Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Yan Hao is not very smart, but he works hard, and his grades have always been among the best. He was the top student in the city in the high school entrance examination, and the top student in the province in the college entrance examination. From childhood to adulthood, he has received all the awards and stipends, and he has also won the Youth Innovation Award.

To him, Cheng Xiaoyu, the daughter of Uncle Cheng's family, is like a porcelain doll in a window and a little princess in a castle.She has lived a life that Yan Hao envied since she was a child. She is beautiful, sunny, sometimes naughty, and a little rebellious.

Yan Hao envied her ostentatious life, because he had never been able to do this.

He also knew that Xiaoyu liked him, and when he was giving her lectures, Cheng Xiaoyu would always look at him with a smirk, she was mean to everyone but gentle to him, and he also liked this little sister.

As he grew up, he knew that Uncle Cheng and Aunt Cheng had long regarded him as his son-in-law.So he and Xiaoyu will get married after graduation.

Yan Hao never thought about the second possibility.

Until Xia Nan, the daughter of the company boss, fainted in the company due to hypoglycemia.Yan Hao carried her to the hospital, he had an impulse towards this weak and quiet girl whom he had only met twice.

Only then did he realize that he had never had the desire for Cheng Xiaoyu that a man has for a woman.

Afterwards, he suppressed the fantasies about Xia Nan and told himself that he must love Xiao Yu well, marry her as his wife, and not let Uncle Cheng and Aunt Cheng down, not let his mother down, and not make Xiao Yu sad.

But some things, the more depressed, the more intense the rebound.

That day when he was drunk at the bar, he ran into Xia Nan who was also disappointed. Xia Nan said that she and her boyfriend were in a long-distance relationship. He had not loved her for a long time, and he reluctantly stayed with her just to inherit her father's company.

So these two repressed people, unable to get it because of love, were dissatisfied with their desires. On that night, they had sex for the first time.

I rarely speak, and I want to fill the missing piece in my heart in this way.

The next morning, they had something to eat, Xia Nan wanted to leave, but Yan Hao didn't let her go, and then they stayed together for the whole weekend...

"Don't talk about it, I don't want to hear how you two are lingering." Cheng Xiaoyu took a deep breath, pressed her heart tightly, as if it would save the pain, and said, "Skip this paragraph and go on." Bar."

Even though every word he said was cruel to Cheng Xiaoyu, she really couldn't listen to or think about his flirting with another woman.

Yan Hao also took a deep breath and continued.

After this time, the deformed physical relationship between him and Xia Nan began. She always visited late at night, and they went straight to the bedroom without saying anything, with a clear purpose.

It was as if he was driving a car onto the highway, but he didn't brake, and could only keep going, and going.

Every time, after Xia Nan left, he would feel extremely disgusted with himself, but the next time, he couldn't help but fall into the pleasure of having an affair, as if it was an outlet for his repressed life.

Until he and Xiao Yu's wedding day approached, he knew he had to stop, but Xia Nan said that he liked the feeling with him very much and wanted to have one last time.

Yan Hao agreed to her, but unexpectedly, it was just this time that Xiao Yu bumped into her.

Xiaoyu's wounded look, panicked look, and her disgusted look at him, it was as if he had been placed in a square with thousands of people, stripped naked and subjected to whipping.

The feeling of being judged made his soul tremble, he deeply regretted it, and wished he could kill himself.

Therefore, these days he has been confessing and apologizing, hoping that Xiaoyu can accept him and forgive him.

But Xiaoyu has a strong personality and can't rub the sand in his eyes, so he is rejected and humiliated time and time again.

In the end, he even hated Xiaoyu's meanness and unfeelingness a little bit, he just lost himself for a short time, he just found some pleasure in another woman's body, but his person, his essence, and his heart have not changed .Why can't it be forgiven?

So he went to confess to Uncle Cheng and Aunt Cheng. They were also very hurt, but they still chose to forgive him and were willing to help him persuade Xiao Yu.

But Xiaoyu still didn't accept it. He felt that he was nailed to the pillar of shame, and became an ungrateful scumbag, who would never have a chance to stand up.

He had nowhere to vent his pain, so he called Xia Nan again...