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Angela felt that Fang was really a good student, who could patiently listen to her long lecture without interrupting.Fang's solemn look at this time also reminded that she was trying to digest what Angela had said before, and Angela also waited patiently.

"It sounds very profound at first, but it doesn't seem difficult to understand if you think about it carefully." After counting, Fang finally said, "You mean that people who truly have self-awareness can shape the concept of themselves in their hearts at will. Yes, right?"

"Oh my God," Angela exclaimed, "If I had known you were so smart, I wouldn't have had to spend so much effort making so many metaphors."

"I'm going to be ten years old soon, Angela, there's no need to treat me like a child." Fang lowered his eyelids and looked at his hands that were closed by Angela.She used a little force to free her two palms, and clasped Angela's fingers in turn, and then said: "I understand that this sounds simple, but it is definitely not easy to do. Moreover, I have seen it before, and you pressed me to ask. Only when Christine is a mutant can she understand the changes in her inner thoughts so quickly."

"Yeah, you discovered it too."

"Yeah, I noticed that Lorna next to me was too focused, so focused that it was almost abnormal, so I forcibly merged the telepathic channel you connected to me with hers. Then I saw it too. What she is observing is your thinking, the me in your heart." Fang must have been partially proud at the moment, because she was gently shaking Angela's hands.

"You are too scary and Lorna." Angela's eyes stared with a hint of panic, "You all can play with my telepathy. I will never dare to connect with you again. No, I will never I can never be in front of you again.”

"Hehe, Angela, is this how you act coquettishly? It's so cute." Fang Ke is such a clever little guy. After just a while, he actually teased Angela in turn.

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"Okay, don't go off topic." Fang interrupted the shy Angela and held her hand firmly. "At that time, your heart was really magical. How to describe it, it was like, other people's minds about me were fixed. It forms the same shape and is difficult to change. When different people meet together, if they are lucky, the selves in their minds will match each other and understand each other; but in many cases, their selves conflict and collide with each other, because they all Insisting on their respective shapes. Sometimes this tough negotiation is meaningful, and the collision of ideas will bring more sparks of wisdom; but sometimes, this mutual intransigence just brings harm to each other in a meaningless way. A person The more hobbies, rules, and beliefs he fills into his self, the bigger his self will become, and the easier it will be to get entangled with other people's self."

"And Angela, yours is different." Fang continued, "Your self has no fixed shape. If you want to intersect with Kristen, you will become like Kristen. It's like a stream of water that goes with the flow. , changing your state at all times according to the surrounding environment. Do not conflict with other me, comfort their hearts, and inspire their goodwill. Just like before, it was clearly me who was losing my temper, but you said sorry to me first. I think, I finally understand the meaning of "The best is like water" in the Tao Te Ching. And, this is what you said, the meaning of programming your own soul can be whatever you want to be."

Angela stared at Fang in shock for a while, then shook her head and spoke reluctantly: "It seems that I really worried too much. Clarice, you already have this wisdom in your heart. Even without our help, you can do it Get through depression on your own.”

"No" Fang shook his head even more, "Angela, it was you who gave me enlightenment, otherwise these thoughts would not be able to flow into my heart. I really thank you, but even if I understand these principles, I am not as spiritual as you. Induction, use strong mental power to shape yourself at will." #爱奇文.. The novel is better and updated faster.

"Clarice, the so-called mental power should refer to the power of the mind itself, not the power to guide or control the mind." Angela thought for a while before speaking, "To borrow the metaphor you just mentioned, people with strong mental power have stronger thoughts. The water will flow more violently, making it more difficult to shape."

"Hmm, yes, it seems like it should be more difficult for you to hold back your formed thoughts than others. Oh my God, Angela, how on earth did you do that?"

"Hehe, you might not believe it." Angela smiled slyly, "What I used is depression."

"what"

"Depression is the brain's denial mechanism. If you make good use of it, it will naturally have positive effects. When I want to eliminate a certain thought, I will use the thinking habits of my depression period on it and analyze it from all aspects. The irrationality of it, deny its meaning, and then it will naturally dissolve.”

