After the divorce, she became her ex-husband Bai Yueguang

The room was dead silent.

Su An burst into tears, with nothing but despair in his eyes.

"Lele..."

She looked at Zhu Zhile in dismay, and she didn't know how many times she begged her.

"Please, let me accompany the senior... I am really in pain... so painful..."

She panted heavily, as if even breathing was already extremely difficult for her.

"An An..."

Zhu Zhile's tears also fell, she hurriedly bent down to pick up the letter on the ground, but inadvertently scanned the last few lines of the letter, and froze suddenly.

After seeing clearly what was written on it, her eyes lit up instantly, and she hurriedly sat beside Su An!

"An'an, have you read this letter?"

Not sure if Su An had finished reading, Zhu Zhile spread the letter paper in front of her again, and said excitedly, "Did you see what Senior Lu wrote at the end? He said that he hoped you will be safe and happy, and live happily ever after... "

"No... I'm not worthy!"

Su An's emotions suddenly exploded, and tears fell down again, "Lele, the senior is gone! He died because of me! How do I deserve happiness...I am the most damned person in the whole world!"

"But it's his birthday wish!"

Zhu Zhile thought about the last short line of the letter, as if grasping at the last straw.

She held Su An's shoulder and forced her to look at herself.

"An'an! This is the senior's birthday wish! Do you understand the meaning of the birthday wish? This is his last birthday... If he knows it in heaven, your reaction to this letter is that you want to die! Then How do you make him feel at ease? Are you really not even willing to fulfill his last wish in this world!"

Zhu Zhile's emotions were also strained to the limit.

For so many days, neither she nor Gu Jingchen can change An An's mind.

What if it was Lu Ziting!

What about the wish written by Lu Ziting himself?

She looked at Su An nervously, waiting for her answer.

Sure enough, Su An became quiet because of her words.

She stared blankly at the letter in Zhu Zhile's hand, as if thinking about what he said just now.

A gleam of hope suddenly lit up in Zhu Zhile's eyes, and she hurriedly continued, "An'an, I know, you definitely don't want to let him down, right?"

"I……"

Su An opened her mouth, spit out a broken syllable, shook her head lightly, and whimpered.

"I... I owe my senior so much... I owe my senior's family so much... How can I..."

"you can!!!"

Zhu Zhile knew that her determination had been shaken a little by herself, so she hurriedly took advantage of the victory and chased after her.

"An'an, let go of those pessimistic thoughts first, what do you think... What if the senior didn't save you that day? If you were the one who had the accident that day, would you like to see him give up his life for you!"

"Do not……"

Su An subconsciously shook her head.

"Since you don't want to, how can you make him feel at ease now?"

Zhu Zhile continued to question, pointing at the last two sentences at the end of the letter.

"His wish is already in front of your eyes. Even so, don't you want to live? I don't know if the Lu family said something to you, but you have to believe that even if everyone in this world wants You are responsible for Lu Ziting's death, but they are not qualified!"

"Because the person who loves you the most wants you to live a good life and live a long life! Just take his wishes for you and live a good life, and it will be his wish fulfilled, okay... ..."

"Lele, I..."

Su An broke down in tears, her mind went blank.

This letter from Lu Ziting really had a great impact on her.

Or, redemption.

It seemed to have crossed time and space and dragged her out of the darkness.

If the senior's last wish is for her to live well...

The next second—

"Lele, I'm sorry..."

Su An suddenly hugged Zhu Zhile and burst into tears.

But compared to the depression before, her cry this time is more like release.

"It's okay, there's nothing I'm sorry for, as long as you're okay...it's fine...promise me, don't do stupid things anymore, okay..."

"Um……"

Su An finally nodded slightly.

Although the response mixed with the crying was extremely small, Zhu Zhile still heard it.

She patted Su An's shoulder lightly, and finally regained her heart that had been hanging on the edge of the cliff for many days.

After crying for a long time, Su An finally gradually regained her composure.

His eyes are no longer like before, like a pool of stagnant water.

Zhu Zhile wiped away her tears, looked at her red and swollen eye sockets, and stood up.

"I'll get you some ice packs for your eyes, okay?"

"Ah."

Su An nodded slightly.

