Team villains except me

The night is so cold.

Musa looked at the lively scene in the restaurant. She stared for a long time at Loretta who was chatting and laughing with Yalinxiu, and she felt that her limbs seemed to become especially light.

The various pressures that were weighing her down receded like the tide at this moment, and she almost wanted to transform into her original form and fly.

She rarely saw Loretta like this. Loretta's hatred for her was like ice water pouring into her bones. She could clearly feel the pain and she knew why Loretta hated her.

If she were Loretta, she would have long since rejected her mother who had made her so miserable. She first sensed Loretta's love, and then chose to love Loretta. She was not the mother that Loretta expected, and she did not expect herself to become a "mother".

There are too many injustices towards Loretta, and even her existence is a harm to Loretta.

In her memory, she seldom saw Loretta smile. Every time Loretta saw her, she was very tense. Loretta hated her.

She hated herself too.

Musa thought silently, and suddenly her throat felt itchy.

She suppressed a cough, once or twice, and finally everyone stopped and looked at her.

Valerie's expression didn't change. She stood up, walked to Musa, smiled and patted her.

"Is your old problem coming back again? Let's go home and take medicine."

Musa shook her head.

"It's okay. I just choked."

Valerie didn't move. She took a sip of the soup in front of Musa and shook her head.

"No wonder you choked after adding so much pepper. Let me get you some water."

The process was extremely smooth, but Yalinxiu looked at Loretta's palm, which was pinched with red marks, and her eyes drooped slightly.

It held Loretta's hand gently, waiting for the rapid beating of her heart to return to normal.

"what happened?"

"They shouldn't have come out to eat. They have a lot of secret codes between them. Those codes are always changing... Anyway, nothing is happening now."

Loretta's voice was so low that it sounded like a gasp. She looked at Musa secretly until Musa calmly stopped coughing. Valerie returned to her seat and continued to pester Fiana and ask her some questions that bothered her.

Loretta relaxed. She realized that Yalinxiu was holding her hand. Such intimacy made her uncomfortable, and she moved, trying to casually shake off Yalinxiu's hand, but Yalinxiu let her go the moment she raised her hand.

Before the warmth disappeared, Loretta subconsciously held Yalinxiu's hand back.

Yalinxiu was puzzled for a moment, but she let Loretta hold it. She didn't ask anything, but it made Loretta feel uncomfortable.

She was very curious about Yalinxiu, and she was eager to know what Yalinxiu had experienced, but Yalinxiu did not treat her like that. Of course, she knew that this might be a kind of politeness, but she still didn't like it.

The way she treated Yalinxiu was the way she wanted to be treated. She didn't know how to get along with friends yet. She restrained her temper, but she was still uncomfortable.

"I don't want to hold your hand."

Loretta said dryly, but still didn't let go.

Arlinxiu nodded and used her free hand to scoop a spoonful of pudding for Dooku.

"I know you don't like physical contact."

Loretta pursed her lips and turned her head to look at Yalinxiu.

"Then why are you holding my hand?"

"Because you looked very panicked and uneasy just now. When I'm like this, Irene and the others will hug me, but I think you don't like hugs."

"No! ... I mean, I don't know."

Loretta's voice was like a frozen creek, with a faint current sloshing beneath the ice, but it was unable to break it.

"Valerie wouldn't hug me. She wanted me to be as brave as Musa, and she didn't want me to rely on anyone. My father, he always had his lover in his arms. Musa didn't dare to hug me. The first time she hugged me, she was attacked. When she hugged me, my back was wet, it was the blood she vomited.

Hugs are cold. ”

Loretta slowly let go of Yalinxiu's hand. Her lifeless eyes stared at Musa.

"I hate physical contact."

"Is it easier to persuade myself to hate her than to accept my true desires?"

Yalinxiu held Loretta's hand again.

"Is it hate, or fear because you can't get it often, or fear of craving it?"

Yalinxiu also looked at Teacher Musa. It felt that Loretta and Teacher Musa were like an eagle in some ways - because they were mother and daughter, their blood and spirit, including spine and emotions, were all connected together.

"Loretta."

Yalinxiu took her hand and walked towards Teacher Musa.

Loretta kept backing away.

"what are you doing?"

"I am forcing you. This is not your own wish, and Teacher Musa would not think so.

Loretta, there is a plate of mille-feuille next to Teacher Musa's left hand, can you bring it to me?"

Loretta looked up at it with some irritation.

"What are you talking about? Why didn't you go get it when it was so close? I didn't want to go near her."

"Yalinxiu, what are you going to do?"

The minor dispute finally attracted the attention of the succubus. He was the closest and heard all the conversations.

Loretta faced Elliott for the first time. She was also against all males, so she never paid attention to these scholars. She gasped and looked at that perfect face, and was shocked to the point of losing her voice.

Yalinxiu patted Elliott and asked Loretta again.

"Can you help me get that mille-feuille?"

Loretta nodded blankly, and as she walked over, something on the ground tripped her. She instantly lost her balance and was about to collide with the ground.

Before she realized what Yalinxiu had done, she fell into a not-so-soft embrace.

A familiar smell surrounded her. It was not perfume, nor food, but a cold feeling, but she subconsciously let her guard down and let herself indulge.

"…Loretta, are you okay?"

Musa's voice.

Loretta raised her head suddenly, then struggled out of Musa's arms. She sullenly slapped her clothes.

"It's okay. I'll help Yalinxiu get the Thousand Layer Pagoda."

Although she said that, Loretta pulled away Yalinxiu who was smiling beside Elliott.

Loretta seemed angry. She complained for a long time that Yalinxiu's request was very willful and she almost fell down...but she didn't ask what tripped her.

Loretta took Yalinxiu's hand, shook it twice, and then began to eat seriously.

After a while, Loretta put down her knife and fork and looked at the food in front of her for a long time.

Finally, she looked at Yalinxiu and kept looking at her until she turned her head to the side.

"What's wrong, Loretta?"

Loretta hesitated. She turned away and spoke in a thin voice.

"Um, Thousand Layer Pagoda, do you still want to eat it?"