I'm a group favorite at Hogwarts (hp)

It is night, and many people are destined to suffer from insomnia.

Tang Xiaoxuan felt that she was very tired, really.

The hot pot party in the afternoon was not as perfect as expected.

There were many times of silence and embarrassment in the middle, but everyone just forced it to take care of her emotions and not to embarrass her too much.

Obviously, not everyone is enjoying their meal.

To be honest, aside from Severus Snape, she no longer knew how to get along with Lily.

Or perhaps another way of saying it is that she doesn't know what to do to make everyone happy!

Tang Xiaoxuan actually disliked Lily's behavior of bringing other people to her party without saying hello.

Well, Lily is her sister by blood, and it's still Severus Snape who came here, she can bear it, she doesn't mind that.

As an older sister, it’s fine if you don’t help your younger sister to greet friends. After all, helping is a matter of affection, and not helping is a duty, so there is nothing to be picky about.

But why did the other party get angry in the end?

Eat her, use her, don't think she didn't see it in the end, did Lily secretly shake her face and lose her temper for no reason?

In front of so many friends, is she shameless?

Is it because Severus Snape said thank you to her?But isn't that normal behavior? ? ?

I'm sorry, please forgive her for not understanding how angry Lily is! ! !

It's outrageous, off the original scale, one spectrum counts as one spectrum.

No matter how she thought about it, Tang Xiaoxuan felt that it was her who should get angry and lose her temper today, and it shouldn't be Lily's turn.

That's right, Lily has been very possessive since she was a child, and she likes to be self-centered and do whatever she wants, doesn't she?

Thinking of Lili's usual way of doing things, Tang Xiaoxuan suddenly felt tired. It turned out that she was at the edge of a corner. She should have gotten used to it by now, shouldn't she? !

Tang Xiaoxuan numbly raised her hand to cover her eyes, and sighed softly.

After all, she is too stupid!Maybe Lily liked Severus Snape, from a long time ago.

Even if you don't like it, you should like it.

Before entering school, and last time in the medical wing, she would not say those eccentric words intentionally or unintentionally, and show off her bracelet to test her.

In Lily's heart, all the things that she thinks should belong to her, unless she wants to, otherwise even if she doesn't like or don't care, she will definitely hold it firmly in her hands.

Just like Lily was jealous of her relationship with Petunia and wary of her relationship with Severus Snape...

Tang Xiaoxuan went through all the incidents and incidents in her mind, analyzing all the details that she had never paid attention to before.

Thinking about it, Tang Xiaoxuan closed her eyes and suddenly smiled. A tear secretly slid down her cheek, and a small flower quietly bloomed on the cotton bed sheet.

She never thought of hurting anyone, especially Lily.

He never wanted to rob Lily of everything he owned, let alone meddle in the relationship between Lily and Severus Snape!

Even if she knew that Lily would choose James Potter in the end, she just buried that love in her heart and wanted to wait for Lily to make a choice and Severus Snape to make a choice.

So, what did she do wrong?Why do you have to guard against her like this?

Tang Xiaoxuan thought that she had never done anything wrong to Lily, no matter in terms of family, friendship or love.

Not before, not now, and maybe not in the future!

She has never bothered to do things that harm others and benefit herself, because she is timid.

She doesn't want her conscience to be condemned for a lifetime, and she doesn't want to become an unhappy person who will always live in regret and pain.

Tang Xiaoxuan thought, she had been entangled in caring for a while ago, and it seemed meaningless whether others treated her well and made friends with her because of Lily.

Because many things cannot be changed by her, and some things will still go on as usual bit by bit according to what has been arranged.

It turned out that liking someone would really make you humble into the dust, everyone would be like this, including herself.

Even after trying to understand some things, Tang Xiaoxuan still felt sad.

It’s impossible to say that you’re not sad, and whoever’s sincerity and goodwill get you defenses and temptations in the end won’t be indifferent.

In terms of family affection, she thinks that although she is not as close to Lily as she is to Petunia, she has always worked hard to be a well-behaved and sensible sister who maintains sisterhood, and has put in practice for it.

In terms of love, she is not even Lily's rival in love, and she has never done anything wrong to her.

Even if she liked Severus Snape who had a crush on Lily, so what?

She is not a third party, and she has also done things that know what matters. Severus Snape is single, at least he was in the past, and he is still now.

She is free to like anyone!She didn't owe Lili anything, and she never owed Lili anything.

So, why did she always tolerate Lily and make Lily wronged herself? Why?

Biting her lip, Tang Xiaoxuan kept asking herself mockingly in her heart.

It's all because of her soft heart, her low self-esteem, and her own stupidity!It wasn't anyone else's fault, and it wasn't her fault.

Born as a human being, although she has more than ten years of experience than others due to fate, this is not the reason why she must wrong herself!

She can also be herself who she likes, to live wantonly, to love, to make friends...

Bella Evans is also Tang Xiaoxuan, in fact, she has always been the same person, she has always been herself.

So maybe, in the future, she really doesn't need to feel guilty and guilty for occupying the identity of the youngest daughter of the Evans family.

Occupying this identity is not her will, nor is she intentional, does she want to come?

No, everything was just an accident, and she was just an innocent victim.

Being able to come to the wizarding world of Harry Potter is a disaster but also a fate. There is no script set for her, so whether it is good or not, should I choose ordinary or...

How, why didn't she decide for herself?

After figuring it out, Tang Xiaoxuan completely let go of the biggest burden that had been weighing on her heart, and felt relieved for a while.

In the 11 years since she came here, she has been right to everyone but herself.

While caring for others, she forgot to be nice to herself and pamper herself.

In the end, she should say sorry to herself: "I'm sorry, Bella Evans, I have wronged you before, and I won't do it again."

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----small theater:

Merlin: Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow, his heart aches so badly.

But he still can't say that he can't control it, woo woo, he lost a lot of hair because of this!

Now I finally understand!He is very pleased! (comfortable, happy)