Douluo: Qin Shimingyue system

Gu Qianjian's face showed a very painful expression.

He thought that even if he recalled the past, he would appear calm. After all, time had passed so quickly, he thought he had forgotten it.

But now that I think about it, those past events are as vivid as if they happened yesterday.

"Then, let go first." Xia Ranran calmly stated this fact.

Gu Qianjian lowered his head. He seemed to be in a very sad situation, shaking his head and shrugging his shoulders.

Xia Ranran said straightforwardly: "I don't sympathize with you. I only feel sad that Mr. Huo paid the wrong amount."

When they needed each other the most, they gave up on each other, leaving Huo Yan to stand alone in such stormy waves, being devastated until he developed depression.

"I also wanted to find him at that time. I wanted to tell him that we could pretend that we were normal first..."

"Did he promise you?" Xia Ranran asked.

Gu Qianjian said nothing.

At first, he was strictly monitored by his mother's people, for fear that he would ruin the Gu family's reputation if he went out.

My mother has worked hard all her life, and she has been able to secure her position as the main wife in a big family like the Gu family, among her father's many mistresses. But once something like this happens, will her son come out?This is something more shameful than cheating. Not to mention the reputation of the Gu family, my mother's life is completely ruined.

So in the beginning, he was under very strict supervision.

About half a year later, when I thought the matter was over and my mother's supervision of him gradually relaxed, another piece of bad news came.

Huo Yan committed suicide.

This matter was a secret of the Huo family, and it was concealed by Huo Yan as soon as it came out.

If Gu Qianjian's mother hadn't known someone in the hospital, she probably wouldn't have known about this matter at all.

The mother is soft-hearted. After all, they are all children of the same age, but they just took the wrong path.

She figured out a way to make both of them give up at the same time.

She asked Gu Qianjian to break off the relationship with Huo Yan.

"This is your last chance. You definitely don't want him to embark on this path of no return, right?" Mother said, "If he dies, there will be nothing left."

Gu Qianjian gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, I'll go."

The mother cleared the relationship, and Gu Qianjian came to the hospital in the dead of night and entered the intensive care unit.

He opened the door, and a very cold voice behind him said: "You only have 10 minutes."

He didn't look back and closed the door with his backhand.

Through the streetlight light coming in from the glass window of the hospital, Gu Qianjian saw the flame lying on the hospital bed. He had become so skinny in just half a year that he couldn't even confirm that it was him.

"Ayan..."

As soon as his voice came out, tears flowed down his eyes, which was particularly abrupt in a room like this.

Huo Yan, who was sleeping, did not sleep peacefully.

The moment he heard Gu Qianjian's voice, he struggled to open his eyes.

He saw Gu Qianjian, whom he had been thinking about for half a year.

"Jane."

Gu Qianjian held his hand and said, "Ayan, why are you so stupid."

Huo Yan's wrist was wrapped in thick gauze because of the deep incision. It had already undergone surgery.

Huo Yan shook his head and pursed his pale, almost colorless lips, "It's okay. How about you, how are you doing during this time?"

Gu Qianjian didn't speak. His throat was choked and he couldn't speak.

Huo Yan continued: "It must be bad."

He seemed to be asking and answering himself, his voice was very soft, as if he was a person who could be blown away by the wind.

"You have also lost weight. You see you have dark circles." Huo Yan raised the corners of his lips slightly, raised his hand, and tried to touch Gu Qianjian's cheek with his cold fingertips, "We finally We survived, and this time we join hands to fight against the world."

At this time, Huo Yan was still confident about their future.

He could fight for such a long time alone, and he believed that together with Gu Qianjian, they would be able to succeed.

However, he did not expect that he had used all his strength and even his life to fight against the person who came to save him, but now he was struggling to say a sentence, which seemed to be stabbed in his heart.

"We..." Gu Qianjian did not dare to look into Huo Yan's eyes, "Forget it."

Huo Yan seemed to have heard wrongly, "What...what did you say?"

Gu Qianjian lowered his head, gritting his teeth tightly, "Let's forget it."

"Look at me," Huo Yan seemed to have used all his strength to hold Gu Qianjian's wrist with his backhand, "Look at me! Gu Qianjian!"

Perhaps he used too much force, which caused him to cough due to lack of strength just after the operation.

Gu Qianjian was startled. She helped him calm down, and hurriedly poured water from the cupboard. She was in a hurry.

"Are you okay? You..."

