Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Shen Zhichu had an idea, as long as she jumped down, she would be able to see her two children, and the man who had always been in her heart—Bai Qiu.

When Li Jingshen returned to the ward with the wontons, he saw Shen Zhichu standing on the stool in front of the window, the window was wide open, and the cold wind came in wantonly, blowing her clothes as if they were hanging in mid-air.

Li Jingshen's heart suddenly rose to his throat, nervous and afraid of scaring her by making a sound, he called softly: "Chu Chu..."

Shen Zhichu's left foot had already stepped on the window sill, and half of his body hung outside and swayed for a while, as if he was about to fall down at any moment.

"Chu Chu, come down quickly, it's dangerous there, look, I bought you your favorite wontons." Li Jingshen moved over there silently while talking.

Countless thoughts popped up from his brain one by one, Li Jingshen took a breath, he didn't expect that during the short time he was away, Shen Zhichu would actually have the idea of ​​committing suicide by jumping off the building.

Fortunately, he ordered takeaway ahead of time, and just went downstairs to get it. If it was later, would Shen Zhichu have fallen so silently?

Li Jingshen didn't even dare to think about it. At this moment, his heart was as tight as someone wrapped it in sandpaper and clenched it tightly.

Shen Zhichu leaned against the window and slowly turned around and sat on it, she looked at Li Jingshen and twitched her lips: "Don't come here." The usually gentle voice was now uncharacteristically hoarse.

The cold wind blew her long hair, and the corners of her eyes were slightly wet, obviously she had cried just now, Li Jingshen gritted his teeth: "Don't move around and sit still, I won't go..."

He said so, but his body was tense, as if he was about to rush over at any time.

This is the eighth floor, Shen Zhichu will definitely die if he falls, what he has to do is to divert her attention and quickly drag her down.

Shen Zhichu raised her eyes slightly, those dull eyes became more emotional after seeing Li Jingshen, she raised the corners of her lips, suppressed a trembling voice and said word by word: Li Jingshen, I don't know what I did before It's an unforgivable crime that you treat me like this. "

"You say you don't know how to love someone, that's not a reason for you to hurt someone, and no one will stay where you are and wait for you to learn how to love."

"Have you seen that dead child? He is still so young, he can just move in my stomach..." Mentioning the child, Shen Zhichu's throat finally overflowed with sobs.

The sense of despair of powerless struggle enveloped the sky, tears lost control, Li Jingshen bit his lips and wanted to say something but couldn't say a word.

Shen Zhichu met Li Jingshen's scarlet eyes: "You said you killed my child to save me, but what you don't know is that I have already given him my life, and you lost my life."

Li Jingshen shook his head with a pale face.

"Li Jingshen, don't you like to push me from heaven to hell, and see how I fall to pieces? How about I help you? This world is so big, and there are hundreds of millions of roads, no matter how I escape, you can always find me , but I know there is a way you will never find..." The empty voice echoed in the empty room, Shen Zhichu finally fell backwards, his body was instantly filled with cold wind, and he lost everything. of light and heat.

"Shen Zhichu!" The wonton in his hand fell to the ground, and Li Jingshen threw his right hand down and grabbed her fiercely.

Shen Zhichu's body was precariously suspended in mid-air, and his slender wrist seemed to break if he pulled it.

Li Jingshen tightly clenched Shen Zhichu's slender wrist, trembling all over, his face turned pale.

"Shen Zhichu, hold on to me and don't let go."

Shen Zhichu opened her mouth and coughed twice, her stomach ached terribly, blood spit out from her mouth like a flood that opened the gate, she was in a very bad condition, her pupils were dizzy and her eyes could not concentrate, she stared blankly at Li Jingshen hanging on the window sill , looking pained.

The death of the child was a fatal blow to her. Although she was calm these few days, her heart was in pain, like a deadly venom that would swallow her up at any time.

"Li Jingshen, I tried my best..." She tried her best to live, to accept such a life that was worse than death, but she couldn't help it.

She wanted to kill Li Jingshen, and she also wanted to kill herself, but she couldn't do it, so she could only end her life in such an extreme way.

She who lost her memory was like a strange soul, she did not belong to this world at all, Li Jingshen broke off her "wings" and locked her in this place paranoidly, gave her a little sunshine and then locked her in the coffin Here, I want to die every day.

She felt that she was too stupid to feed a hypocritical beast with a sincere heart.

"I tried my best" is just three words, but it is so painful.

He instantly understood Shen Zhichu's words, she found a way that he would never find her, and that way was Huangquan Road.

Li Jingshen suddenly felt chills all over his body, obviously he hadn't stepped into winter yet, but he felt the icy cold in advance, the piercing pain, even his breathing was frozen.

"Shen Zhichu, don't you want to restore your memory? If you want to know who and where Bai Qiu is, you can live for me!" He grabbed Shen Zhichu's wrist with all his strength, his nose was sore, and he looked at Shen Zhichu's pale face with blurred vision. , a few drops of water fell on her face.

