Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

When he was about to leave, the doctor asked casually: "Miss Gu, just now Mr. Li talked to me about your problem, saying that you don't like children, don't want children, since you don't want children... why are you so anxious to treat this disease?" , when you were diagnosed with polycystic ovaries, you were very disturbed at that time, and you subconsciously asked me if you could not have children if you have polycystic ovaries. This shows that you care about pregnancy and hope for future If I can have a child, why don’t I like it now when I’m about to be cured?”

Gu Wanqiu fell into silence. Yes, when she was told that she had "polycystic premature ovarian failure", she asked the doctor this question, whether she would be able to have children in the future.

But the child she wanted was not to have a baby with Li Jinxing, and the relationship between her and Li Jinxing would never allow her to have a child.

The child born will become a container full of hatred and become a tragedy, which is not good for the three of them.

Since you can't give your heart and soul to this child, it's better not to ask for it in the first place, which is another kind of responsibility to the child.

Seeing that Gu Wanqiu didn't answer, the doctor asked again with concern: "Miss Gu, do you have something to hide? If you have a problem in your heart, you should speak it out as soon as possible and solve it in time. If you hold it in your heart, you will get sick."

Gu Wanqiu smiled and said: "I have nothing to hide. I don't want children. It has nothing to do with my desire to cure this disease. Polycystic ovarian premature failure is not only the inability to conceive children, premature uterine failure, but also other diseases. , after a long time, it will become a cyst, which will accelerate the aging of women.

Consider your own body.

I really don't want a child right now. I'm not ready. To put it bluntly, my body is my own. What does it matter if I want a child or not?Is it a waste if I don’t use my body’s uterus?Is it better to have the uterus completely destroyed and removed? "

At the end of Gu Wanqiu's speech, there was a bit of bitterness in her tone, which made the doctor not know what to say for a while, and the doctor also retreated.

Gu Wanqiu's words are very reasonable. Her body is her own decision and has nothing to do with others. Even doctors have no right to interfere.

However, she already has a baby in her womb, how should she choose?Could it be that the child would be aborted directly because he didn't want it?Even disregarding your own body.

"Miss Gu, if you accidentally conceived a child when you didn't want one, how would you choose?"

Gu Wanqiu glanced at her strangely: "Why do you ask me these unnecessary questions?"

A flash of embarrassment flashed across the doctor's expression: "It's a friend of mine, she is very similar to you, and she doesn't want a child, but now she is pregnant suddenly, and she is facing many problems now, one is that she thinks she is too young to have the responsibility to be a good woman. Mother, plus she doesn't like children herself, and one more thing, she is not married yet, she conceived before marriage, now...she thinks her boyfriend is unreliable, so she doesn't want this child. "

a friend?For some reason, Gu Wanqiu suddenly remembered a joke on the Internet, using "a friend" as an excuse, but it was actually about herself.

Gu Wanqiu subconsciously glanced at the abdomen of the female doctor in front of her, and said, "Since you don't

If you want it, then don’t, why bother? "

The doctor didn't notice her small behavior, she continued, "But she went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor told her that her health was not good, and she might not be able to conceive a child after this abortion."

Gu Wanqiu frowned, thinking seriously, wanting to bring herself in, if it was her, what would she do.

Doctor: "Miss Gu, if...you were my friend, what would you do?"

Gu Wanqiu put herself into it, she also has a child in her stomach, if she aborts the child in her stomach, she will not be able to conceive in the future...

Gu Wanqiu bit her lip, and she said: "Then ask your friend if you are ready to be a mother. It will be much more difficult to have a child than not to have a child. The pressure and responsibility are heavy. , if she can't bear it, then don't have a child. Forcibly giving birth to the child, isn't it a kind of irresponsibility to the child? And you also said that your friend doesn't like her boyfriend anymore. If you are forced to be together because of this child , How will I live in the next few decades? Or, is she considering breaking up to be a single mother and raising her by herself? If she can bear the pressure and the public opinion of others, then she can have it."

Speaking of this, the doctor also understood Gu Wanqiu's thoughts.

"So, if it were you, would you choose to kill the child? Even if you can't get pregnant in the future?"

"Maybe..." Her situation is much more complicated than that of her friend, and the child cannot stay.

"But what if there is no financial pressure? Her boyfriend loves her very much and treats her very well. He wants to marry her

Married together for a lifetime. "

"But she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it enough, and we are still together. Sooner or later, life will wear away those feelings. Feelings are the most useless. They may exist today, but they may not exist tomorrow. I am more willing to accept the reality than fantasy luck." Cruel, always make the worst choice." Gu Wanqiu lowered her eyes and sighed deeply.

Indeed, the pressure of children is not so great. When many people decide to have children, they are impulsive or let nature take its course, and they are not ready to have children at all.

Novice parents will encounter all kinds of difficulties, quarrel over their children's problems, and complain about each other's incomprehension. Among them, women often bear the most burden, postpartum anxiety, the life they face, their bodies are out of shape, and their bodies appear. The small problems of children, the noisy children... In recent years, more and more women have been diagnosed with postpartum depression, which is why girls in society now tend to live alone.Don't put marriage and childbirth in your life plan, and work hard to realize your self-worth.

But does getting married and having children really only bring misfortune?

No, there are countless happy families. Those without love are free, and those with love love more. How many people without love look at the loved one?Hope to get that kind of happiness too?

Because I dare not take a step forward, I can only stop in the fear of imagination.

The doctor couldn't figure out what kind of things Gu Wanqiu had gone through to say such a thing. She didn't seem to have any extravagance for love.

But obviously Li Jinxing loves her so much, a love that can be seen clearly by bystanders, can't she feel it?

maybe feel it

, just saying that she doesn't love Li Jinxing enough.

But when the two were together, they seemed surprisingly harmonious and well matched. Gu Wanqiu subconsciously moved closer to Li Jinxing. Those small gestures didn't look fake. It was hard not to see that Gu Wanqiu had no feelings for Li Jinxing.

Could it be that this is all pretend?

The doctor put away his thoughts: "Thank you, Ms. Gu, I will tell my friend what you said. After all, it is her body. If she destroys it, I just hope she will not regret it in the future." This is also for Gu Wanqiu. advice.

Gu Wanqiu didn't respond to the doctor's words anymore, she thought in her heart, regretting is a matter of the future, who knows the future?Caring about the future is worse than caring about the present. As long as you do the things in front of you well, once you plan for the worst, the difficulties you encounter now are nothing.

The doctor suddenly mentioned the topic of "child" and "pregnancy". At first, Gu Wanqiu thought she was telling Li Jinxing about her pregnancy.

But after he walked out of the room, the doctor didn't say anything. It seems that Li Jinxing had already discussed with the doctor and planned to continue to hide it from her.

It's a good thing for her to at least have time to buffer.

As soon as Gu Wanqiu walked out, he saw Li Jinxing opposite, and Li Jinxing also saw her for the first time. He was standing in the waiting area, and there were many people queuing up with their numbers, among them, he was the most obvious one.

He was dressed in a monotone, a black coat, which set off his tall and straight figure, and his handsome face was particularly dazzling, and many people around him secretly looked at him.

Li Jinxing is a person who attracts attention no matter where he goes. It is impossible to be monotonous with him

of.

Li Jinxing walked towards her, and Gu Wanqiu also became the attention being paid attention to in an instant.

Li Jinxing strode towards her, his coat flipping back with his steps, he walked very fast, and within a few steps he was in front of her.

"How's the test result?"