marvel angel

Although in Angela's eyes, the gorgeous sphere flowing with dreamlike colors seemed to be just a ball of light.But for the other party, it's obviously not that simple.It seemed to have its own collision volume, and Fang held it tightly in his arms.A few more tears dyed violet flowed down from Fang Xiaoqiao's chin, sinking into it, causing circles of three-dimensional ripples.

Fang hugged her harder and harder, and the ball of light was squeezed with nowhere to go, and actually melted into her body bit by bit.As the last ray of colored light disappeared, Fang's hands were clasped in front of his chest.She closed her eyes and lowered her head, as if praying silently in her heart.After a soothing and long exhalation, she finally opened her eyebrows again, with a slightly raised smile, and breathed the next ray of sweet air into her chest with enjoyment, as if what she had just breathed out was not the excess carbon dioxide, but all the carbon dioxide. of grief and sadness.

"What was that thing just now?" Angela dipped Fang's face lightly and wiped away her tears, "Is it your soul?"

"I don't know, maybe it is, if the human soul is just a space energy field." Fang's smile became even thicker, and his white teeth slightly leaked, "Angela, thank you again, thank you for clearing the fog in my mind and giving me I used guidance so that I could face my own heart. It turned out that I had always misunderstood my soul, my true self."

"misunderstanding"

"Yes, I am different from mutants who awaken their abilities later in life. This is accompanied by my superpowers, which began to appear from the moment I was born. I have never stopped feeling its eagerness and restlessness in my body. I thought this was The evil DNA of Apocalypse is at work, and this force wants to forcefully break through to the outside, destroying and doing evil everywhere. So I always fight against it, suppress it, and even deny it. Over time, this denial became my thinking habit and gradually eroded other My mind has made me so depressed. I have read many philosophical and religious books, looking for ways to calm my heart, but in vain. But you finally reminded me that the wisdom passed down by the sages is not to guide us to a certain direction. Principles or gods are meant to guide us to find our true heart. This innermost core is the self-awareness that writes orders for everyone's life. But many overly devout believers mistakenly think it is an external god. Until I just looked at it, and I realized that its request was so simple, just haha." At this point, Fang Qingling's laughter finally sounded again, breaking the boundless darkness, "It turns out that it just wants to take a good look at the world. It's so cute. I really like it, and I like myself so much. I feel like I can really like you from the inside. I am no longer like before, mechanically repaying your care, but feeling nothing in my heart. Until I want to like you, like Lorna, and like John, the world is so beautiful, I never noticed."

"Please enjoy it, Clarisse, the whole world is waiting for your exploration." Angela stroked Fang's hair with relief.She was so happy that this little girl didn't have to take many detours and even almost go astray to solve her inner troubles like she did before, but she had an epiphany at this moment.She felt that all the hardships she had gone through were worth it.However, Angela still discovered a small problem from Fang's narration just now, but she still chose to remain silent.

"Hey, you seem to have something to say but have stopped talking." After Bodhi Nirvana, Fang, who had a clear mind like a mirror, easily noticed Angela's micro-expression and looked at her expectantly, "My great mentor, please tell me what you are saying." Do not create a barrier between yourself and your students.”

Seeing that Fang was already in the mood to joke, Angela raised her head slightly, beamed with joy, and explained generously: "Clarice, don't worry, I just don't want to affect your current state of mind."

"Then think of it as a test for me. If I still get troubled by other people's words, it means that I don't understand it thoroughly enough. Angela, please say whatever you want, this new Clarice , will communicate with you with [-]% openness."

"" Angela's square expression was intertwined with sincerity and seriousness, and she decided to comply with her wishes, "Okay, Clarice, please listen to the question: You are so intelligent, you should have figured out long ago, that little DNA It doesn’t determine your essence, but why does it become the source of your pain?”

