The wrong love is deep, Luo Shao indulges in indulgence

early morning.

Qiu Xiaoman opened WeChat immediately after waking up.

She could always see the messages Mu Yijing sent her.

Although it was just a few words of greeting, it could make her feel good all day long.

Qiu Xiaoman found that Mu Yijing in online dating was different from the men she knew.

In reality, Mu Yijing is upright, serious and upright, unsmiling, very serious and upright, a bit like an old cadre.

Even to her, just like a big brother.

And Mu Yijing in online dating is very gentle, clingy, and passionate.

I will often send her messages, no matter what is going on, I will send a greeting.

If she replied, he would find a topic to chat with. If she didn't reply, he would send another one in a few hours.

Mu Yijing: [Good morning, did you sleep well last night? 】

Looking at his message, Qiu Xiaoman felt a little sweet in his heart, and replied: [I wrote a manuscript yesterday and stayed up until three o'clock. 】

After posting, Qiu Xiaoman put down his phone and went into the bathroom to wash up.

After 10 minutes, she came out.

When he picked up the phone, he found that Mu Yijing had sent many messages.

[Don't stay up late, it's bad for your health. 】

[Tell me if you have any difficulties, I can help you. 】

[Don't go to work, I will support you. 】

[Little cat, are you still there? 】

[It doesn't matter if you don't run now, we will be each other's spiritual partner, you have to accept my sincerity for you, whether it is financial help or spiritual support, you have to learn to accept it. 】

Just as Qiu Xiaoman was about to reply, a transfer red envelope popped up in the message box.

Four transfer red envelopes were sent in a row, each 4 yuan.

Qiu Xiaoman was dumbfounded.

Immediately afterwards, Mu Yijing sent a message: [Take it and use it first, then tell me if it's not enough.Don't have any burdens, I donate it voluntarily, and I won't ask you to pay it back. 】

Qiu Xiaoman felt sad.

At this time, money is a temptation to Qiu Xiaoman.

But she didn't want Mu Yijing's money, and even felt that Mu Yijing would transfer 20 to a woman she had known for a long time but had never met before. She was very unhappy.

She pressed return.

Sent a message to Mu Yijing: [You are stupid if you have a lot of money, so you are not afraid that I am a liar?For an online dating without any substance, you can give 20 yuan as a gift. Have you not downloaded the anti-fraud app?Fortunately, you are still a soldier, why are you so stupid? 】

Mu Yijing: [Why didn't you accept it?Why are you angry? 】

Qiu Xiaoman: [I don't want it, I think you are stupid. 】

Mu Yijing: [Isn't it natural to spend money on your girlfriend? 】

The word girlfriend caused waves in Qiu Xiaoman's heart.

However, these three words were not addressed to her, Qiu Xiaoman, but to the savior he was grateful for, the kitten whom he had never met before.

Qiu Xiaoman actually ate his own jealousy, feeling sour and uncomfortable.

She hid under the mask of a kitten, enjoying the relationship with Mu Yijing as a lover.

However, she couldn't stand Mu Yijing falling in love with someone else, and there was nothing she could do.

At the beginning, she couldn't stand Mu Yijing saying that she could sleep with her, but if he didn't talk about feelings, she cut off contact with him.

Now, she is looking for troubles and hardships.

Qiu Xiaoman suppressed his sadness, thought for a moment, and sent a message: [We have been dating online for more than ten days, and it doesn't feel right, let's break up. 】

Qiu Xiaoman: 【If you have time, go to the police station to learn how to prevent fraud. Don't believe in virtual online dating, they are all liars. 】

Mu Yijing: [Are you a liar? 】

Qiu Xiaoman: [Yes, I'm a liar, don't trust me. 】

Mu Yijing: [You don't accept the money I give, it seems that you don't want to cheat money, do you want to cheat my feelings? 】

Qiu Xiaoman's heart missed the beat, and it kept beating wildly.

I feel that my heart has been seen through, and I am inexplicably flustered and at a loss.

She didn't text back.

He didn't ask any more.

Qiu Xiaoman went to work with a messy mood.

There are not many girls who deliver food, because Qiu Xiaoman looks sweet, cute, young and beautiful. She was taught by many food delivery guys in the same industry, and she quickly figured out the rules of the industry, and there are many shortcuts for food delivery. Her efficiency is greatly improved. Increase, income also gradually increased.

The colleague asked her, why did you deliver food?

Qiu Xiaoman said lightly: "Because you can work part-time. This will make it easier to find a regular job."

Eleven at night.

Qiu Xiaoman finished his work of delivering food, returned to the Heyuan community, took a shower, dried his clothes, and went to the study to start writing articles.

She writes short stories, and she can get the manuscript fee when she finishes it. Although the manuscript fee is not much, it is also a good part-time job income.

As she wrote, she thought of Mu Yijing inexplicably.

After she stopped typing, she involuntarily took out her mobile phone and opened WeChat.

Their chat was still in the morning, she said to break up, Mu Yijing asked her if she was trying to lie to her relationship.

She never responded.

He never messaged again.

Maybe that's it.