"Look at me, tell me!" Huo Yan's eyes were red, making his skin as pale as snow.

Gu Qianjian gritted his teeth, as if he had finally made up his mind, "I said, let's forget it! Ayan, we are all wrong. This society does not accept people like us. Look at how malicious this society is towards us. , we are simply unable to move forward, you have been forced to commit suicide, do you want me to commit suicide with you?"

His roar finally woke up Huo Yan.

When he was being whipped by his father, he thought he would see Gu Qianjian.

When he was locked up in the ancestral hall, he thought he would see Gu Qianjian.

When he committed suicide, he thought he would see Gu Qianjian.

But if, when he saw it, he felt that his persistence was so ridiculous.

"Do you think I'm just a clown? Like everyone else, you stand under the stage and watch my jokes?"

"No, no," looking at Huo Yan like this, Gu Qianjian suddenly panicked, "I...Ayan, we just took the wrong path. Let's go back and go back and choose the right path. We are still the best." friend."

Huo Yan closed his eyes.

After a long time, he opened his eyes.

"Okay, I'll listen to you."

At first, it was Gu Qianjian who took the first step towards him, and now, he still listens to him.

The door of the ward was pushed open from the outside, and the bodyguard standing guard outside reminded: "Master, Madam called and said that the time is up."

As a last resort, Gu Qianjian had no choice but to leave.

Before leaving, Gu Qianjian promised Huo Yan: "I will come to see you again, and you must protect yourself."

Gu Qianjian came out of the hospital. Only a week later, he was sent abroad to study abroad.

He was closely monitored throughout the process.

It was not until a year later that the news of Huo Yan's death reached his ears.

At that time, he was sitting in the concert venue. He was really bored, so he picked up his mobile phone and took a look at the news.

This glance made him stay in his seat.

I don't know how many seconds passed before he finally came to his senses. He stood up and rushed outside. Stumbling, he went directly to the airport and bought the nearest flight back home.

On the plane, he repeatedly looked at the interface cached on his phone before the network was disconnected.

【Huo Yan Funeral】

Such words hurt his eyes deeply.

he died.

He died of suicide and committed suicide by jumping off a building.

Gu Qianjian didn't know that that day, in the ward late at night, what he said about me, I will listen to you, was actually a farewell message, and that was the last time he saw him.

He originally thought that after returning to China, he would get many relics left by Huo Yan from Huo Yan.

Unfortunately, nothing.

Huo Yan left nothing behind.

There wasn't even a photo, so I came alone and left alone.

…………

After Xia Ranran heard the whole story, she stood up, turned around with her bag and walked outside.

Gu Qianjian raised his head and called Xia Ranran with red eyes, "Wait a minute."

Xia Ranran looked down at him.

"Do you think I'm heartless?" Gu Qian asked briefly.

"Do you want to hear the truth?" Xia Ranran asked.

"Yes." Gu Qianjian nodded.

"It's not heartless, it's cowardice," Xia Ranran said, "You are just a coward, you are not worthy of Huo Yan."

Gu Qianjian's pupils shrank slightly.

This is the first person who dares to say this about him.

In fact, there were not many classmates who knew about their past. However, some of them never dared to comment at all due to the power of the Huo family and the Gu family, while some simply thought that it was a good thing to take the right path.

Even if Gu Qianjian just used the romance of lingering among the flowers to cover up her emotional pain.

No one ever called him weak.

"Gu Qianjian, you are a failure."

Xia Ranran turned around and walked out. When she reached the door, she did not look back. She put her hand on the door handle and said softly: "Zhang Xuening is taking the child in Room 1290 of the Central Hospital. The child's injury report is also there. There, it’s up to you to see what you want to do.”

Long after Xia Ranran left, Gu Qianjian remained in the same posture, motionless.

The body is made of steel, the steel is invulnerable, and the face is wearing a mask.

He thought he would wear it like this for the rest of his life, and go down to find Huo Yan until he died.

I just didn't expect that it would be taken off at this time.

Such a mess, such embarrassment, such ugliness.

…………

After Xia Ranran came out of Gu's company, she didn't go home.

She did not drive by herself, but got on the city bus, sat on the seat next to the window, and turned to look out the window.

It’s been a long time since I’ve seen this city so quietly.

Vicissitudes of life.

Perhaps, if Huo Yan and Gu Qianjian were born now, it would not be as difficult as it was before.

She took out her phone, found a name in her address book, stayed there for a few seconds, and dialed it.

Connected there.

"Let's meet up."