"Because Apocalypse is different from other mutants in ancient times." Fang blurted out without any hesitation, "In history, those who awakened their supernatural powers by chance, including hundreds of schools of thought, the Buddha, the Son of God, and the prophets all used their supernatural powers. With the wisdom he can acquire, he can establish doctrines, thoughts, and religions, educate everyone, and help all living beings. Only he, his attitude towards ordinary people is not to lead or integrate, but to enslave and kill. So I read the works of those sages, or More or less, they hoped to use their kind thoughts to purify the evil in my body, but this only aggravated my obsession. Now I understand that that ancestor, as well as other evil people in the family, have nothing to do with me. It has nothing to do with the essence. I established a connection between myself and them out of thin air, and stubbornly did not want to cut it off. It turned out that it was not others who restricted my freedom, but myself. God, I am so stupid. Not only It hurt myself and added a lot of worries to my friends. I have deleted this obsession. It seems that in just a moment, I learned how to let go of you and no longer have to worry about me."

"You're not stupid at all, Clarice." Angela spread her arms and hugged Fang's smaller body.In this conscious space, the surrounding darkness has gradually turned into a low-saturation Morandi white, which is extremely comfortable, and she no longer needs to light up her palms. "Based on my personal hypothesis, sometimes the onset of depression may have nothing to do with personality or experience, but the smart brain is evolving itself." Angela continued, "Just like a baby with a Darwinian reflex that has just been born, it will firmly Grasping everything that touches the palm of his hand. With the development of the brain and the establishment of higher-level neural reflexes, the baby will actively control the grasping and releasing movements, and human hands will only begin to grow from this time. And mature. Perhaps the brain also needs to teach people how to lose and how to let go of their grasping through depression, so as to promote the growth and maturity of people's higher wisdom, awaken their self-awareness, and gain independence of thought. Maybe, the sooner people become depressed, the more likely they will be. "The smarter"

"This world is too ideal and poetic in your eyes, right?" Fang was nearly a head shorter than Angela, and she had to raise her neck at a large angle, "Angela, if you keep coaxing me like this, maybe I really don’t want to wake up again. I will forcefully lock your telepathy in my consciousness, and always be immersed in this kind of peace and happiness that cuts off all the troubles.”

"Has your sweet mouth been infected by Lorna?"

"I'm not kidding. Although my yearning for freedom has become stronger, I still haven't established a self that can walk in the outside world. Angela, your soul is too warm and soft. If I only have contact with you for a long time, , I’m afraid I will really sink into your gentle land. Therefore, in addition to learning love and tenderness from you, I also want to learn Lorna’s courage and intelligence, Christine’s cheerfulness and cunning, and Ms. Celine’s fairness. Dad’s kindness and tolerance, and John’s tenacity and hard work.”

"Hoho, you finally got to the point." Angela hugged Fang hard, causing the girl to whimper like a vocal toy, "I guess, if you want to establish an opposition in your new self, Your desire must be helped by your sweetheart."

"Whatever you say." Fang chose not to look at Angela's teasing eyes and turned his face to the side, "John is the most tenacious person I have ever met. Even if he suffered such a big blow, he never looked like I fell into self-destructive emotions. Even if I was a gangster or a gangster, I still had to find a way to survive. I thought I needed to use his soul as a template to copy an Angie with a firm belief in survival. Pull, can you pull John’s mind in?”

"I don't know," Angela confessed. "My telepathy can only connect to people who miss me. Maybe I can't find the door or way to his thoughts."

"Why do you have such an understanding of telepathy through the door?" Fang Fang turned back with doubt, "Forget it, how should I explain it? Do you still remember the first time I hijacked your telepathy? At that time, my mind Rico will never miss you."

"Of course I remember that it had a big impact on me." Angela nodded repeatedly, "Clarice, how did you do that?"

"The space energy field can penetrate all things, and can naturally connect to all things. Moreover, I feel that I have receptors in my brain that can sense it, so I can naturally connect with the space energy field in telepathy. Not just me, everyone should have such a receptor in their brain. The only difference between me and other people is that I can adjust the frequency of this receptor independently to make it consistent with your telepathy. Thinking about it the other way around, if You can adjust the frequency of telepathy to be consistent with other people’s receptors, and you can naturally connect to everyone naturally.”

"I can also vaguely notice that when establishing a spiritual connection, the mind needs to resonate with the other party." Angela thought for a while and continued, "But I always thought it was to adjust the frequency of the electromagnetic waves. After all, electromagnetic waves can carry ever-changing amounts of information. Clarice, you mean this space energy field also has frequency."