Although she was very reluctant, she didn't want to lie to Mu Yijing anymore. If he got too deep in the end and found out that the kitten was Qiu Xiaoman, how disappointed would he be?

At this time, there was a sound of opening the door outside the living room.

Qiu Xiaoman was startled, her whole body froze, she listened quietly for a while, and was sure there was a sound.

She walked out of the study.

In the living room, Qiu Xiaoman saw the man who came in, it was Mu Yijing.

Mu Yijing put on his slippers, put down the car keys and house keys in the cabinet at the entrance, and looked up at Qiu Xiaoman.

The four eyes met, and the two were speechless.

The temperature of the room became hot and dry, the atmosphere became ambiguous and oppressive, and the eye movements made people feel an indelible depth.

Mu Yijing's eyes fell on Qiu Xiaoman's feet.

The spring night is still a little chilly.

She stepped on the floor barefoot, which made him very distressed.

Mu Yijing bent down, took out a pair of men's slippers from the shoe cabinet, walked slowly in front of Qiu Xiaoman, put them down, and said softly, "These shoes are new, there are no ladies' slippers, let's wear them first."

After living here for half a month, Qiu Xiaoman got used to walking barefoot.

Mu Yijing's concern overwhelmed her, so she quickly put on her slippers, "Thank you."

Qiu Xiaoman's feet are a bit small, wearing wide slippers, it feels like stepping on two boats, very cute.

"Why are you here?" Qiu Xiaoman asked nervously.

Mu Yijing walked past her, walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down, "We were socializing outside and drank some wine, so it's not convenient to drive back."

By implication, he wants to live here tonight?

Qiu Xiaoman walked slowly to the sofa, sat down on the seat farthest from him, and asked in a low voice, "Isn't there still a substitute driver?"

Mu Yijing leaned lazily on the back of the sofa, staring at her with fiery eyes, and said in a light and weak tone, "Xiaoman, I was dumped."

Qiu Xiaoman pinched her fists guiltily, and slowly lowered her head: "What does it have to do with me that you were dumped?"

Mu Yijing smiled bitterly, "In the past, you didn't call me Mr. Mu, you called me Brother Jing, you said that our friendship lasts forever, and you said that I can tell you about any unhappy things, and you will share them with me. You also said..."

"Mr. Mu." Qiu Xiaoman's heart was pierced like a knife, recalling the beauty of the past, his eyes were instantly moist, and he interrupted hurriedly: "It's all over."

Is it over?

Mu Yijing's heart ached, and even breathing was painful.He can never let go of the past.

He can secretly like her and just be her friend, he can hide behind the Internet and have a virtual online relationship with her, or he can want nothing, as long as she is happy.

As long as it was her wish, he could obey her.

But he couldn't bear her alienation, her indifference, and her breaking up.

In reality, their relationship ended years ago.

Now, after only ten days of online dating, he was dumped by Qiu Xiaoman again.

It seems that Qiu Xiaoman really doesn't like him, the kind of disgust who can't even talk about online dating.

Mu Yijing sighed deeply, his face was serious, and his tone was low: "Xiaoman, can you tell me what I did wrong?"

Qiu Xiaoman lowered his head: "No, you didn't do anything wrong?"

Mu Yijing sneered slightly, and said sarcastically: "You have contacts with He Wen, and you still call him Brother Wen, and you will ask He Wen for help when you have difficulties."

"I remember, I have a closer and more friendly relationship with you than him. If I didn't do anything sorry to you, why did you block me? Why didn't you contact me? Why didn't you call me brother Jing instead of Mu? gentlemen?"

Qiu Xiaoman was so questioned that he was speechless, with his head down, tears rolling down his cheeks, about to flow out of his eyes.

Mu Yijing's distressed voice became hoarse: "Is it because I abandoned you to join the army?"

Qiu Xiaoman shook his head.

"Why is that?" Mu Yijing asked anxiously.

Qiu Xiaoman choked with guilt and said: "I'm sorry, it's not your problem, it's my problem. I don't know how to face you, and I don't know how to maintain our relationship anymore."

Mu Yijing frowned, his expression serious, "What will affect our 25-year friendship?"

Qiu Xiaoman plucked up his courage, looked up at him with firm eyes, and asked seriously: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

Mu Yijing was shocked and froze.

His eyes became hotter and hotter, his throat rolled up and down, his heartbeat soared and plummeted out of rhythm, and even his breathing was messed up.

"Xiaoman, I'm sorry." Mu Yijing admitted that he thought about it, he wanted it very much, it was just a physiological phenomenon caused by deeply loving a woman.

He is a normal man with a vigorous blood, and it is only normal to have such thoughts about the person he loves deeply.

But he has never surpassed her, never touched her, never kissed her, and has always respected and cherished her very much. How did she know what he was thinking in his heart?

Hearing his apology, Qiu Xiaoman felt a tearing pain in his heart when he thought of the insulting message after he refused her confession.

A sexual relationship without love is just playing hooligans, a childhood sweetheart who grew up together, she treats him as an older brother, and secretly loves him in her heart.

He just wants to sleep with her?

What do you think of her?

