After the divorce, she became her ex-husband Bai Yueguang

Gu Jingchen said something that made Zhu Zhile's heart skip a beat.

Seeing her expression become surprised, he continued.

"That's why I had someone redecorate the place in the shortest possible time, closing the windows, removing the decorations, avoiding anything that might cause her harm, even the corner of the stairs, but... ..."

He paused for a moment, then suddenly raised his hand.

Zhu Zhile's eyes widened sharply, and only then did he realize that his palms and arms were wrapped in gauze, but the treatment was careless and soaked in blood.

"An'an tried her best to give up on herself. Today, it was my negligence. I saw her scratching herself, so I went to get the medicine box. In less than 2 minutes, she smashed the medicine box while I was away. Porcelain spoon for drinking porridge, using the fragments to try to commit suicide again, if I hadn't come back in time to snatch the thing from her hand, she would have already..."

Gu Jingchen took a deep breath.

The moment Su An pointed the fragment at his neck was still deeply imprinted in his mind.

Zhu Zhile was also dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.

half an hour-

She just came back to her senses, and said in a bad mood, "You hurt An'an so deeply, so what if you get hurt a little?"

"I'm not saying this to tell you how much I've been hurt."

Gu Jingchen interrupted her and continued to speak in a deep voice.

"I want to tell you that An An has no intention of living now. She is seizing every available opportunity and giving up her life. If you take her away, you can ensure that the environment at home is the same as mine is it safe?"

"Can you stay with her 24 hours a day? Or once you have a job, throw her into a cold nursing home? Even if you hire someone, can you rest assured? If something really happens to An An , can you take this responsibility?"

Gu Jingchen's five questions in a row made Zhu Zhile fall into silence.

she……

No.

But apart from her and Gu Jingchen, it seems that there is really no one in this world who can take care of An An...

But is it necessary to let her stay here and bear the pain of facing Gu Jingchen!

Zhu Zhile tightly pursed her lower lip, did not speak, and could not refute.

Gu Jingchen's voice sounded again.

"I can do what I said just now, and I can guard her like this for the rest of my life."

"Heh, what did you do early?"

When Zhu Zhile heard the word "lifetime", she immediately became even more angry.

"If you treated An An well back then, how could you..."

In the middle of speaking, Zhu Zhile couldn't continue.

Now that the matter has come to this point, what's the point of mentioning those old sesame seeds and rotten millet?

Belated affection is the least valuable.

The air was silent for a moment.

Gu Jingchen's hand hanging by his side clenched unconsciously, surrounded by regret again.

Yes.

If he had woken up earlier, how could things be like this?

But it's too late to say anything now.

half an hour-

"In short, the thing is like this. The only thing I can do now is to provide an environment where she won't get hurt, but I can't stop her from hurting herself and going on a hunger strike. These can only be relied on you. During this time, I hope you can Stay here with An An until she gets better, if you have a job, you can go about your own affairs, the rest of the time, you..."

"Is it up to you to say this? An'an is my best friend!"

Zhu Zhile glared at him angrily.

After speaking, I realized that I seemed to have agreed to stay, and suddenly I felt a little angry.

But other than that, there seems to be no other way.

That's how things settled.

Like Gu Jingchen, Zhu Zhile lived directly next door to Su An.

But most of the time, he stayed in Su An's room.

Sometimes she doesn't even go back to her own bedroom at night, and directly makes a floor in her room.

But Su An never showed any improvement.

At first, she would still have a few words with Zhu Zhile.

But the content was all begging Zhu Zhile to give her a good time.

Zhu Zhile had no choice but to use this as an excuse to help her find a way, seeing that she was already so skinny, but to ask her to eat obediently, it was the last meal before leaving the world.

Su An actually believed it.

Although most of the things I ate were vomited out, fortunately, I was temporarily out of the nutrient solution.

But such an excuse doesn't last long.

Finding that Zhu Zhile was just lying to her, she started not eating or drinking again, didn't even want to speak, and stared out the window in a daze every day.

It's been like this for a week--

At lunch time, Gu Jingchen handed over the dinner plate to Zhu Zhile.

