Douluo: Qin Shimingyue system

During the meal, Xia Ranran told Fang Songqi the whole story.

Fang Songqi was shocked, "Then he committed suicide?"

Xia Ranran shook her head, "I don't know, maybe."

Thinking back to the video that made her mother a suspect, it was Huo Yan who ran upstairs first, followed by Su Fangran. When he came down again, his hands were stained with blood.

What happened upstairs was not written in the diary, so Xia Ranran didn't know.

But, she believed in her mother.

My mother is a kind-hearted person, a doctor who can write such many diaries with a sympathetic tone, and a woman who wants to redeem Huo Yan, how could she be so cruel as to push him downstairs.

Fang Songqi nodded, "I also think it was your mother who chased after her and tried to stop her, but she couldn't stop her and made Huo Yan jump off the building."

Xia Ranran lowered her head and ate her rice without saying a word.

…………

As the child's injuries were gradually healed, only some shallow marks were left on the body. All we could do was wait for time to remove the scars and erase the past in the baby's heart.

And Xia Ranran was finally in the ward, waiting for Gu Qianjian to appear.

She sat quietly by the hospital bed and watched Gu Qianjian walk in.

"The child isn't there?" Gu Qianjian immediately looked towards the bed.

Xia Ranran shook her head, "He's not here."

She made a gesture to please sit down.

Gu Qianjian came over and said, "You... know?"

Xia Ranran had no expression on her face.

She wanted to smile, to express a polite smile, but she just couldn't.

"When talking to smart people, be open-minded." Xia Ranran narrowed her eyes slightly, "Do you have anything to say?"

Gu Qianjian pulled out a chair and sat down. He lowered his head and his messy hair fell down to cover his forehead.

Even though there was sunlight in the ward at this time, it could not warm anything between the two of them. The temperature on their bodies retreated bit by bit.

Gu Qianjian closed her eyes, "He and I fell in love naturally... I fell in love with him first."

At the beginning, Gu Qianjian was actually a little panicked.

He didn't dare to tell his parents, let alone his brothers and friends, for fear of being regarded as a freak.

He tried to find it and found some girlfriends, wanting to try this feeling.

No.

Absolutely not.

Then, he was convinced that he had indeed fallen in love with Huo Yan, his classmate.

Huo Yan was the school idol, always had a sunny smile, and was followed by many fangirls. He always politely declined gifts and love letters from girls.

His gentleness made those girls who didn't send out love letters and gifts not bear to blame, and even felt that they were not worthy of such a male god.

Gu Qianjian realized that she was not a bisexual, but actually fell in love with Huo Yan, so she began to slowly approach him in the name of a friend, and then gradually input similar information to him.

For example, ask him if he is against the same sex.

Far from showing any disgust, Huo Yan was very tolerant and felt that he could accept it.

In this case, Gu Qianjian took a step forward.

The two walked side by side when they were students, and there was a bit of ambiguity in their roles as good friends and buddies.

For example, wiping sweat after playing basketball, drinking from the opponent's used mineral water bottle...

Later, Gu Qianjian exposed himself.

Huo Yan was extremely surprised, "Wha...what? So this person is..." He pointed to his nose, "Me?"

Gu Qianjian lowered his head, "I'm sorry for you. I had an agenda when I first approached you. I had evil intentions towards you."

He stood there and waited for a long time, but Huo Yan didn't speak.

It was like going to the execution ground. There was a guillotine hanging around his neck, but he didn't know when the guillotine would fall down.

"You...let me think about it," Huo Yan said, "This is too sudden."

Gu Qianjian raised his head and saw Huo Yan's back.

At this time, he was so frustrated that he even wanted to rush over and hug Huo Yan, but he was afraid of his resistance and wanted to go further but didn't dare.

After waiting for three days, he still didn't get a reply from Huo Yan.

He would hold the phone and wait for a long time every day. When he went to the bathroom, he would always keep his ears open to listen to the phone ringing.

He said to the nanny: "If a classmate calls me, just call me, regardless of whether I am sleeping or not."

Some friends asked him to go out to play, but he refused.

He was afraid that once he went out to play, he would miss the call.

Just like that, after waiting for a week, he really couldn't wait any longer.

This is simply a life sentence, it is too painful.

That night, there was a heavy summer rain, and he ran to the Huo family mansion in the rain.

"I'm looking for Huo Yan!"

"Third Young Master?" said the old housekeeper at the door, "Third Young Master has accompanied his wife back to his hometown, but he hasn't come back yet."

