Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

On the fifth day after Shen Zhichu's operation, she no longer needed others to take care of her, she could eat and get up to take care of herself.

"I want to eat wontons from the street at the back door of Rongda University."

Rongda is the university that Shen Zhichu studied in the past. There is a food street not far from the back door. Shen Zhichu's favorite is the wonton shop. Gentle, will gently call her "sister."

The wontons made by the proprietress have a lot of meat filling. Seeing that Shen Zhichu often eats in her shop, she will quietly add two more wontons to her, and occasionally even send poached eggs for her to eat more, so as not to lose weight.

"You remember?" Li Jingshen's heart trembled, his pupils shrank slightly, and the momentary panic made him feel like he was in a mess.

Shen Zhichu stared outside and smiled casually: "I wish I could remember, can you tell me?"

Li Jingshen didn't say anything, but he was relieved. Fortunately, Shen Zhichu didn't recover his memory. He was afraid that Shen Zhichu would continue this topic, so he stiffly shifted to wontons: "Do you want to eat wontons? There's a restaurant downstairs that I see a lot of." People go to eat, I will let people bring it to you."

"Let someone?" Shen Zhichu turned his head and looked at him amusedly, "There are only two of us here, who else do you want to take? The nurses? Or the doctors and nurses here? Can't you go down in person?"

Li Jingshen paused for a while, seeing the boredom in Shen Zhichu's eyes, he trembled in his heart, he was not afraid that Shen Zhichu would be impatient with him, but she would refuse to talk to him.

It's just to buy a wonton, it's so close, Shen Zhichu is sick and probably won't go out, even if he can run, he can't run very far, plus there are nurses watching.

"Okay, I'll go and buy it for you." He knows Shen Zhichu's taste, she likes seafood-flavored wontons, which contain sea cabbage and dried shrimp, and the soup is delicious.

Before Li Jingshen left, he reminded the nurse.

As soon as Li Jingshen left, Shen Zhichu stared blankly at a corner of the ward. She had her own world, and Li Jingshen was the invader who broke into her world suddenly. He made a cage for her with thorns and locked her up. Struggling to die inside, she fell into death once and was rescued by him again, in an infinite loop, on the surface, she is still alive, but in fact her soul is like the dying banyan tree outside, the bark is full of traces of insect corrosion, dilapidated .

The nurse was ordered by Li Jingshen to come in and watch her.

"My stomach hurts."

The nurse tensed up when she heard her cry of distress: "You wait, I'll call the doctor right away."

"No need." Shen Zhichu called her, "These are normal, but I usually can't stand the pain and need to take painkillers. Now that the painkillers are gone, can you go to the nurse's counter and prescribe some painkillers for me?" ?"

The nurse's desk is not far from here. Shen Zhichu had to pass there if he went downstairs. The nurse nodded in response and replied, "Okay, I'll go to the nurse's desk to prescribe medicine for you now, and you just lie on the bed and don't move around."

"Okay." The corner of Shen Zhichu's mouth finally showed a long-lost smile, and he nodded in a very obedient manner.

The nurse turned and left, Shen Zhichu stared at the corridor and saw no movement, then slowly got up, carried the stool that Li Jingshen had sat on and placed it in front of the window.

She stood up unsteadily, opened the curtains, and opened the window with her hands. It was foggy outside and she didn't feel anything in the room. Only when she opened the window did she feel that it was the end of autumn and winter was about to begin.

The cold wind blows Shen Zhichu's long hair, and the loose hospital gown is blown by the wind. She squints her eyes and puts her hands on the window sill to meditate.

Her memory is very fragmented, and some fragments have appeared in the past few days. She knows that she has been living and growing up in Rongcheng.

and also........

Shen Zhichu put her right hand on her abdomen. She had lost a child before, and if her memory is correct, it should be from Li Jingshen's hand.

The rest of the memories were like bubbles, filling her brain, but when she wanted to touch them, those memory pictures instantly shattered.

The harder it is to remember, the more it shows how horrible and desperate everything she encountered before losing her memory was so desperate that she had to delete her memory.

Marriage with Li Jingshen should be fake, love between the two should be fake, growing up in an orphanage should be fake, even the meeting between Li Jingshen and Zhao Qian said is fake.

Those good "memories" were all fabricated up one by one by Li Jingshen, just to trick her, an idiot.

Shen Zhichu's upper body was lying on the window sill, half of his body was already suspended in the air, it looked as if he was about to fall down at any time.

This is the eighth floor. If a body like her falls, she will definitely die. I heard that people who jump to death will die in a very ugly way. If they are lucky, they may die with broken bones.

Would anyone in this world want her to live a healthy and happy life?

Shen Zhichu looked at the ground downstairs, the ground was too dark, how scared should her baby be alone?He was still so small, unable to make a sound or see with his eyes, he died in her belly before he tasted the warmth of the world.

Shen Zhichu raised her head and squinted her eyes to hold back the tears. Looking at the dark sky, there was anger and sadness in her heart, but it was not strong. She felt that her whole body was beginning to fail, especially her heart, which was so severe that it was difficult to breathe.

Perhaps it was a hallucination from the pain, Shen Zhichu vaguely remembered her child, and he was smiling at her.

"Mom, don't feel sorry for me, the baby just went to see his brother."

Shen Zhichu stretched out her hand in the air to grab the phantom, but she couldn't reach it anyway, so she raised one foot and landed on the window sill...

At the moment, the surrounding area is very quiet, and there is no one downstairs. She fell silently when she fell, and no one knows... It's just that the police will be troubled to clean up her dirty body...