Scumbag bosses have become paranoid villains

When Chu Siduan woke up, it was a bright morning.

The severe pain from the inside out swept through every nerve ending in her, but she didn't dare to move or make a sound, she just raised her head slightly and fixed her gaze on the window.

This is a single inpatient ward, and the overall configuration is very simple. Yu Ge is sitting on the small sofa under the window, silently flipping through a children's book with illustrations.

The dawn light coming in through the gaps in the blinds hit her face faintly, making those black and white eyes show a penetrating and clear color, against the snow-white and pure face, it looked clean and docile.

She has the kind of appearance that is very old-fashioned and good-looking, so in terms of appearance alone, she is actually no different from when she was young, but because of long-term patience and obedience, she has honed a kind of more gentle and weaker. unique temperament.

This scene has appeared in Chu Siduan's fantasy countless times.

Yu Ge will return to her side one morning, will wait for her to wake up with tender eyes, and will kiss and hug her unscrupulously like when he was young.

She dropped her head back onto the pillow and let out a hoarse moan involuntarily from the faint tremor.

"Ah Duan, you're awake."

Yu Ge closed the book, rang the bell for her to call the doctor, picked up the glasses from the bedside table, and placed them gently on the bridge of her nose.

"You have to raise it for a few months this time, so don't move around."

Is she... taking care of me?

Chu Siduan couldn't figure out specific and clear thoughts from her drowsy mind. She opened her mouth, but she couldn't spit out any coherent words from her burning throat, making her voice sound like some kind of weird crooning.

Yu Ge immediately bowed down and handed the straw to her mouth.

It was just a cup of ordinary warm water, and it even slightly burned her mouth when she drank it through a straw, but she hadn't enjoyed this treatment for so long, that it was almost like a withered plant that had been dry for a long time and was about to drink up the plain water. Two clean.

"Slow down, lie down slowly."

The ex-lover was patiently dragging the back of her head, laying her down as lightly as possible, so carefully and slowly, it was almost as if he was holding her head in his arms.

As if there was a fluffy tail brushing her heart back and forth, Chu Siduan felt some kind of subtle joy and irony, but she didn't dare to show the slightest bit on her face, and frowned stubbornly in order to control her expression, As if in great pain.

This reaction was almost like a beggar who was on his last breath accidentally picked up a rare panacea in the world, but because he cherished it too much, he neither swallowed it nor spit it out.

It's really... so ugly.

The attending physician hurried to the ward, asked the patient how she felt in detail several times, and asked the nurse to put her on the drip again.

During this process, Yu Ge naturally sat at the end of her bed, listening attentively and conscientiously to every order of the doctor, as if she was still the most gentle and considerate young lover beside the patient.

After the medical staff left, the ward fell into a subtle and awkward silence.

Chu Siduan deliberated for a few minutes before trying to prop up his upper body with Yu Ge's help, and half leaned against the head of the bed.

"I'm going to redecorate the villa, turn the extra small study room into a tea room, replace all the yellow lights in the house with white ones, and use light-colored curtains for the floor-to-ceiling curtains in the future."

She was still a little incoherent when she spoke, and the end of her voice even trembled obviously due to excessive tension.

"Also, I thought about it. In such a big house, you should not only have one rhubarb, but also two cute puppies, which can be carried into the bedroom in the future, and a set of sofas should be added for you in the study room. Turn a small guest bedroom into a flower room, and move all your favorite potted plants into it..."

The more she talked, the more excited she was, and she had almost completely ignored the discomfort and pain in her body. The flattery and invitation in her words were almost ready to come out, and even the lines were full of beautiful imaginations about the future.

The premise is that in this future there is the other half she is thinking about.

She wiped out everything she could think of, and only then realized that Yu Ge hadn't gotten along with him from beginning to end.

Chu Siduan's voice stopped abruptly.

She still had the calm and indifferent expression on her face, but her narrow eyes gradually narrowed, and she secretly looked at the other person's face several times through the lens.

Yu Ge sat on the spot calmly, without raising his eyes or speaking. Although his expression was still very gentle, he could not see any trace of expectation or longing.

Under normal circumstances, she is not a character who will directly reject others. Therefore, silence often means not acquiescence, but polite refusal.

Chu Siduan felt a chill in her heart. She didn't feel embarrassed, but the sour and bitter cold liquid that was so familiar to her during this period quickly surged into her viscera again.

Why on earth is she so complacent...

Is it because Yu Ge was willing to get along with her during the recent treatment, was it because Yu Ge took the initiative to hug her in the forest, or was it because of the solemn words she heard before she fell into a coma that made her dream promise?