"Well, it sounds like it's possible. There was a time when I didn't dare to exchange change with passers-by, or ask strangers for directions. It wasn't that I was afraid of dealing with them, but I always thought that others would definitely reject me, and there was no point in begging them. . This denial mechanism is really powerful. It can veto and eliminate even these small thoughts and impulses that should be taken for granted."

"Haha, it's great that you can understand." Angela Fang Fang said it clearly and smiled even more happily. "I have told my colleagues this before, but they still didn't quite believe it. Maybe only those who have experienced it can understand how to use depressive thinking. Denying the thoughts in your heart is as easy as throwing files into the trash. If you can accurately and rationally identify which files should be deleted, it will almost have all the benefits and no harm."

"Okay, now I believe more and more in the positive meaning of depression. However, it can only be used to delete thoughts, how do you build thoughts?" Fang's eyes blinked again and again, and he blinked again and again. The scar-like birthmark also looks adorable.

"If the middle school students of this era were as smart as you, not only able to draw inferences from one instance, but also always able to grasp the key to the problem, I would really go back to teach in middle schools without hesitation." Angela couldn't help but praise, "In college, when I was When I was struggling in the quagmire of my thoughts, my mentor saved me with these words: Every cell in your body knows how to repair itself, why don't you know it? It was he who inspired me to connect DNA repair with rebuilding myself. stand up."

"DNA Repair" Fang hurriedly kept up with Angela's jumping thoughts.

"Yes, most of my energy in college was spent on research in this area." Angela spared a second to recall the past years, and then continued, "When the damaged DNA molecules have When a healthy DNA can be used as a template, a series of biochemical reactions will occur in the cells to restore the damaged parts to normal according to the healthy template; but when there is no healthy template in the cells, they can only simply restore the damaged parts. Cut it off. Of course, this is just a rough description, and the actual situation is not entirely like this. Having said that, at that time, I was still a little bit self-pitying, thinking that I had forgotten what I used to be like when I was happy, and I no longer had a healthy template in my mind. But later, I suddenly realized that although I didn’t have it, others did.”

"What, what do you mean you used telepathy to steal other people's healthy spirits?"

"Don't talk nonsense. I hadn't awakened my powers at that time. Besides, can a scholar's thing be called stealing? It's called copying. I was like a newborn baby, growing up again, carefully exploring the world, imitating other people's appearance, Relearn how to experience happiness from daily trivial matters, how to love other people and things, how to be full of faith and hope. Those are originally program modules in other people's thoughts, so I can also copy them and make them for me. Just like that, I pieced together a new self. And gradually, these foreign thoughts and habits were compatible and integrated with each other, without the shadow of others, and completely became part of my spiritual paradise. "

"What you mean is that these things about you, optimism, humility, kindness, and strength are all learned from others."

"That's right, Clarice. I'm definitely not born like this. If I hadn't been pessimistic, arrogant, evil, and cowardly, how could I have suffered from depression? After depression removes these wrong consciousness modules from my heart, what remains is the true one. Me, told me that I must re-establish myself with good qualities in order to obtain relief and salvation. Depression showed me the negative mechanism of the brain, so I did the opposite and slowly explored the affirmative mechanism. Do you know There are more affirmative pathways in the brain than negative pathways. The reward effect ignited my passion and took the initiative to control myself, and I already gained happiness; emotional motivation amplified my enthusiasm. As long as I am full of love, my soul will naturally be full; and even If I have faith that my heart is God, and I pray silently, I will follow the direction of the prayer and cross over to the other shore."

"The other side" Clarice narrowed her eyes slightly, as if she was savoring the word, "I think this is your current state. Even if you don't get a template from others, you can make yourself what you imagine. .”

"Yes, I have become my own master. I am no longer bound by all the thoughts in my heart as before, and I am no longer a slave to myself. Clarice, what about you? After the depression in your heart has been washed away for you, what is left What does this true self want you to do?”

"I" Fang finally let go of Angela's hand, and a ball of blue and purple light flashed on her chest.The ball of light grew bigger and bigger, already hurting Angela's eyes, but Fang still stared at it.

"I feel it." When the light ball touched Fang's palms, an excited cry broke out from Fang's fragile voice, "My soul is still beating, she said, she wants to be free."

"She wants to take me to every corner of the world, not every time and space in the universe."