"You don't need to apologize to me, it's just that I can't accept it." Qiu Xiaoman stood up, turned and walked into the room.

The door is closed.

Mu Yijing's heart was broken. He leaned his head limply on the back of the sofa, put his hands on his eyes, and felt a severe pain in his chest.

I had a crush on her for half my life, and never dared to confess, because I was afraid that after confessing, I would not even be able to be friends.

Unexpectedly, what he had been dreading all along happened.

Was he being too obvious?

This night, after Qiu Xiaoman returned to his room, he never went out again.

She didn't know if Mu Yijing stayed here overnight.

Since the conversation that night, Qiu Xiaoman has never seen Mu Yijing appear in front of her again.

Mu Yijing also stopped sending messages to pester the little cat on the Internet.

A month later, Mu Yichen came back.

Qiu Xiaoman handed him the key.

Mu Yichen refused and said, "Xiaoman, you can stay here and help look after the house. I usually go back to the old house in town."

Qiu Xiaoman: "No, I plan to develop in other cities."

When Mu Yichen heard her words, he couldn't help but worry about his fourth brother.

Qiu Xiaoman left, what about his fourth brother?

Mu Yichen: "Xiaoman, I don't know what misunderstanding there is between you and my fourth brother, but I have something to ask you."

"Brother Chen, if you have anything to say, just tell me, I will help if I can." Qiu Xiaoman said.

Mu Yichen thought over and over again, and decided to tell Qiu Xiaoman, "Do you know why my fourth brother retired from the army?"

Qiu Xiaoman shook his head.

Mu Yichen: "Because of war trauma syndrome."

Qiu Xiaoman's heart trembled, she tightly covered her mouth, her eyes were moist, and she choked up slightly, "Has he recovered?"

Mu Yichen sighed: "How could it be so easy? He witnessed the death of the whole team on the battlefield. He also died on that battlefield, but was miraculously rescued."

"His comrades-in-arms all died miserably, and anyone with a slightly weaker will will go crazy. It's not easy for him to survive."

"You shouldn't have seen his painful appearance when he was ill?"

Qiu Xiaoman burst into tears, shaking her head wanting to cry, feeling so distressed that she couldn't help herself.

Mu Yichen sighed and begged, "You are his most cherished friend. We all have seen how much he loved you since he was a child. He doesn't have many friends around him. If possible, I hope you stay with him." Be around to enlighten him more, accompany him more, give him more encouragement, and let him walk out of that dark shadow."

Under Mu Yichen's persuasion, Qiu Xiaoman decided to stay.

She inquired about the disease on the Internet. It turned out that it was a very painful mental torture. Many patients could not stand the torture, and nine out of ten patients died in the end.

If it was Mu Yijing's choice of life and death, Qiu Xiaoman would choose to die by himself without hesitation, so that Mu Yijing could live well.

What is her love in comparison?Her little pain was even less of a problem.

Qiu Xiaoman found a good job in Guangzhou, working as an editor in an entertainment media company.

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One month later, weekend.

This is Qiu Xiaoman's rare rest day. Normally, she would use all her free time to go out to deliver food and earn money as a part-time job.

But today, she has a very important thing to do.

She took the bus for two hours and returned to the town.

She stood outside the entrance of the Mu family's mansion, waiting quietly, waiting for Mu Yijing to come out of the house.

Qiu Xiaoman didn't wait for Mu Yijing, but saw Yu Muxi's son coming out of Xiyuan and walking towards Mu's house.

"Sister, who are you waiting for at my grandfather's house?" Xiaoxing asked curiously.

Qiu Xiaoman bent down gently, and said in a soft voice: "Little friend, I'm waiting for Mu Yijing, can you call him out for me?"

Xiaoxing nodded, and quickly rushed into Mu's house, shouting while running: "Uncle Si...a very beautiful sister is waiting for you at the door...Uncle Si..."

Qiu Xiaoman looked at Mu's house with his head, feeling more and more nervous.

She took a deep breath, trying to calm down the nervous mood.

In an instant, Mu Yijing came out in a hurry in gray casual clothes. The moment he saw Qiu Xiaoman, his breathing became short of breath.

Qiu Xiaoman took the initiative to come to him, which surprised him.

Qiu Xiaoman looked at the man in front of him, tall and handsome, heroic and righteous.

Such a good man, so what if he is a little too demanding, a little rascal, and a little scum?

She loved him anyway, didn't she?

Qiu Xiaoman looked at Mu Yijing, smiled sweetly, with smiling eyes, approached him, and called him sweetly like before: "Brother Jing."

Mu Yijing's heart palpitated suddenly, he was so nervous that he trembled, he clenched his fist unconsciously, swallowed his saliva, and looked puzzled.

Such an abnormal Qiu Xiaoman made him very worried.

"Xiaoman, what's wrong with you?" Mu Yijing looked her up and down.

"Are you free?" Qiu Xiaoman asked.

"Have."

"Can you go somewhere with me?"

Mu Yijing: "Yes."

Qiu Xiaoman's face turned hot, she lowered her eyes shyly, and said slowly, "Bring your ID card."

Mu Yijing was dumbfounded.