Zhu Zhile took it in silence, and came to Su An's door with heavy steps and stopped.

An An hasn't eaten for two days.

Yesterday, she held An An's hand and cried for an hour before she was willing to drink a glass of water.

Even so, it made her and Gu Jingchen ecstatic.

Because this shows that An An still cares about the feelings of her friends at least in her heart.

Today... Do we still use the same method?

Zhu Zhile was thinking about it, and then——

She suddenly heard a buzzing vibration coming from her room!

Zhu Zhile came back to her senses, turned around and walked in hastily.

When I walked to the table, I realized that it was Su An's cell phone that received the call!

Since she came here, Su An's mobile phone has been kept with her.

Looking at the string of unfamiliar numbers on the screen, Zhu Zhile thought about it, and then picked it up.

Immediately hear—

"Hello, is this Miss Su?"

A strange man's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Which one?"

Zhu Zhile frowned and asked back.

Immediately afterwards, the person on the other end seemed to be relieved, and replied.

"Miss Su, we are the property of the community. Here is a letter from you. It has been stored for several days. The person at the post office said that you have no one at home, so it is temporarily stored with us. Come and pick it up when you are free. ?”

"letter?"

Zhu Zhile was startled when she heard the words, with a puzzled look on her face.

What age is this...

Does anyone actually send letters through the post office?

After thinking for a moment, she continued to ask curiously, "Can you tell me who the sender is?"

"Well... let me take a look..."

There was a voice on the phone that seemed to be picking up something.

Within two seconds, the man continued to reply, "It's a man named Lu."

"land?"

Zhu Zhile was startled, and subconsciously blurted out, "Is it Lu Ziting?"

"We don't know about this. There is only one word Lu written on the envelope." The other side replied.

Zhu Zhile clenched the phone tightly and did not speak.

Lu Ziting left a letter for An An?

It must have been left by him during his lifetime, maybe it was filled with words of confession...

Should she show it to An An?

In case it stimulated her emotions even more...

Just as Zhu Zhile was thinking, at this moment——

"Lele."

Su An's voice suddenly sounded at the door!

Zhu Zhile's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly turned her head to look over.

Even when he saw that Su An had walked in, his expression became a little anxious.

"Who are you talking to on the phone? I heard the senior's name...is it him?"

Su An's face was full of disbelief, and for a moment he thought that Lu Ziting was still alive.

"no……"

Zhu Zhile hastily denied it, and said to the other end of the phone in a panic, "I'm sorry, I have something to do here, let's deposit it first, and I'll get it later."

After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone hastily.

Su An snatched her mobile phone!

"Who are you calling? Why did you mention the senior? What are you going to get?"

Her eyes were already filled with tears, as long as she heard the word Lu Ziting, it would make her heart ache.

"An An..."

Zhu Zhile looked at her helplessly, her mind went blank for a moment, and her eyes were full of confusion.

Do you want to tell An An...

What if she couldn't think about it after reading the letter?

But what if... Maybe there is a turning point?

"Lele, tell me, please..."

Su An's tears had already rolled down.

Zhu Zhile was immediately at a loss. Seeing Su An's heartbroken look, she finally made up her mind.

Forget it...

What could be worse than the present?

She is not qualified to hide Lu Ziting's feelings for An An...

"An'an, the phone call just now is indeed related to Senior Lu. He left something for you and sent it to your home."

Zhu Zhile told the truth.

Immediately afterwards, Su An's eyes lit up immediately.

Zhu Zhile hurriedly continued, "I can get someone to pick it up! But you have to promise me one condition, you eat all the food, and I'll get someone to pick it up and bring it over, okay?"

"it is good!"

Su An agreed almost without hesitation!

Immediately without waiting for Zhu Zhile's urging, she picked up the chopsticks on the dinner plate, and ate voraciously!

Her movements were extremely fast, as if she didn't chew at all, she just swallowed the food.

"An'an, eat slowly!"

Zhu Zhile was taken aback by her, and hurriedly brought over the soup on the side, and persuaded helplessly, "You have to eat up everything here, and you have to eat it slowly, so that I can give it to you!"

