I'm a group favorite at Hogwarts (hp)

Severus Snape was also very irritable in his heart. After finally using up the third pot of potion, he spread his face on the chair with a dark face, and fell into deep thought while looking at the cauldron.

That's right, his mind is full of scenes and processes of shabu-shabu.

And what Lily said to him made it impossible for him to calm down and concentrate on brewing the potion now.

Cooking food in a crucible was something he had never thought of, but he accepted it readily. After all, it was not his crucible that was ruined.

Lily told him that Bella Evans liked him, and he had never cared about it. This was what he had always thought, and he and Bella Evans already owed each other nothing!

Maybe Bella Evans liked him once, but since he talked about it, and when he saw him today, he was a little uncertain.

But it has nothing to do with him. If there is a relationship, it is only imposed on him by the other party. He has never had any extra thoughts.

Severus Snape thought he had already been kind to Bella, for Lily's sake.

He likes Lily, Lily! ! !Severus raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brow, reminding himself constantly in his heart.

He forced himself to recall the look and tone of Lily's words. He thought Lily probably liked him too, Severus Snape thought a little unsure.

At the same time, there was indeed a hint of surprise in his heart, but it was not as happy and excited as he had imagined.

Looking at the messy cauldron and table, Severus Snape was in an extremely bad mood, and finally chose to drink a bottle of sleeping potion, Life and Death Water, out of sight and out of mind.

In the Gryffindor dormitory, too, Lily was tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

She stared intently at the bracelet she was wearing, which was given to her by Severus Snape.

Recalling what Bella asked her that day, if Severus confessed his love to her, would she agree.

She remembered that she did not give a clear answer.

At that time, she really didn't know whether she would agree or not. She never thought about this question.

Because she only sees Severus as a friend, forever.She'd always been very specific about what type of guy she liked, and it was clear that Severus wasn't her thing.

I still remember that when she first met Severus Snape, she only regarded him as an ordinary playmate who had a common topic and the same special experience.

She didn't know when, she would suddenly become nervous about the relationship between her and Severus, as well as Severus' attitude towards Bella.

In fact, she always knew that Bella had an inexplicable liking for Severus since she first met him.

She wasn't sure if this counted as Bella's love at first sight for Severus.

Well, she admitted, she just didn't like the way Bella treated Severus, it gave her a sense of urgency that something that belonged to her was being robbed.

She was obviously her sister, why didn't she treat Severus well? This kind of feeling would make her feel very annoying!

That's right, she did it on purpose, when the three of them were playing together, and when Severus snubbed Bella, she would choose to ignore it on purpose.

Constantly emphasizing that she and Severus were best friends, even showing off on purpose.

Her purpose in doing this was just to get Lord Bella to come over and get closer to her, just like she did to Petunia.

Ever since she was a child, she has been able to get whatever she wants, and the only thing that doesn't go well is Bella and Penny.

She admitted that she has always been envious and jealous of the way Bella and Penny get along, because she seems to have never felt the tenderness of Penny.

She knew that Bella liked Severus, and she really looked down on him for what he did.

If you like it, why can't you tell Severus openly?She can't understand.

She couldn't understand Bella's cowardice.

So she wanted to provoke Bella on purpose, and wanted Bella to regard herself as a rival in love, and it was best to fight with her.

Of course, if Bella really strives for happiness in an open and honest manner, she will definitely support her.

At the same time, she will also promise that she will never be a stumbling block for Bella to chase Severus.

Even the other party would have a big fight with her and break up, but Bella didn't, which made her very frustrated.

Recently, she had clearly felt the low pressure between Severus and Bella.

She thought that the relationship between the two people could be eased by having a hot pot party, but unfortunately the effect was not good.

She wasn't happy because that idiot Bella wasted yet another chance to get closer to Severus.

As soon as she saw the other party's obedient and wronged appearance, she became angry, and she just wanted to curse that she deserved it, and at the same time, she felt distressed in her heart.

Why did Severus nod when he said thank you, why didn't he answer?

She was not only angry with Bella for not taking the initiative, but also for Severus, and for Severus' inactivity and indifference towards Bella.

Even if you don't like Bella, you can't be so indifferent!

Severus had always thought that she was the one he liked, but Lily knew that Severus's liking for her was only between friends, not between lovers.

Maybe even Severus didn't realize that every time he saw Bella, his aura would soften unconsciously, but she knew it.

Severus is her good friend, Bella is her favorite little sister, both of them are very important people to her, she doesn't want to lose no matter who they are.

Only Merlin knew how sad she was every time she saw the loss and sadness in Bella's eyes.

It's a pity that because of her stupid behavior, it seems that everyone's relationship has been messed up, and now she really regrets it.

Regret why she did what she looks stupid now, and why she treated little Bella like that.

Why is the result of things always different from what she expected? Lily suddenly wanted to cry.

She felt that if she didn't do something, maybe she would lose not only her parents and Petunia's attention, but also Bella and Severus.

No, this is definitely not the result she would like to see and accept, Lily thought brokenly, her heart was full of fear, and she was extremely anxious.

She wanted to write to Petunia, telling her of her fear and regret, but she didn't dare, and couldn't.

She thought, Petunia hated her so much, if she hadn't talked about Bella, maybe the other party wouldn't even look at her. Thinking of this, Lily felt that she was very lonely.

It seemed that she didn't even have anyone to speak her mind to.Maybe, she is also an unlovable person!

Lily wiped her tears and wrapped the quilt tightly around her body, as if only in this way could she feel warmth and companionship...

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