Gu Qian was stunned.

"When did you leave?"

"It's been a week."

Gu Qianjian was in a daze on the way home.

It turned out that he had been back to his hometown for a week, no wonder he couldn't wait for him.

That means there is still hope for him.

Thinking this way, he felt better.

Unexpectedly, after being caught in such a heavy rain, I fell ill with a fever when I got home.

He had a high fever of nearly [-] degrees. He had vomiting and diarrhea and was unable to eat. He was dizzy and his eyelids were heavy. When he opened his eyes, he was given medicine and fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, he shouted in a hoarse voice: "Water."

He didn't see clearly who the figure lying beside the bed was, but he saw a figure from behind helping him to pour water. Only when the water in the glass was handed to his lips did he see the person in front of him clearly.

"Ayan..."

Huo Yan smiled and said, "Drink some water first. I'll ask the doctor to come in and take a look. You've been sleeping for two days."

Gu Qianjian held the cup, maybe she was really thirsty and drank it all in one breath.

Huo Yan helped him take the empty cup in his hand, "Do you still want to drink?"

Gu Qianjian nodded hurriedly, "Yes."

Huo Yan poured him another glass of water. This time, when he handed over the glass, he grabbed Huo Yan's hand.

"you……"

"I……"

The two spoke at the same time, but in unison.

Huo Yan smiled again, "You speak first."

Gu Qianjian's Adam's apple moved up and down, "I...are you still angry with me?"

"When did I get angry with you?" Huo Yan blinked, "I have never been angry with you, but you ran to my house in the rain and made yourself seriously ill."

Gu Qianjian listened to Huo Yan talking like this, as if nothing had happened, and the relationship between the two seemed to have returned to its original state.

But Gu Qianjian was not satisfied.

He has ambitions.

He doesn't want to limit his relationship to just being friends, he wants to take it a step further.

Even if they take a step further, if they step back again, they will reach an abyss, and the two of them will never be able to return to their past.

"I like you."

He mustered up the courage to say these words, "Have you... thought about it?"

The last time he said it, he made the person run away. This time he held his hand and wouldn't let him run away.

Huo Yan's face turned red.

He lowered his head, and his curled eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, fluttering.

"Are you...so direct?"

His hand curled up, as if trying to free itself from his grasp.

"Don't run away, I'm just direct. If you can't accept it, then I..."

Huo Yan raised his head and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I……"

"Give up?"

"Don't give up!" Gu Qianjian said, "Don't want me to give up. I will take my time. Anyway, I will achieve my goal sooner or later."

It was not easy for him to find someone he liked among so many people in the crowd.

It's just that this person's gender happens to be the same.

If he let this person go, he didn't know if he would meet another person in the future.

Huo Yan laughed and said, "What a coincidence."

Gu Qian was stunned for a moment, "Huh?"

"I like you too."

…………

After Xia Ranran heard this story, he could even picture the appearance of the boy in white before his eyes, so sunny, so gentle, and always with a gentle smile on his face.

but……

"Then why did he become...depressed?"

Among the drugs Su Fangran prescribed for Huo Yan were anti-depressant drugs, and someone must take care of him at all times, otherwise he would cut his wrists and commit suicide.

How did such a sunny boy turn into a gloomy and hopeless boy?

"Because of……"

Gu Qianjian felt ashamed when talking about the past.

Taking this road means that sooner or later, someone will find out and come out, and then you will face the public's attention.

They have been holding hands together, and he has always believed that he can hold hands with him forever.

However, when he was discovered that day, he backed down.

My mother hit the wall on the spot and only woke up after resuscitation efforts for most of the night. She is still in the intensive care unit.

In his mind, he kept thinking about his words when they were separated - "Let's come out."

These words were spoken by him.

He was ambitious at the time, and he wanted to use his behavior to make his ambition clear.

But now, he hesitated.

With trembling fingers, he opened the phone.

He sent a latest message to the person he paid special attention to.

It’s a sentence paired with a picture.

【We are together. 】

In the picture, he and his back were under the streetlight, overlapping on the ground, holding hands.

He looked at this Weibo, his hands shaking.

He forwarded it for a long time and never moved it away.

He dare not.

His mother is still in the intensive care unit, and he does not want to irritate her and cause irreparable consequences.

But I never thought that this Weibo caused an uproar. Within an hour after Huo Yan posted it, it was deleted, the hot search was cancelled, and all the discussions about this Weibo were canceled in one night. It's as clean as if this Weibo never existed.