will it start from this life.

In terms of intuitive feeling,

He was a little tired.

It's like the person in the metaphor, the person who paints on a white paper that will constantly erase all traces.

At the beginning, he would feel novel and keep trying to draw some imaginative things.

And after he completes a satisfactory work, and then it is erased, he will gradually become irritated.

Then there is paranoia, painting a content repeatedly,

After painting over and over again for the last time, I found that there were still no traces left.

At this time, there is no point in being angry and paranoid.

There is a high probability that the person will stop writing and just sit in front of the white paper, doing nothing in a daze.

Mo Dao at this moment,

The state is the same as that of the person sitting in front of the white paper in a daze.

In this life,

He doesn't want to do anything.

Let’s talk about long-term goals in the next life.

He has a long time, no matter which life he starts his long-term goal,

In a long life, there is no substantial difference.

In this life,

Maybe he will live as calmly and casually as he did in his first life.

actually,

At this moment, my deskmate Fu Hui and Miss Qin Huaishi in the back row,

I have clearly noticed that in recent days,

There seems to be some changes in Mo Dao,

Seems a little lazy?

It's not that Mo Dao did anything.

But from the inside out, Mo Dao seems to have a very low desire to survive.

It's hard to say how much Mo Dao at this moment is the same as Mo Dao in the first life.

At this moment, in fact, Mo Dao, who has been strengthened through repeated rebirths, has a memory and thinking ability that far exceeds that of ordinary people.

But it can be disguised as the original one.

But in his current state, he is really...too lazy to pretend.

"Brother Mo, let's be more specific. What do you want to do?"

"In this life, be a teacher."

Mo Dao glanced at Qin Huaishi.

This is Qin Huaishi’s wish,

In the life that I chose to be a war correspondent.

Mo Dao had considered it and also referred to Qin Huaishi's goal.

However, at this moment, he did not want to achieve anything as a teacher, or to climb to the top as a teacher.

It's just a matter of choosing a career with a similar background for this life.

If he really has to do something in this life,

That is to accompany Miss Qin Huaishi.

In the life of the Kerna hero,

I owe Miss Qin Huaishi many forty years.

In this life, let’s pay off our debts first.

"Brother Mo is awesome."

Fu Hui next to him gave another thumbs up.

Miss Qin Huaishi, who was sitting in the row behind Mo Dao, looked at Mo Dao who said he wanted to be a teacher in this life.

But he didn't say anything out loud.

Mo Dao smiled, then turned back to look at Miss Qin Huaishi and the most familiar classroom around her.

…

Early June,

The college entrance examination is over.

After the end, until the beginning of the university term,

Mo Dao did not make any further investments.

Because there is no need.

For Mo Dao at this moment,

When he needs money,

The whole world is a huge withdrawal machine,

Just let him follow the trajectory of the future and the ‘rules of the game’ that he has already understood,

Enter the ‘Withdrawal Password’.

You can allow him to spend a considerable amount of money in a very short period of time.

In the past three months, apart from occasionally chatting with Qin Huaishi online.

Mo Dao did almost nothing.

Qin Huaishi often talked to Mo Dao about some of the experiences she had learned in advance during her vacation.

Although Mo Dao may have heard these contents ten, twenty, or even more times.

He may know better than Qin Huaishi himself about Qin Huaishi's arrangements for this summer vacation and what happened.

But Mo Dao still listened quietly.

"Mo Dao, the results are out. How many did you take?"

When the results of the college entrance examination came out, Qin Huaishi called Mo Dao almost not long after the announcement time.

"690 points. What about you?"

In fact, Mo Dao didn't check his results at all at this time.

But for Mo Dao, there is actually no difference.

He knew it would be so many points.

"Yeah. My scores are about the same as yours."

"Congratulations, classmate Qin Huaishi."

"Congratulations to you too, classmate Mo Dao."

Although there is no video, I can still feel the smile in Qin Huaishi's words through the phone.

Mo Dao also smiled.

"Teacher Xi called me, I'll answer it first. I may call you soon too."

"Um."

After Qin Huaishi said another word, he hung up the phone.

Mo Dao put down the phone and looked at the scene outside the house, feeling a little lost.

…

There are few surprises.

Mo Dao and Qin Huaishi were admitted to Capital University together.

Mo Dao is studying in the Department of Philosophy at Capital University, and Qin Huaishi is still majoring in biology.

Speaking of which,

This was the first time that Mo Dao and Qin Huaishi attended the same university.

It was also the second time that we walked together on the way to university.

On the high-speed train to the capital,

Mo Dao and Qin Huaishi were seated next to each other.

Qin Huaishi put down the bulging backpack he was carrying,

He took out a lot of snacks from his backpack and handed them to Mo Dao.

"Eat?"

Outside the windows on both sides of the high-speed train, the scenes along the line passed quickly.

Sitting next to Qin Huaishi, looking at Qin Huaishi who handed over something,

Mo Dao's vision was rarely in a trance.

Last time, this was the case,

It seems that he was still in the life of a legendary reporter,

Time is intertwined at this moment and separated very clearly.

In the memory of that life, there are also the next seventy years of life with Miss Qin Huaishi.

"eat."

Mo Dao smiled and said to Qin Huaishi.

"Then take it, I brought a lot."

The girl Qin Huaishi's face showed some cunning,

It was as if he had expected that Mo Dao would eat, so he brought a lot of extra snacks to fill his backpack.

This year,

Qin Huaishi was eighteen years old, and Mo Daoye... was eighteen years old.

…

September 2012.

Mo Daoshuang and Qin Huaishi entered Capital University together.

Capital University is already a very familiar place for Mo Dao.

Even though he never studied here,

But because of Qin Huaishi, he has been here many times.

In this life,

Mo Dao also has no roommates.

Because he rented a house directly outside the school.

After admission,

It's military training.

For Mo Dao, the military training for only ten days was just playing house.

After military training.

It has also entered the formal learning stage.

Although the subjects of the philosophy major at Capital University are not exactly the same as those at Trinity College,

But there is also a lot of overlap.

In other words, even if you are studying now,

It didn't take much time for Mo Dao's thinking ability, which had been continuously strengthened through so many rebirths.

This life, college time, is spent like this.

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