Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Whether it's from Gu Wanqiu's words or the details of her expression, it can be felt that she really doesn't like children, she is an extremely "selfish" person, once her own interests are involved, it will destroy her existing Living a comfortable life, even if she just thinks about it, she will feel disgusted and resentful, and try to escape.

But does she really not like children, or does she mean that he doesn't like him?Because she doesn't like her enough, she doesn't want to have a child with him. Even if there is a child in her stomach now, she still wants to get rid of it.

Would Gu Wanqiu really be as cruel as what she said?One day she felt a new life in her belly, fetal movement, could she remain indifferent?Can you be so merciless and say things like abortion and abortion?

People often speak insincerely, and what they say is often different from what they say. Fickleness is common, and there is a bad root in people's bones. As the mood changes, what you think today may be the same, and you may think the same tomorrow. .

Li Jinxing tried to change Gu Wanqiu.

He also felt sulky in his heart at the moment, it was impossible not to let it go, but he didn't show it, his emotions and anger were invisible, and he was still gentle with Gu Wanqiu.

He knows how to "protect" the child in Gu Wanqiu's belly, at least, don't let Gu Wanqiu's emotions fluctuate greatly, the most important thing is to keep a stable state of mind.

Every word and deed between two people is like a game, a silent contest, often hidden "murderous intent", a little carelessness, it is very likely that the other party has already died in his heart.

"Are you angry?" Gu Wanqiu shrank her hand in Li Jinxing's warm palm, her tone was cautious.

Seriously thought about it

After a while, I said: "I am not angry, but I am disappointed, because I like you very much, and I want to have a child with you that belongs to both of us, and I like girls very much. After being with you, I often fantasize about these things." , I can be a good father. If you don’t want your child’s education, you should worry about it. I can also take care of the child in the early stage. I will not make you tired, let alone postpartum depression. For these, I I even made a plan and typed countless drafts in my head... But since you don't want it... I have nothing to say. After all, your body is the most important thing. You are right, your body is only yours. have the power to decide.”

Li Jinxing was as good at words as ever, and the words he said were so nice, but he still let her get pregnant, catered to her words, said that her body was up to her, so why didn't he tell her that she was pregnant right away when he was in the hospital?And why did he hide her pregnancy, from three months to four months now, the child is getting bigger in her belly, doesn't he know that the bigger the child, the higher the risk of abortion?

No...Of course he knew that he lied to her with the hospital, all he wanted was to wait for the child to grow up in her womb until he couldn't beat it.

He just wanted her to give birth to this child, so as to use the child to test her "loyalty" so that she could not leave him.

Invisibly, he set up a cage for her, trying to keep her in and let her out.

Li Jinxing doesn't want a lover, he wants a dog that will obey him.

Gu Wanqiu thought sarcastically, with a generous and gentle smile on his face, without revealing it: "Can you

Just think this way for me, let's not think about children now, it's too far away for me, let's talk about it later, anyway, I don't want it now, it's enough to think about them.If you don’t have children, the difficulties you think about, such as bringing up children, postpartum depression, etc., will not happen, and they will be eliminated from the source..."

Li Jinxing listened to her until he entered the hospital. Li Jinxing took out his mobile phone to call the doctor. He made an appointment two days ago, and Dr. Liu spared this day in advance to let Gu Wanqiu see it alone.

After the two of them entered, they didn't need to queue up. They just needed to make a phone call and go for the check-ups. Doctors and nurses accompanied them all the way.

"Let's do the inspection first, we won't talk about the children anymore."

Gu Wanqiu let out an "um", facing the doctor, she felt a little uneasy, and kept silent all the way, closely following Li Jinxing's side.

There are many inspection items, such as blood draw, urine test, and B-ultrasound.

Relying on her ignorance, Li Jinxing took her to do several pregnancy tests, high risk factors during pregnancy, blood pressure, body mass index, fetal heart rate, blood routine, urine routine... liver and kidney function, electrocardiogram...

Gu Wanqiu was still doing the examination inside, and the doctor communicated with Li Jinxing behind her back.

"The baby in her womb is very healthy. She has had a good rest this month, and her early pregnancy hormones have also stabilized."