As soon as these words came out, Su An's movements suddenly froze for a moment.

After pausing for two seconds, she finally slowed down her movements silently, and began to eat mouthful by mouthful.

But it seems that they are just repeating the action of "eating" mechanically.

Looking at her, Zhu Zhile couldn't help the tip of her nose sore. She couldn't help but turned around and wiped away her tears, then hurriedly picked up her phone, planning to find someone to fetch the letter.

Soon, Su An finished all the food on the plate.

Almost as soon as she put down her chopsticks, she immediately urged, "Lele, when will the things my senior give me be delivered?"

"Soon."

Zhu Zhile took out her phone and glanced at the distance, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

I hope... what Lu Ziting left behind won't make An An's mood worse.

Soon, Zhu Zhile's cell phone rang.

Knowing that the other party had arrived downstairs, she sent Su An back to the room and went directly to the living room.

The living room was empty.

Zhu Zhile rolled her eyes, and hurriedly walked towards the door.

Gu Jingchen should have gone to work...

But it doesn't matter even if he is here, she can say that this is a work letter sent to her!

Anyway, during this time, he only dared to look at An An secretly, and would not get too close to her.

So no matter what, you won't find out!

Thinking about it, Zhu Zhile carefully opened the door, thanked her, quickly took the things over, and hurried back upstairs.

As soon as I entered the door——

"got it?"

Su An was originally sitting by the bed, but immediately looked at Zhu Zhile's hands, and stood up abruptly!

"Ah."

Zhu Zhile closed the door and handed the envelope in her hand to her.

Su An almost snatched the envelope, and then only glanced at the name on the envelope, tears dripped directly on the envelope.

"It's really senior..."

She murmured softly, and hastily opened the envelope.

There wasn't much inside, just a piece of neatly folded letter paper.

Unfold it, and Lu Ziting's handsome font comes into view.

[An'an, I didn't sleep all night last night. I was so excited that I couldn't sleep at the thought of you agreeing to marry me!I have a lot of things to say to you, but when I saw you, I didn't know where to start, so I decided to write to you!Let me tell you by writing! 】

[An An, when you received this letter, it should have happened to be my birthday, and I... should be on my way to pick up my fiancée, Miss Su An, for a big meal right now!We can...]

The first sentence made Su An burst into tears.

Birthday……

This letter was written before the senior's birthday!

He even had plans for the day already in mind!

But now...

Countless tears crackled on the letter paper, blurring a small piece of handwriting.

Fearing that the letter paper would be stained by herself, Su An hurriedly wiped away her tears, and hurriedly continued to look down.

The content of the letter is not too long.

Just as Zhu Zhile thought, Lu Ziting put almost all of his love on this thin letter paper, fully displaying it in front of Su An.

He wrote about how he liked Sue Ann.

How to organize birthdays and future plans.

He even wrote about many places that Su An had never heard of, and said that he wanted to see the scenery there with her on their honeymoon.

But all of this was impossible.

"Senior...why..."

Su An's tears had already flowed all over his face, and his eyes were blurred.

Every word in the letter turned into pieces and pierced her heart.

In every fragment, there are bits and pieces of him getting along with Lu Ziting.

At the end of the letter, he said——

[Although it is still a bit early to make a wish, I still want to write down my birthday wish here. 】

[I hope that my dear fiancee will live a safe and happy life without any worries. 】

For the last eight characters, Lu Ziting seemed to be particularly heavy on the pen.

Su An could almost imagine how he smiled as gently as usual when he wrote this letter.

"Senior..."

She swayed violently, leaned against the table no longer able to hold on, and the letter in her hand slowly fell down.

"An'an!!!"

Zhu Zhile hastily reached out to help her, and helped her to the side of the bed, suddenly regretting that she had given this letter to her.

Su An's face was ashen, and his eyes had lost a gleam of light. At this moment, there was nothing else in his heart except Lu Ziting.

Such a good senior should not end up like this!

She owed him...

There is no way to pay it back except death!