The wrong love is deep, Luo Shao indulges in indulgence

Mu Yijing took his ID card and drove Qiu Xiaoman to the address she gave.

During the two-hour drive, the two did not exchange a word, and the air pressure in the quiet carriage was extremely low.

The vehicle stops at the positioning location.

Mu Yijing looked at the place in front of him with a puzzled look on his face.

Lavender Farm.

The majestic manor gate is very grand and beautiful, with lavender everywhere.

Qiu Xiaoman pulled off his seat belt, looked at the gate of the manor in front of him, and took the lead in breaking the silence between the two of them.

"Didn't you always want to ask me before, is there any place you want to go in particular?" Qiu Xiaoman said lightly, falling into the memories of the past: "Actually, I always wanted to come here, but the tickets here are too expensive, and the consumption of accommodation and catering They are all very high, I have no money, and I have never told you."

Mu Yijing was a little excited when he heard her open up and tell him these words.

Mu Yijing parked the car, pulled off his seat belt and got out of the car.

Qiu Xiaoman also got out of the car.

Mu Yijing: "Do you want to see the lavender?"

"En." Qiu Xiaoman responded, and walked slowly towards the gate ticket office.

Mu Yijing followed immediately.

Although he didn't know why Qiu Xiaoman suddenly changed his attitude towards him, it was a good thing.

Qiu Xiaoman stood at the ticket office, looked back at Mu Yijing, and asked cheekily with a little guilt: "Can you pay?"

Mu Yijing laughed inwardly, of course he was paying, so how could he ask her to pay?

Not before, and never will.

"Of course." Mu Yijing was serious.

Qiu Xiaoman said to the ticket buyer, "Two days and one night, one room."

Ticket buyer: "ID card."

Qiu Xiaoman turned around and reached out to Mu Yijing, "Where's your ID card?"

Mu Yijing's thoughts still stopped at what Qiu Xiaoman said.

Two days and one night?a room?

What is she going to do?

With doubts, Mu Yijing took out his ID card and handed it to Qiu Xiaoman.

Qiu Xiaoman submitted his ID card and Mu Yijing's ID card.

After a while, the ticket buyer returned the ID card to Qiu Xiaoman after registering, "The total is 3800 yuan."

Mu Yijing took out his phone and scanned the code.

After paying, the ticket buyer gave Qiu Xiaoman a brochure and a map of the manor.

After finishing, Qiu Xiaoman led Mu Yijing into the manor.

Both of them were shocked by the beauty in front of them.

There are purple lavenders along the way, thick and wide, with a fragrant fragrance, just like being in a sea of ​​flowers, romantic and beautiful.

The sun is shining brightly, and the lavender is sprinkled on the lavender, which is so beautiful that it makes people feel refreshed and lingering.

There are lavenders everywhere. They walked around various trails and walked through several gazebos. The two slowly walked into the ocean of lavender. Looking around, they felt that there were endless lavenders.

There is also a sunflower flower pond not far away.

Further forward, there are rows of wooden houses standing in the sea of ​​flowers, exquisite, retro, and particularly poetic.

It was so beautiful, Qiu Xiaoman's heart was filled with the beauty in front of him.

The two walked to the front of the wooden house, stood in the promenade in front of the door, looked at the purple sea of ​​lavender, and felt deeply moved.

Mu Yijing put his hands in his pockets, stood beside Qiu Xiaoman, with a smile on his face, and asked softly, "So, there is still such a beautiful place?"

"I've wanted to come here for a long, long time."

"You can tell me earlier, I will bring you here often."

Qiu Xiaoman felt a little pain in his heart.

She sank, and said in a gentle and sweet voice with a touch of sadness, "Brother Jing."

Mu Yijing's heart trembled, and he was still surprised by her sudden change, ecstatic with a hint of worry.

"Huh?" Mu Yijing responded, this Brother Shengjing was still as sweet as usual, but he was more afraid that there was a bad reason for Qiu Xiaoman's abnormality.

Qiu Xiaoman was thinking about what he was going to say, and suddenly his eyes became moist, and he felt heavy, and said softly: "Actually, this world is quite beautiful. You have never seen many scenery, and you have never done many things. Your The future will definitely get better and better and happier.”

Mu Yijing frowned, looking at her sad expression, full of doubts.

Qiu Xiaoman: "Since some things have happened, the past cannot be changed, so we must learn to let go. Those who are alive must live well."

Mu Yijing understood these words, "Who told you about me?"

Qiu Xiaoman: "Brother Chen told me."

Mu Yijing slowly clenched his fist.

It turned out that Qiu Xiaoman's sudden change was based on sympathy for his past experience and his current illness.

Mu Yijing smiled bitterly, and asked lightly, "Do you know about my illness?"

"Oh, I see."

"You don't need to deliberately approach me because of this matter, enlighten me, and wrong yourself to do something you don't want, there is no need."

Qiu Xiaoman turned her head and looked up at his resolute and handsome profile.

The gentle sunlight shone on him, making him feel radiant, so good-looking, so masculine.

"Brother Jing, don't give up on yourself."