Li Jinxing asked: "Can you tell the gender of the fetus now?"

It is not allowed to ask the sex of the fetus in the hospital, but it is not allowed or not allowed in Lizhengxing.

The doctor replied, "It's a girl."

Li Jinxing's face was startled, and in a naturally relaxed state, he hung down

His lower eyes were pitch black, and his eyelashes were so long that they blocked his eyes, so that people couldn't feel the emotional fluctuations in his eyes, but when he heard the doctor say that the child in Gu Wanqiu's stomach was a girl, his eyelashes trembled. A trace of imperceptible warmth emerged from the gap for a short time.

The dream he told Gu Wanqiu was true. He did dream of a little girl calling him Dad. She looked very similar to Gu Wanqiu when she was a child. She wore a white princess dress and stood obediently in front of him. Calling him dad, he woke up with a smile on his lips.

It turned out that the dream was an omen, the child in Gu Wanqiu's belly was really a girl, if it was born, would it be the same as in the dream?

Many things cannot be explained by science, just like this dream.

But thinking of what Gu Wanqiu said when he entered the hospital, those beautiful dream images in his mind were slowly shattering.

Gu Wanqiu will not keep this child, she is so determined and cruel, and Li Jinxing doesn't know how to tell her that she is pregnant.

Back then when he chose to hide it, he also guessed that Gu Wanqiu would not want this child. Back then, his relationship with Gu Wanqiu hadn't stabilized, and she hadn't left Gongqing yet.

He thought about taking it step by step, when she left Gong Qing, when he developed a relationship with her, when she was willing to accept him, and then he slowly revealed to her that she was pregnant, maybe she would be able to accept it ... And the longer the child stays in her womb, the easier it is to form the fetters of family affection.

Li Jinxing had been betting all the time, and he was right that Gu Wanqiu would leave Gong Qing and be with him, but he didn't.

If the bet wins, Gu Wanqiu can accept this child.

What Gu Wanqiu said was definitely not just casual talk, he knew her too well, if he told her about the pregnancy now, she would definitely abort the child, so she would still hold grudges against him.

The warmth in Li Jinxing's eyes came and went quickly, as if it was just an illusion, and it was gone before the doctor had time to perceive it.

When he raised his eyes, his eyes had become extremely cold and sharp: "Can this child be destroyed?"

"Ah?" The doctor didn't realize it for a while, why did he mention abortion so easily?

Judging from Li Jinxing's various performances, he definitely likes this child, otherwise he wouldn't have gone to great lengths to make a fake case back then.

"This child is healthy, why should it be aborted?" the doctor asked.

After finally going to the hospital for a pregnancy test, after finding out the sex, you have to abort it?The doctor quickly thought about the bad side, such as patriarchal preference, and mercilessly aborted the baby after knowing it was a girl, without any consideration for the pregnant woman's body.

If this is an abortion, is it necessary to hide the pregnant woman, she is going to have a miscarriage before she knows she is pregnant?

The doctor was thinking wildly, and Li Jinxing in front of him said: "Because she doesn't like it, she can't accept this child and wants to abort it, so I ask you, will abortion hurt her body?"

"So that's how it is..." But the last sentence is nonsense, like slapping someone and asking if it hurts you.

"Abortion is naturally very harmful to the body. I told you before that Ms. Gu is not in good health. This child is hard-won. Her uterus is actually much thinner than normal people. This child is not easy.

It's not too young, abortion will definitely require surgery and curettage, which will cause her uterus to become thinner, and it may be even more difficult to conceive in the future.

There are still great risks in the operation, such as massive bleeding, which will cause other diseases and have to remove the uterus. It is really impossible to have children for the rest of your life. Mr. Li, I advise you to make it clear to Ms. Gu. You also persuade her, you see that the child has a good shape, these are her nose and eyes, according to your and Miss Gu's genes, this child will definitely look good, and she will be a very beautiful little girl. "

The doctor persuaded Li Jinxing patiently, and handed the phone to Li Jinxing to see, it was the B-ultrasound picture.