Although she looked a little dazed, she responded to Zhu Zhile faster than ever.

Zhu Zhile was overjoyed, and hurriedly asked again, "Then... I'll make some sweet soup later, and you can drink a small bowl, okay?"

"it is good."

Su An agreed again.

Even if there was only one word, Zhu Zhile was instantly ecstatic!

An An is willing to take the initiative to eat!

She really changed her mind!

"An'an, then you take a rest, I'll do it now!"

As Zhu Zhile said, she hurriedly turned around and went downstairs, quickly fetched an ice pack and handed it to Su An, then plunged into the kitchen again, wanting to make some soup and make up for Su An.

The sound of her tinkling in the kitchen quickly attracted Gu Jingchen.

"What are you doing?"

Gu Jingchen stood outside the kitchen door, looking at Zhu Zhile in puzzlement.

Immediately afterwards, she replied excitedly, "An'an is willing to eat! I'm making soup for her!"

"what?"

Gu Jingchen froze for a moment, as if he didn't understand what he said.

After two seconds, he reconfirmed in disbelief, "You said An An..."

"She wants to eat!"

Zhu Zhile repeated it again.

Gu Jingchen stood where he was, wondering if he was dreaming.

An An... suddenly changed her mind?

"how did you do it?"

He was also a little agitated, and stood beside Zhu Zhile in two steps.

The movements of Zhu Zhile's hands suddenly stopped for a moment.

Naturally, she would not tell about Lu Ziting.

But, how to explain it...

After thinking for two seconds, she said.

"I was persuading An'an just now, and I couldn't help crying while I was talking. Maybe I cried too badly. She suddenly cried together, and then... hugged me and said sorry, maybe it was because of my appearance. It's been too exhausting for a while, don't want to make me sad, anyway, it's a good thing that she is willing to eat!"

Zhu Zhile was afraid that Gu Jingchen would find out, so she quickly finished the reason she had thought up.

The voice just fell-

Gu Jingchen turned around suddenly and said, "I'll go up and see her..."

"Wait a moment!"

Zhu Zhile immediately stopped her, and panic flashed across her eyes.

An An might still be reading Lu Ziting's letter upstairs.

It's better not to be discovered by Gu Jingchen!

She thought, and hurriedly said.

"An'an is finally willing to eat now. If I see you in a bad mood and suddenly don't want to eat, I will waste my time! If you really care about her, why don't you stay and help me!"

In order to prevent Gu Jingchen from going up to secretly look at Su An, Zhu Zhile simply kept him there.

"it is good."

Sure enough, Gu Jingchen agreed without hesitation, rolled up his sleeves, and went to the side to wash his hands.

Only then did Zhu Zhile heave a sigh of relief.

After cooking the soup quickly, he stopped Gu Jingchen from the door again with the same reason, and went back to the room alone to find Su An.

For two days.

Su An did not refuse to eat anymore.

Although I have a bad appetite, I am willing to start eating anyway.

Both Zhu Zhile and Gu Jingchen were extremely happy, cooking her food in different ways almost every day.

only……

Su An is still unwilling to talk to Gu Jingchen.

Even if he saw Gu Jingchen standing outside the door, he would at most just glance at it lightly, and then ignore it.

afternoon——

Zhu Zhile pulled Su An to sit by the window, combing her long hair.

"An'an, can I braid your hair for you? It's a very popular style among girls outside!"

Zhu Zhile wanted to make Su An happy, and as she spoke, a pair of skillful hands started to move.

Su An nodded, but did not speak.

After a while, Zhu Zhile pushed her in front of the mirror.

"Look! Isn't it beautiful?"

Zhu Zhile asked with a smile.

As a senior stylist, this simple hair braid is easy for her.

In the mirror, Su An's originally loose long hair was gently pulled into two strands and braided into a thin braid, which went around the top of her head and was hidden in the long hair behind her, making her look younger A lot, like a student who is still in college.

the University……

These two words reminded Su An of Lu Ziting again.

If the senior is still there, if they are really engaged, he will definitely hold her hand and walk the campus again...

Su An blinked her eyes, and her eye sockets began to feel sore again, and a thought suddenly came to her.

"Lele..."

She called Zhu Zhile softly.