Mu Yijing lowered his head sadly.

In an instant, Mu Yijing looked up at Qiu Xiaoman, and asked displeasedly, "Are you sympathizing with me?"

Qiu Xiaoman shook his head.

She is not sympathetic, she is distressed, helpless, and afraid.

Fearing that his will to be tortured by this disease would dissipate, he chose to commit suicide.

Mu Yijing: "No matter what the reason is, I'm still very happy that you can let go of your prejudices and accept me as a friend again."

Qiu Xiaoman smiled sweetly and nodded.

"Look at the introduction, where is the restaurant? I'll take you to eat."

"Okay." Qiu Xiaoman took out the introduction leaflet to check the map.

Mu Yijing turned around and walked towards the wooden house, opened the door and entered.

The spacious single room has only one big bed, and there is no extra room except the bathroom.

A bed, not even a sofa, only two wooden chairs and coffee table, how to sleep at night?

Just as Mu Yijing was deep in thought, Qiu Xiaoman walked in, "Brother Jing, there is no restaurant here, if you want to eat, just scan the QR code to order, and someone will deliver it later."

With that said, Qiu Xiaoman came to Mu Yijing's side, and followed his fiery and suspicious gaze towards the big bed in the room.

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Mu Yijing pursed his lips and swallowed his saliva, with ups and downs in his heart, and asked calmly, "Just one room is not enough, I will open another one later."

Qiu Xiaoman said anxiously: "No need."

"You don't need to save me money, and this little money is nothing." Mu Yijing said, walking past Qiu Xiaoman: "I'll go out and open a new room."

Qiu Xiaoman hurriedly grabbed Mu Yijing's arm, walked in front of him, blocked his way, and hurriedly said, "It's really not necessary, just one room is fine."

Mu Yijing stared at her in bewilderment.

One room, one bed, two people, two days and one night?

Mu Yijing's heartbeat accelerated inexplicably.

Qiu Xiaoman took a deep breath nervously, looking up at Mu Yijing's serious and calm handsome face.

She didn't know what this man was thinking, but she knew what she wanted to do.

Didn't he just want to sleep with her and not talk about feelings?

That's what he wants, as long as he's happy.

Qiu Xiaoman plucked up his courage, grabbed his sleeves tightly with both hands, stood on tiptoe, and kissed his thin lips.

But he is too tall.

Qiu Xiaoman tiptoed to the highest position, not even touching his chin.

She put her feet down in discouragement, her heart was pounding like a deer, her face was flushed, and she stared at Mu Yijing shyly.

She tried to stand on tiptoe again, jumped vigorously, and pressed against his face, but she still didn't kiss him.

Mu Yijing seemed to have been acupointed, staring at Qiu Xiaoman with his misty deep black eyes, his breathing was disordered, his heart fluctuated violently, the blood in his whole body was boiling, his mind was distracted, and he couldn't calm down.

Does Xiaoman want to kiss him?

why?

Qiu Xiaoman tried to dance a few times, but he still couldn't kiss Mu Yijing.

This is the first time she has taken the initiative to kiss a man since she grew up.

It's not tall enough, and even a silly tiptoe jump can't reach it. At this moment, I am so shy, embarrassed and embarrassed, I can't wait to find a hole to get in, and my face is hot with embarrassment.

Qiu Xiaoman gave up, put down his hands, lowered his head blushing, and took a step back.

Suddenly, Mu Yijing put his arms around her waist and picked her up unexpectedly. Her feet were lifted off the ground, and she flew into the air. She was so frightened that she panicked and clasped his broad and strong shoulders tightly with both hands.

"Yeah!" Qiu Xiaoman was hugged and pressed against the wall by Mu Yijing, his heart beating like a drum, and he was so frightened.

When she came to her senses, Mu Yijing hugged her and pressed her against the wall. Her feet were far away from the ground, and she was a head taller than Mu Yijing.

Qiu Xiaoman was so frightened that her breath became short of breath, she slightly parted her cherry lips and exhaled.

Mu Yijing's sexy Adam's apple rolled up and down, and his ascetic voice was extremely deep: "Do you want to kiss me?"

He held Qiu Xiaoman's soft and slender body effortlessly, his blood boiled so badly, his heartbeat couldn't bear the load and he became short of breath and slightly panting.

Qiu Xiaoman was so ashamed that his eyes burned, he bit his lower lip lightly, and slowly touched Mu Yijing's cheek with nervous hands.

When her soft palm touched Mu Yijing's face, he throbbed like never before, nervous and excited.

The temperature in the whole room was soaring, and the ambiguous atmosphere made both of them feel like they were going crazy.

Qiu Xiaoman has never been pressed against the wall by a man so intimately before, his body is so strong, so burly, and a powerful sense of strength surrounds her invisible.

She has never kissed a boy.

Qiu Xiaoman lowered her head and looked at him, her delicate voice was light and hoarse: "Brother Jing, you have been very kind to me since I was a child, even better than my biological parents."

"I thought you treated me as a younger sister, but I didn't expect that you were kind to me because you wanted to be my man."