Li Jin couldn't help looking over, and the little girl's appearance became clearer and clearer in his mind.

"I'm afraid she will still insist on having an abortion, so plan for the worst. If it does get to that point, nothing else matters." Li Jinxing still chose to compromise, just like Gu Wanqiu said, She has the right to make decisions about her body. If he forces her to keep this child, if he pushes her hard, she will use more extreme methods to deal with this child.

At that time, it will really not be as simple as hurting the body and not being able to conceive a child.

Li Jinxing had a headache, he was a little unsteady, and his face was a little pale.

"This child is four months old. It would be a pity if she were to be aborted. It would really hurt her body."

He also knows this, without the doctor reminding him repeatedly.

Li Jinxing now regrets that he had concealed Gu Wanqiu's pregnancy together with the hospital. If he had told her then that Gu Wanqiu chose to have an abortion, at least the risk could be minimized.

Gu Wanqiu doesn't know about the four-month-old child now, and he doesn't have any feelings in his heart. On the contrary, he is full of reluctance. Thinking of that time when he was pregnant because of Gu Wanqiu, he suffered from pregnancy-associated syndrome, and he had to go see The psychiatrist, even now, is not completely well.

Gu Wanqiu was the only one involved in the whole pregnancy process.

The doctor asked: "Mr. Li, are you going to tell Miss Gu about her pregnancy today?"

Li Jinxing was hesitant, always feeling that today was inappropriate, he needed to sort out his emotions, let go of his obsession with this child, and then face Gu Wanqiu calmly.

Sometimes he really wished that he could be as heartless as Gu Wanqiu, that he could not care about this child at all.

Li Jinxing: "Don't tell her today, I will tell her after I figure out how to tell her." I only hope that Gu Wanqiu won't hate him so much at that time.

What should come will always come, and now I am in a dilemma, what is this called?This is called lifting a rock and shooting yourself in the foot.

"You go in and check on her first. It's late, I'm afraid she will think too much."

The doctor also had a headache. She, a bystander, felt tired. She was in a relationship and became pregnant. How could she be like this?

……

Gu Wanqiu inside didn't know what Li Jinxing was talking to the doctor outside, but he could guess if he guessed, most of the time he was talking about the child in her womb, thinking how he would lie to prevaricate her later.

Gu Wanqiu glanced at her stomach, but still pretended not to know anything.

When the doctor performed the B-ultrasound on her, he still turned his back to her, so that she could not see the screen. In fact, she wanted to get up several times to see it, but she endured it.

she is afraid

After reading it, I was reluctant to kill the child, and that's it... just treat the child in the stomach as a piece of meat that grew out, and it will not be so uncomfortable to give up when the time comes.

When the doctor went out, Gu Wanqiu was thinking about how to deal with this matter.

Fortunately, the child was very quiet today. She reached out and touched her stomach, thinking about what to do next.

She secretly decided that if she was lucky enough to meet Li Jinxing on a business trip, she would secretly go to the hospital for an abortion first, and when she came back, she would create an accident and deceive Li Jinxing by creating the illusion of an accidental abortion.

This may be the best way to reduce the damage to the body.

If you are unlucky, you can only buy medicine secretly.

When the doctor came in, he saw Gu Wanqiu put his hands on his stomach and stroked it gently. With such movements, he thought she knew she was pregnant.

The doctor said, "Miss Gu."

"Ah...you're back." Gu Wanqiu came back to her senses, and realized that her movement of touching her abdomen was a little inappropriate. She withdrew her hand and asked, "How is my physical condition? Are you alright?"

"Not yet, but there is no major problem, we still need to continue taking medicine."

"Okay then." Gu Wanqiu didn't want to arouse suspicion, so she answered quickly, then got up and put on her coat.

When he was about to go out, the doctor asked casually: "Miss Gu, just now Mr. Li talked to me about your problem, saying that you don't like children, don't want children, since you don't want children...then why are you in such a hurry to treat the uterus? When I told you that you had polycystic ovaries, you were very disturbed at that time, and you subconsciously asked me if you had polycystic ovaries.

If you have polycystic disease, you cannot have children. This shows that you care about having children of your own. "