"Angela, everything is vibrating all the time," Fang Yini's expression is as beautiful as her mood at the moment, "and that is also their breathing, their rhythm, their rhythm. I can hear the sound of this vast jade universe. The symphony is so beautiful and pleasant. Sometimes it even makes me feel that the universe is alive, but not in the form of life."

"Wow, no wonder Fergie said you like to listen to all types of music. Any kind of vibration, in your ears, is like life breathing freely." Angela's excited tone was full of admiration and pride, and she continued to ask , "If all things are alive to you, does that mean they can obey your orders?"

"Well, I've never thought about this problem." Fang paused and replied, "But those space energy fields do listen to me. By the way, Angela, don't go off topic. The point now is not this, I want to tell you What's more, since the space energy field also has a frequency, it can transmit information just like electromagnetic waves. At that time, when I captured the space energy field in the telepathy between you and Lorna into my mind, although you and I We haven't communicated with each other yet, but I have already felt your affection for Lorna. In other words, if I had the same feelings for Lorna as you did in my mind at that time, your telepathy would have resonated with mine. , can connect to me directly. "You" Fang originally wanted to ask Angela if he could understand her explanation, but after seeing her expression of realization, Fang knew that he no longer needed to explain anything to the ice-smart Angela.

"Oh my God." After thinking for a few seconds, Angela sighed, "Why is it obviously me who can telepathize, but my understanding of it is the shallowest? Clarice, thank you, Teacher Fang. I finally understand. It turns out that there are two people." As long as they think about the same thing together, their hearts will be connected to each other. My friends always miss the friendship between me and them, so I can easily connect with them. Before, I only regarded this emotion as The points of convergence of ideas are really too narrow. Obviously, there are so many points in common between people."

"Yeah, that's why you have been with Lorna for so long, but you are still not controlled by her. Sure enough, your IQ is also terrifyingly high."

"Lorna, don't hide it. She is not what you are thinking about right now. Don't worry, I'll be right back."

Angela scraped her nose arrogantly, regardless of the shyness in Fang's smile.Then, she took back part of her thinking and returned to reality.Her body in the realm of consciousness also became a little more transparent.The scene in front of me also turned into two figures standing and lying on their backs overlapping each other, making it suspicious and unreal.Angela raised her head and saw Prodestar squatting opposite, looking at her eagerly.

"Where's Celine?" Angela asked Proudstar.She glanced around and felt that time had not passed very long.

"There were frequent gunshots over there," Prodesda pointed to the corridor leading to the office area. "She was very worried, so she took the pistol that the man dropped and went over to support." Prodesta scanned again. Glancing at the prison guard on the ground who had just attacked them, "She said that since there might be an enemy coming here, there might be several more coming, so she wants me to stay and protect you."

"Tch, is it true that the lover is more important than the life of the savior?" Angela complained in a low voice.

"Well, I don't know what you are talking about, but I think you misunderstood her." Obviously, no matter how small the voice was, Proudstar could not escape her ears. "Angela, we saw Clarisse shed tears with a smile before. Two drops of clear tears, so I know that your treatment is effective, and I am no longer so worried. Please tell me that we did not misunderstand the meaning of that smile."

"Of course not," Angela replied with a smile while feeling Prodesta's deep affection. "How could you misread Clarice's smile? Our progress is very optimistic, but there is still one last and most critical step left. Follow us quickly. I come"

"Where are we going with you?" Before Prodesta could finish speaking, he felt a strange scene flash into his mind. In the warm white space, there was Youfang, Angela, and even himself.

As soon as "John" Fang saw Prodestar, he immediately ran over and hugged him tightly.

Prodestar kept soothing Fang's weak back.He felt that Fang's hot tears had wet his clothes, and countless words had accumulated in his heart, but he didn't know where to start.But instead of being annoyed by his stupidity as before, he suddenly understood that he no longer needed to say any more words at this moment.Because he could truly feel that part of his soul seemed to be integrating into Fang's body.He knew that it was for him that the innocent girl was willing to return to this bright but hesitant world.

"John, as long as I love you, I will live forever."