Mu Yijing's heart trembled, it turned out that Qiu Xiaoman knew what he was thinking.

Yes, he wanted to be Qiu Xiaoman's man and her husband.

"Yeah." Mu Yijing nodded in agreement.

His acknowledgment made Qiu Xiaoman feel like a knife was piercing his heart, and tears flooded his eyes unconsciously.

She held back tears, her moist eyes were pitiful, her voice was slightly choked up: "I figured it out, I am willing."

Mu Yijing was too excited to speak.

But Qiu Xiaoman looked so aggrieved with teary eyes, he looked very sad, it didn't look like he was willing to be with him.

Mu Yijing suppressed his emotions and asked carefully: "Xiaoman, why do you force yourself? If you don't love, you don't love, and if you don't want to be together, I won't force you. What do you mean? Sympathize with me, give me alms?"

Qiu Xiaoman sniffed, wiped away the tears from his eyes, and said pretending to be strong: "I didn't force myself, if it were any other man, no matter how rich, powerful, or handsome he is, I wouldn't do it." This kind of thing, but this man is you. Brother Jing, because it's you, I think I can do it. "

The more Mu Yijing listened, the more confused he became.

If you love him, stay with him.

If you don't love, just say no.

What do you mean just because it is him?

"Xiaoman, what are you talking about?" Mu Yijing became more and more confused as he listened.

Qiu Xiaoman plucked up the courage to explain her thoughts: "I am willing to be your mistress, I am willing to sleep with you until you meet the woman you like, until you get married. But let me explain first, I am not a mistress .”

Mu Yijing's eyes darkened, and his whole face turned black. He put Qiu Xiaoman down, took a step back, away from Qiu Xiaoman, and asked angrily: "Who do you think I am, Mu Yijing? As a lover ? Sleep with me?"

Qiu Xiaoman was stunned by his sudden anger, so nervous that he was at a loss, and looked at him timidly.

The more Mu Yijing thought about it, the more his heart ached. He gasped and stepped back, brushing his short hair with his hands, feeling a splitting headache and pain in his internal organs.

Mu Yijing retreated to the edge of the bed and sat down. He supported his knees on his elbows and bent over to support his head.

He couldn't figure out what Qiu Xiaoman was thinking.

Why spoil yourself to hurt his feelings.

Qiu Xiaoman panicked. Seeing Mu Yijing's lonely shoulders drooping, his aura became more and more depressed. The way he hugged his head looked very painful.

Qiu Xiaoman walked over worriedly, "Brother Jing, what's wrong with you?"

Mu Yijing remained silent.

Qiu Xiaoman was very worried.

She brought Mu Yijing here today to make him happy, not to make him feel bad.

Qiu Xiaoman squatted down in front of him, touched his arm with both hands, and asked cautiously: "Brother Jing, what's wrong with you?"

Mu Yijing straightened up slowly, the moment he looked at Qiu Xiaoman.

Qiu Xiaoman saw that his eye sockets were red and moist.

She felt a dull pain in her heart, and touched his arm at a loss, anxiously asking, "What's wrong with you? Why are you sad?"

Mu Yijing held Qiu Xiaoman's wrist in pain, and pulled her to stand up.

The man's cold and stern aura was as cold as an ice cellar, which scared Qiu Xiaoman into a panic, and looked at him nervously.

He reprimanded word by word: "Qiu Xiaoman, you can tell me if you are short of money. Why do you spoil yourself in this way? You have done such despicable things before, right?

Qiu Xiaoman put down his ego to cater to him, but now he has been scolded as a lowly thing before?

At this moment, Qiu Xiaoman's heart ached like a knife, and the tears of grievance could no longer hold back from overflowing his eyes.

She shook off Mu Yijing's hand, choked with sobs and asked angrily, "Since you know that this kind of thing is despicable, why do you still have such thoughts about me? Since you know that this will insult me, why do you still make such a request to me? "

"I have never done this kind of thing before, because I, Qiu Xiaoman, would rather starve to death than sell my body. But you are Mu Yijing, and you are my favorite brother. If you make such a request to me, you What should I do? I rejected you, and I even broke up with you for many years, but after I found out that you were sick, I am very afraid of losing you now. "

"My request to you?" Mu Yijing was taken aback.

Qiu Xiaoman choked up and said: "You said it, you don't want to have a relationship with me, you just want to sleep with me, isn't this what others call friends with benefits? To put it mildly, it's a lover."

Mu Yijing: "When did I ever tell you such a thing?"

Seeing his blank face, Qiu Xiaoman was also speechless.

How many years have you forgotten?

Qiu Xiaoman took out his phone, opened the cloud disk, opened the chat history saved in the cloud disk, and handed it to Mu Yijing.

Mu Yijing took the phone, frowning and looking at the information on the screen, his face livid.

It was information seven years ago.

At that time, Qiu Xiaoman was only 18 years old and had not yet graduated from university. She was in school and he was in the army.

It was also at that time that Qiu Xiaoman blocked all his contact information.

Mu Yijing held the phone tightly, trembling slightly with anger, and explained in a dazed way: "I didn't send this message at all."