Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

Chu Siduan had completely lost consciousness when she entered the hospital. After several critical illness notices, she was finally pushed out of the operation and transferred to the comprehensive ICU.

Yu Ge sat on the cold metal seat, quietly staring at the words "Intensive Care Unit" on the frosted glass door, straightening his back so that it didn't touch the backrest at all.

It was actually a very tense posture. Not to mention, her face was pale as if she had lost too much blood, and it was still stained with mud and blood. There was also confusion and bewilderment in her expression, and even her lower lip was involuntary. Knowing trembling.

This is obviously a look of excessive panic, and it is not an exaggeration to say that his face is pale.

The old housekeeper who rushed to the hospital walked up to her and patted her shoulder carefully.

He couldn't bear to say: "Miss Yu Ge, you can go in for a visit tomorrow morning after submitting the application. Anyway, Mr. Chu won't be able to wake up for a while. Do you think you should go to bandage it first...?"

Following his gaze, Yu Ge reached out and touched his forehead, as if he had just discovered the wound on the forehead.

"No need," she said in a hoarse voice, "you can fill out an application for me, and I'll go first."

In fact, there was no expression on her face, only an abnormally blank daze, as if she was exhausted to the extreme, she didn't want to think and refused to communicate, and she didn't even bother to live.

She wobbled a few times when she got up, then leaned on the wall and walked slowly into the emergency exit without saying goodbye to anyone or looking back.

In the early hours of the morning, the main building was very deserted, and only through the glass behind the stairs could one see the noisy crowd in the emergency building opposite.

Ding.

As soon as she walked into the stairwell, a reminder from 444 popped up in her mind.

"...Host, are you alright?" It whispered worriedly, "It was detected that your mood fluctuated violently just now."

Yu Ge faced the window, clutching the railing of the stairs tightly with both hands, her fingertips turned white with such force, and the night wind blowing through the hall made her feel the coldness on her back.

Because the single clothes on her body were completely soaked in cold sweat.

The system was very disturbed, "Host, host! You're back to your senses!"

"...It's normal to have emotional ups and downs, who hasn't been moved when facing birth, old age, illness and death."

Yu Ge managed to pull herself together. Seeing that there was no one around, she simply sat on the steps and stretched her legs.

Even if the host has a background script and cheats, he will never be able to fully control the fate of the character.

In the few hours from the car accident to when Chu Siduan was pushed out of the operating room, she really thought that Chu Siduan would die.

This ominous premonition was like a block of ice frozen with bad news, and it froze heavily in her chest, making her feel that her entire soul had been separated from her body.

The system is very thoughtful.

"Oh, the host doesn't need to blame himself, this is also the target's own choice." It said, "Besides, even if the target really has an accident, the mission will only be judged invalid, and it will not be counted on the host."

"……I know."

Yu Ge seemed to have completely calmed down, but her eye sockets gradually turned red, and the deep red at the end of her eyes spread to her cheeks.

As the host, she has always maintained an objective and self-restraining attitude. Therefore, such obvious emotional expressions in private are actually very rare.

444 boldly speculates, "Host, don't you really fall in love with the capture target...?"

It would be so sad if there was a car accident.

Could it be that the novels it read about real love in the fast-traveling world are finally coming true...!

Yu Ge was silent for a full 2 ​​minutes before sighing slowly.

"No." She said, "How should I put it... You also know that the speed of time flow in the fast-travel world is different from that in reality. After staying here for a few years, it only takes an hour or two to return to reality."

444 said: "Yes, the flow of time in each world is different, but what does this have to do with feelings?"

Yu Ge reached out and interrupted it.

"Even if you know in your heart that there is a difference in flow rate, once the host fully enters the fast travel world, the perception of time will inevitably be assimilated by this world, right?" Seven

She clasped her hands together, and her nails left a few extremely shallow bloodstains on the back of the other hand.

"That is to say, even if I can see the world completely as a bystander or an outsider, the months I have been here, and the ten years before that, are completely real to me personally, and every day Every minute and every second is experienced by myself.”

She looked at the upper system with a puzzled expression, and lowered her voice very low, almost like some kind of subtle sigh.

"If you have lived in a certain world for more than ten years, and you still have continuous emotional entanglements with the same person, no matter how heartless you are, you will inevitably have emotional moments, right?"

444 said: "But didn't the host just say that he didn't fall in love with the capture target...?"

"Love is out of the question." Yu Ge frowned, "For me personally, the passage of time I experienced is real, and it's true that I was emotionally moved, but that's all."

"After all, this world itself, including Chu Siduan, does not exist. How can a person fall in love with a virtual character under known circumstances? What does this have to do with falling in love with an npc in a holographic game respectively?"

Her eyes stayed in the faint refraction of the glass window, as if she was discussing with the system, but also as if she was asking herself.

"Even if it's an immersive experience, I know very well that everything here is fake." She said, "What's more...I'm taking mercury all the year round, and there is basically no possibility of falling in love with the target."

The system froze for a moment.