He tried his best, as long as he didn't want her to die, she wouldn't die, not to mention that this was a hospital, and some people were trying to save her.

But Li Jingshen has forgotten that doctors can save people, but they can't save a person who wants to die.

"I won't believe your words anymore." Shen Zhichu raised his left hand to struggle.

Soon someone noticed the strangeness here, and the nurse who went to get the painkillers also came back, and screamed in panic when he saw this scene.

Li Jingshen gritted his teeth, he must not lose Shen Zhichu here, the wind hummed like someone was crying.

He took a deep breath, and said in a deep voice: "Shen Zhichu, if you fall from here, I will find a bad place to bury that dead child."

Shen Zhichu's struggling body suddenly stopped, she never thought that Li Jingshen's heart could be so cruel, even the dead flesh and blood were not willing to let go.

A strong bitter taste emanated from the chest cavity, spreading along the esophagus to the entire mouth, as if chewing Coptis rhizome and applying it to the base of the tongue, it was so bitter that it was nauseating.

Seeing her stiff expression, Li Jingshen continued: "And the cat you held at home, every year, if you die, I will pluck its fur, tear its skin, and chop it into a pile of rotten meat Buried with you, don’t you like pets? I’ll let it die with you.”

"And Mrs. Zhang, don't think that I don't know that she helped you escape back then. Just because I didn't pursue it doesn't mean I don't care about it. You know my tricks." Li Jingshen pretended to mock, "It's okay if you die. Lightweight, pity her, she helped a white-eyed wolf get killed, I heard that she has a daughter who is as old as you, and looks pretty good, if sold to a nightclub, it should be worth a lot of money, right?"

Shen Zhichu stared at him blankly, she knew that Li Jingshen would be able to do it, he didn't have a conscience, but he didn't have a heart at all!Hatred blinded her eyes.

At this time, several people rushed into the room, and some of them hugged Li Jingshen's body to prevent him from falling.

Some people stretched out their hands towards Shen Zhichu, persuading her not to give up her life, but to live a good life, but she didn't know that she had already stepped into hell, and her whole body was half dead.

Shen Zhichu's hands were too slender, Li Jingshen was worried about hurting her, so he was very careful in pulling her up, but Shen Zhichu's hands were still scratched.

All this happened in just 4 minutes, but Li Jingshen felt that four years had passed.

Li Jingshen pursed his thin lips tightly, and dragged Shen Zhichu up, his eyes turned cold again, the originally empty room was crowded with people at some point, and the surroundings were noisy.

He could still hear clearly, but he just couldn't hear a word clearly, as if he had flown into the noise of insects and flies, his whole brain was buzzing.

Shen Zhichu sat on the ground limply, his face was as white as paper, his eyes were no longer as dead as before, they were filled with resentment and anger, which is what a living person has.

Li Jingshen looked at the people inside and outside the room with a gloomy expression, his eyes turned cold: "Get out!"

The medical staff standing around were still trying to persuade them, but they were yelled back as soon as the words came to their lips, their hearts trembling with fear: This man's deterrent power is really terrifying.

A whole room of people quickly exited the room, and as soon as they left, the room suddenly became empty and fell into silence.

Li Jingshen suddenly bent down and picked up Shen Zhichu, who was nearly "paralyzed", and took her to the bathroom, circled her body, and faced the mirror.

Li Jingshen's gaze was as sudden as poison: "Shen Zhichu, take a good look at your current appearance!"

Shen Zhichu numbly looked at the woman in the mirror, her face was as white as a ghost, her hair was messed up, her large hospital gown was messy, like a patient locked in a lunatic asylum.

Her whole body seemed to be unloaded in an instant. She was in pain but couldn't tell where the pain was. It was as if she had fallen into the dark sea, swallowed by the heavy waves, and fell into darkness without even light.

Her life is so bad, even worse than a beggar on the street, but look at Li Jingshen who is suppressing her, his whole body is glamorous, he has never changed, he is as high as ever, looking down at her ugly appearance cruelly and viciously.

Li Jingshen pinched her thin, pointed chin: "Shen Zhichu, don't you feel reconciled, why is such a vile person like me still alive? Do you hate me so much that you want to kill me? Huh?"

Yes, she hated this man, wished she could kill him, tear his skin, tear his bones, suck his blood, eat his flesh, why would such a scumbag live in this world?And why did she commit suicide because of him? She wanted to kill him. Only in this way would her dead baby feel at ease and be fine every year, and Mrs. Zhang's family would not have any accidents.

Li Jingshen saw the hatred in Shen Zhichu's eyes clearly, he hugged her suddenly, whispered in her ear like a devil: "Shen Zhichu, you are right to hate me, then I will wait for you to kill me, I will give you a chance !" After speaking, he kissed Shen Zhichu's lips.

Shen Zhichu suddenly wrapped his hands around Li Jingshen's neck, pulled out the indwelling needle on the back of his left hand with his right hand, and pierced Li Jingshen's neck forcefully!