beauty world

Seeing me running out of the ward like a lunatic, the doctors and nurses in the hospital corridor cast strange glances, and I completely collapsed.

Mental illusions cannot create what I don't know.

And these people in front of me, I don't know at all...

In other words, all of this is not an illusion.

All this is true.

I really went back to the 21st century.

"How could this be? Impossible!" I held my head and cried.

"Qiu Xueyu!! Zidie! Proud Wu!! Qinghan!! Mozi!! Master!! Miss Lan Yueer!! Where are you!! Where are you!!?"

Where……

Where are you...

My heart-piercing voice kept echoing in the long corridor, repeated again and again, for a long time...

……

It's as if we're all back where we started.

I am back in the 21st century, and this has become an unchangeable fact.

Of course, accepting this cruel fact came after I struggled and hesitated for a whole week.

Yes, I am really back.

Just like when I traveled back then, no one told me the reason, no one gave me an explanation, so I went back to the 21st century.

The only thing I can guess is that the cosmic Rubik's Cube I got in the mechanical capital brought me back to this era.

This is an era where men and women coexist.

Home is still home.

My bedroom is still so messy, the clothes are piled up, the garbage is piled up at the door, and the novels, comic books, and magazines I have read countless times are scattered in the corner of the house, next to the 800 yuan I have broken. Android phones that money buys.

And I'm back to where I started.

Fat, short, ordinary, there is no aura of the only man, and there is no group of girls who are devoted to me and accompany me by my side.

Everything is restored.

My era is still the same, diaosi is running around every day for the rich and beautiful in the arms of the tall, rich and handsome. People with low self-esteem are ashamed of themselves. Gathering swarms, wantonly venting their dissatisfaction, venting their desires...

For several days in a row, I felt as if I had lost my soul, wandering around the house in a dazed and dazed way, turning on the computer again and again, browsing the web, hoping to return to the link to the era when there were only women...

However, I have never been able to find that site.

It was as if God had abandoned me.

Time passed in a blink of an eye.

After a week of recuperation, I returned to my university and started my junior year again.

I went back to my university dormitory of less than 15 square meters, where four gay friends squeezed together.

"What's the matter, buddy, are you out of your mind? Got hemorrhoids?" My cheap roommates followed my ass all day long, making fun of me when I was unhappy.Sometimes, they even slapped my butt mockingly, or bumped me with the shoulder.

Because I am fatter.

When faced with their mocking eyes, I forced a smile, but didn't answer.

Because I suddenly found that I have no common language with them.

There was a deep gap between me and them.

That feeling, as if... We are people from two worlds.

Every day, I sit in front of the computer like a lost soul, recalling all the smiling girls all day and all night.

Cold and arrogant with a gentle coldness, gentle and virtuous Mozi, a short-tempered little sparrow, a sick girl who will get sick when she smells me, a wild female wolf head, with a good voice Qinyueyin, The straightforward and innocent Xiaobai, the talented Qiu Xueyu, the iceberg beauty exuding air-conditioning and intelligence, the arrogant and lively little princess, the curious and extroverted little sister, the three saints who are like one, the hot-tempered hot girl, The wretched and prudish Gao Haixin, even Lan Yueer, Zhu Xingyun, Laura, Princess Changyue, Xian Ji, Ye Zhuqing... Every girl, every girl I have ever met, I miss so much.

Could it be that it was just a dream?

But why is that dream so real.

Or is my current life just an illusory dream?

I do not know.

Zhouzhuang dream butterfly, which is true and which is false?

"Why are you crying again? You've been acting like a bitch all day lately, why are you so crazy?"

"Wang Yong, let's do a round of masturbation."

"Wow, I found a hot photo of a beautiful woman in the wow bar, come and take a look, it's just a fortress, this face, this figure... PS?!"

Because of my uncharacteristic behavior, although some of my roommates mocked me sarcastically, some also wanted to help me resolve it.Maybe it's because I got better and joined their army of dicks.After all, I used to be one of them too.

However, because of the memories of the past year or so, I suddenly discovered that I am not interested in computer games anymore.

My roommates were laughing and playing there, and I just stood quietly watching like a bystander, like an outsider who had nothing to do with it.

Maybe, only when you get it, you will know the pain of losing it.

Only when you lose, will you want to get what you once had.

Looking at the classmates who are still worrying about their future and career, I suddenly feel very tired.Don't want to do anything.

Wealthy money, luxury cars and mansions, beauties like clouds... I have all of them before, but now, I have to start all over again, from the bottom to the bottom... Then, what's the point?

To live again... I suddenly feel that life is meaningless.

I lost my direction in life, and the Internet addiction that has been bothering me, I don't know when I quit.After all, when I was in the women's world, I haven't played games for more than a year, and I haven't been online for more than a year...

Those things that I thought I would never be able to get rid of in this life are actually so easy to get rid of.

In my boring days, I wandered around the university every day, looking at the colorful red maples, the withered autumn grass, the sparkling water on the man-made lake, or the broken leaves of a man and a woman who love each other passing by the roadside. Life is bleak.

When I am angry, I will run long distances on the school track, because only by running as hard as I can without thinking can I forget all the pain, unwillingness, loss, depression and desolation in my heart.

In this way, I actually developed the habit of regular long-distance running every day.