Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

When Yan Hao said this, his tone was tired and full of guilt, and he seemed to be unable to continue.

"It's okay, just tell me." Cheng Xiaoyu made a dry voice, which gave him a little courage.

She knew that Yan Hao and that Xia Nan hadn't broken up, and she was numb to all the things that happened after the two broke up.

Now, Cheng Xiaoyu just wanted to hear the real Yan Hao.

He went on.

Xia Nan came to his house again, but refused to have sex with him, because she said that when her boyfriend came back, she would find traces of what she had done with that other person.

Although her boyfriend doesn't love her, Xia Nan still doesn't want him to think that she is a cheating woman.

Yan Hao was very angry, pushed her on the bed roughly, and laughed at her for being a whore and wanting to set up an archway.

Xia Nan also retorted, saying that you are not the same?

Yan Hao said, that's fine, anyway, I'm done, if I die, let's die together, how nice it is to be a couple.

So, they rolled together again, as if taking revenge on someone, the two used each other's body to vent their dissatisfaction.

It was this time that Yan Hao had a realization.

Desires made him continue to sink into compromises and eventually lose himself.

He and Xia Nan have gone infinitely towards an abyss from which they cannot turn back.

But they still want to be a good person in a dignified manner, one wants to play a good wife who is dedicated and docile, and the other wants to play a good man with deep affection.

After talking about everything about him and Xia Nan, Yan Hao exhaled slowly, and said to Cheng Xiaoyu on the other end of the phone in a hoarse voice:

"Over the years, your parents have treated me with great kindness, and I think I should treat you well. Since you like me, of course I want to give you happiness. This is my logic all the time. This kindness fills me with I feel guilty, and I have been unable to see my heart clearly. Now I have harmed myself, and I have cheated you even more. Xiaoyu, I will not pester you in the future, and make you sick. I let you go and let me go Myself. As for the kindness my uncle and aunt have shown me, I will repay it in other ways."

It took Cheng Xiaoyu a while to let out a dry voice: "Is it finished?"

"Sorry……"

She smiled bleakly and looked up at the sky.

"never mind."

The pale moonlight shone on her coldly, she had never been so cold like today, it was as if her soul was pulled out, flogged for a while, and then stuffed back bloody.

After a while, she said quietly to Yan Hao: "So, in fact, you never loved me, right?"

Her voice was soft and calm, not as hysterical and sharp as she used to be.

Yan Hao didn't answer, only his heavy breathing came through the receiver, and he used his silence instead of answering.

Never loved, never, everything is a well-intentioned deception, but she can't blame anyone, the wronged feelings, the hurt heart, can only be borne by herself.

Cheng Xiaoyu sniffed and said in relief: "Okay, I understand now, I understand."

Thinking about it, Yan Hao has been suppressed for so many years, and it is quite uncomfortable.

Behind her back, having an affair with that woman may be the only rebellious thing Yan Hao has done in his life.

It was his parents' kindness to him that made him unable to bear to hurt her, so he never left, but ended up hurting her even more.

No wonder people say that there is no right or wrong in the world of feelings, now Cheng Xiaoyu understands, she thought bitterly, her eyes turned red.