The "mercury" Yu Ge mentioned is a psychotropic drug, its full name is rt31668, and it is named for its mercury-like metallic color and sticky texture.

To be precise, this is a very safe and specific nerve blocker, which can block specific receptors and antagonize certain neurotransmitters, thereby playing the role of "physiologically inhibiting mood swings".

This medicine is only provided for special occupations. All hosts in the administration can apply for taking it according to their individual circumstances. The latest batch of fast-travel cabins have even installed emergency devices. If the host has too severe emotional ups and downs after entering the cabin , even if there is no application in advance, the execution management center will directly release the "mercury" in the cabin in the form of a spray, forcing the host to inhale it.

But even if the drug can keep the host as calm and clear-headed as possible during the task, few people are willing to take it all year round.

There is no other reason. Even from the physiological level, suppressing emotions is a very difficult thing for ordinary people to adapt to. Instead of "forcing reason", it is better to directly use the term "deprivation of instinct".

Therefore, most of the hosts will take small doses within a few hours before the mission, as long as they are not addicted to the fast travel world and the mission can proceed smoothly.

If Yu Ge really takes it all year round...there is really no need to worry about the possibility of "falling in love with the target of the strategy".

But 444 was even more worried about her physical and mental condition, "The host's acting skills are passable, and he can tell the truth, so there is no need to take medicine all the time...?"

Against that gentle and innocent face, Yu Ge showed a slightly sarcastic smile.

"4, you know that the emergency device was installed in the fast-travel cabin because of a major incident in the bureau before?"

She asked this very abruptly, but the system responded immediately.

This happened three or four years ago, and once it was made public, it shocked the whole world.

A senior host of the dog blood sadomasochism department died in the fast traversing cabin because he was addicted to the fast traversing world and could not extricate himself.When she was discovered, she had been in the cabin for seven consecutive days, and she actually died of excessive dehydration.

"The one who passed away was the teacher who was in charge of teaching me in the sadomasochism department." Yu Ge said calmly, "I don't know the script she got, but the fast-traveling world should be based on some kind of oriental fantasy. background."

"Fantasy, it's nothing more than characters like gods, monsters and monks who can live for tens of thousands of years. At first, I thought that she was confused by the speed of time in that world, so she stayed in it for too long. As for completely forgetting to leave."

She paused for a moment, and swallowed hard, as if recalling some unacceptable past events.

"Later, when I rushed to the scene, I saw that the fast-travel pod clearly showed that her mission was only completed at 2 at the end."

444 didn't understand the inside story, it said: "The host is saying...?"

"This teacher probably didn't want to complete the task at all at the time." Yu Ge said lightly, "Although the system that followed her at that time has been formatted, no one knows what kind of story it is, but one thing is indisputable "

"She would rather die in reality than stay in that completely false world because she fell in love with her target."

Because I fell in love with the target person, I can't bear to deliberately have sadomasochism with the other person, so I can completely ignore the truth and the fake, so I want to accompany the other person for a long time in a fantasy world that doesn't exist at all.

Yu Ge, who had just joined the job, looked down at the teacher's dry and dull face due to extreme dehydration through a glass on the fast-passing cabin door, and he didn't feel scary at all.

Because there was no expression of pain and struggle on that face, only a kind of satisfaction and peace from the inside out, as if going to death in a mission had become the most satisfying moment in her life.

444 can understand most of human's emotions, but he is still unable to speak for a while because of his surprise.

"You should be able to guess that this teacher was an advocate of the Real Feeling School back then. He has always refused to accept mercury, and he has devoted himself fully to every task."

Yu Ge curled up his legs and rested his chin on his knees.

"I used to... I would always substitute myself in the middle of the task, and I felt that I was very self-controlled and able to handle it with ease." She said, "Although I will be moved now, but since then, I have decided to keep taking medicine and always distinguish between true and false. gone."

"For the host, it doesn't matter if you fall in love occasionally, but you must never fall in love with anyone." She pursed her lips, her tone was very light, "I am very afraid of ending up like the teacher."

She is afraid of staying forever in a beautiful dream that she has carefully woven.

444 has no time to study Yu Ge's emotional fluctuations during the car accident. As soon as he heard the host's state of mind, he began to worry about the current mission.

"Then this time, how does the host plan to continue, and continue to stimulate the target of the raid, forcing her to heal the disease?"

Yu Ge stood up, walked slowly downstairs while thinking, and bought a can of iced Coke when passing by the vending machine.

"The treatment has reached this level, and if you continue to stimulate it, you may become more paranoid." She said, "If you want President Chu to be completely normal, the sense of security she lacks must be made up sooner or later, so In the final analysis, it still has to start with me.”

She drank most of the can of iced soda, and the ups and downs of the whole day finally eased down.

"Next, I have to try my best to convince Mr. Chu of one thing"

"Even if she doesn't control it, I will never leave her."

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Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: Zhuge Big Cat, I want a cat, and I will push it all my life! , xoxxxx1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：ova38瓶；a30瓶；冬临夏木、和颂南鸣10瓶；李慕白5瓶；游丝、何以解忧，唯有暴富2瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!