"Huh? What's the matter?"

Zhu Zhile responded with a smile.

Immediately afterwards, I heard Su An say——

"Can you do me a favor?"

"Snapped!"

The comb in Zhu Zhile's hand fell directly to the ground.

The smile on the corner of his lips froze.

"An'an...you...you..."

She stuttered, not understanding why Su An had the idea of ​​committing suicide again!

Wasn't it fine just now?

Seeing that she looked wrong, Su An knew that she had misunderstood, and hurriedly explained, "Lele, don't be afraid, I...I didn't mean it before..."

"Then what do you mean……"

Zhu Zhile asked blankly, she was really afraid of this sentence.

Su An sighed, took her hand again, and continued.

"I'm sorry, Lele, I know what I said before scared you...I promise you, I won't say those words again. This time, I want you to help me get out of here..."

"leave?"

Hearing that she was not looking for death, Zhu Zhile was relieved and looked at her puzzled.

"Yes, leave."

Su An nodded, said, then turned and returned to the bed, and carefully took out the letter he had hidden under the pillow.

"In the senior's letter, he wrote many places he wanted to go with me. I thought, go and see for him, and then choose a suitable place to settle down. If you never come back, it's like... I will go with him Live there."

"Are you sure you've thought it through?"

Zhu Zhile took a step forward, thinking that almost all the places mentioned in the letter were abroad, she looked vaguely worried.

"Ah."

Su An nodded, her voice was light and light, but her eyes were full of determination.

She has already made up her mind.

Since there is nothing left to miss about this place, why not live in the place your senior yearns for.

Her life was for him.

Therefore, she has to do everything she wants to do for him.

Su An looked at Zhu Zhile, thinking that she didn't want to help, and said again, "Lele, you..."

"Okay, I promise you."

Zhu Zhile spoke suddenly, and without waiting for Su An to finish speaking, she agreed directly.

She thought clearly.

As long as Su An no longer has the idea of ​​committing suicide, perhaps it would be a good thing for her to live in another place!

only……

"If we leave like this, Gu Jingchen will definitely find you, right?"

Zhu Zhile asked hesitantly.

Su An also paused when he heard the words, and then nodded slightly.

That's right.

Just leave like this, Gu Jingchen will definitely find him.

Maybe they will secretly send someone to investigate her whereabouts...

Su An thought about it, and then heard Zhu Zhile say, "Why don't we... let's sneak away while he's sleeping at night?"

"Do not."

Su An shook his head and said softly, "Neither you nor I can guarantee when he will wake up, I don't want to take risks."

If you don't make it once, it will be even more difficult for Gu Jingchen to find you again and want to leave.

She really doesn't want to have anything to do with him anymore, she just wants to spend the rest of her life quietly alone...

So find a time when Gu Jingchen is not around, and run far away.

It was so far away that when he realized it, the two of them would never see each other again in this lifetime!

This matter can only be discussed in the long run.

The air was quiet for a moment.

After a long while, Zhu Zhile said helplessly, "Then we have to wait. Gu Jingchen...doesn't seem to go out very much recently, and his assistant came to report everything in person, but..."

She spoke halfway, hesitated for two seconds, and then continued, "But I seemed to hear a little bit once, it seems that because he hasn't come home for a long time at the Gu family, his mother is angry?"

"is it?"

Su An's eyes lit up, and hope was instantly ignited in his eyes.

Qiu Shuya...

How did she forget that there was Qiu Shuya!

"Lele."

Su An took a deep breath and said hastily, "Gu Jingchen has always listened to his mother. Since his mother is angry, he will definitely find a time to go home."

"Really? Isn't that our chance to leave!"

Zhu Zhile also instantly became excited.

Both thought that the opportunity to leave was at hand.

But after waiting for three days in a row, Gu Jingchen still showed no sign of going out.

Su An couldn't help but feel a little discouraged, and her desire to leave became stronger, which made her feel a little anxious.

Zhu Zhile could only try her best to comfort her, while keeping an eye on Gu Jingchen to see if there was any sign of him going out.

Until the fourth day—

As soon as Zhu Zhile woke up, she saw a message from Gu Jingchen on the screen.

She opened it in a daze, looked at it twice, and then sat up abruptly!