"As long as you live, I will be yours forever."

She didn't dare to ask, so she could only try to divert the topic elsewhere.

"Xiaoge, I have no other intention, just follow along"

"it is good."

Yu Ge moved closer and looked down at her fixedly. His eyes were gentle and indulgent, full of indescribable helplessness, which instantly made Chu Si's eyes blush.

"I said yes."

she repeated softly.

The joy of being extremely peaceful slowly climbed onto Chu Siduan's sluggish nerves, like a heart that had been scorched by ice and fire for a long time suddenly broke away from the sea of ​​pain, and a pair of snow-white and warm hands stretched out again, gently dusting off the surface With the ups and downs, he took the heart into the palm of his hand again, and immersed it in the warm and moist liquid.

Chu Siduan was trembling all over, and her face was even distorted ferociously due to excessive surprise. She subconsciously rubbed forward, and subconsciously tightly grasped Yu Ge's hand on the quilt.

"...Xiaoge," her voice trembled too much, as if there was some kind of strange choking in her mouth, "you forgive me, and you are going to be with me again, right, Xiaoge?"

Yu Ge turned his head slightly, looked at the tiny piece of floating dust in the sunlight by the wall, and shook his head slightly.

"I do not know."

There was no resentment in that tone, nor was it hesitation, it was just extremely confused, as if standing at the current time node, looking back at the old accounts that were dusty and bloody in the past, feeling at a loss and uneasy.

"I don't know, but I really miss you very, very much."

She broke free from Chu Siduan's overstretched hand, and held it back without any doubt.

"I even feel that I have bet half of my life on you. Even if our relationship is not perfect, even if both of us have made irreparable mistakes, it is very difficult for me...It is very difficult for me to give up."

Yu Ge paused for several seconds before turning his head and looking straight into the other's eyes.

"I can no longer tell the difference between love and family affection in you, and I don't know whether we should get together again, but there is one thing I can be sure of now."

She got closer, took off Chu Siduan's glasses with one hand, and suddenly kissed the other person's lips. It was a kiss, but a collision. It was so violent that Chu Siduan's teeth were faintly numb. The last words of the song were lost between the lips and teeth of the two fiercely interacting.

"Ah Duan, I do still love you."

Probation progress: 70

……

Since Chu Siduan's family had two private doctors, she only stayed in the hospital for less than a month, and immediately brought her new lover back to the villa.

As she mentioned, the villa has been redecorated from top to bottom. All the design drawings have been approved by Yu Ge, and a small study room has been remodeled for Yu Ge to give her enough private space.

Chu Siduan's desire to control has not subsided, she just started to learn slowly, while controlling her desire, she also trusts and respects her significant other.

Except for the villa under construction and Chu Siduan's physical recuperation...

Mother Chu's funeral also had to be put on the agenda.

The cemetery Chu Siduan chose for her was located in the same place as her blood-related grandparents. Although they were not in the same cave, they were very close to each other. The ashes were buried together with several diaries of Chu's mother during her lifetime.

The small half box of diaries recorded the whole process of Chu's mother growing up, described her passionate love when she first fell in love, described her joy and joy when she found out that she was pregnant, and also mentioned a part of her falling into madness in the future process.

She had broken with her parents over a man and a child in her womb, and in the end she was killed in a fire for murdering her own daughter.

Thinking about it carefully, perhaps the proudest and most unrestrained time in her life was when she was young when she was with her parents.

On the day of the burial there was a torrential rain.

In the cemetery, apart from the whispered inquiries of the staff, there is only the faint and remote bird song in the rain and fog. The song of the bird is like a warbler and a swallow, tactful and mournful, lingering in the humid sky, and lingering for a long time.

The song of the bird coincided with the country tune that Chu's mother hummed in the jeep, and it wafted in Chu Siduan's ears like the wind, so friendly, yet so far away, that she caught the auspicious light in her memory like a feather. a scene.

When I was young, my mother often sang.

She hid in the wooden wardrobe with double doors. In the endless darkness and silence, the only sound she could hear was her mother's strange singing, which was soft and long, and the lyrics could never be heard clearly, but It was the only voice that belonged to her mother that she could remember throughout her childhood.

In the wind and rain, Chu's mother's brand new tombstone was erected under a sloping willow tree, like a long dusty but unbearable past time.

Holding a black umbrella, Yu Ge tried to stand on tiptoe, pressing Chu Siduan's head on his shoulder.

It wasn't until the rain gradually subsided that the lover's hot tears dripped onto her shirt little by little, like a mourning and farewell that could never be expressed in words.

Probation progress: 75