step by step addiction

At two o'clock in the morning, Ji Yunsu tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep.

Before going to bed, she looked at her mobile phone. There were more than a dozen missed calls and more than [-] messages. She endured and didn't read any of them.

Even if she refuted Wei Hong's words on the spot, she still couldn't help thinking about it when she was alone.

Ji Yunsu sighed several times, and finally sat up.This kind of anxiety of wanting to sleep but not being able to sleep is like walking barefoot on the asphalt under the high temperature of [-] degrees at noon in July, and every pore in my body is screaming and uncomfortable.

She stayed in a daze for two seconds, then touched the phone unconsciously, and opened it.

There are still 23 unread messages in the chat software, and the most recent one was sent at twelve o'clock in the morning. Ji Yunsu hesitated for a while, but still couldn't hold back.

Just take a look, she won't do anything, she won't be shaken, just...see what messages he will send.

"Where are you"

"Inconvenient to answer the phone?"

"you left"

"Come back, I'll wait for you"

"What do you want to eat, I will buy it"

"Where are you"

"I'll wait for you, come back quickly"

...

"I'm waiting for you"

The more Ji Yunsu looked at her nose, the more sour her nose became, and the impulse in her heart almost crushed her.

That man is waiting for her, no matter whether he loves her or not, but at this moment, he is waiting for her.

Did he sleep?Did you have a good meal?Did he wait until he was disappointed?Did she miss her chance to catch him?Has he already taken comfort from others?

No, you can't.

He is a high-ranking prosecutor, and you are just an ordinary junior lawyer; he has a lot of money, and you even owe him more than 200 million; he has fallen into a whirlpool of public opinion because of you, and you can't give up your lawyer status for him.

All of Ji Yunsu's brain cells were agitating, like a tug-of-war between pros and cons, one side was pulling her, wanting to see him; the other was pulling her hard, forcing her to give up.

She stood at the window and looked out.

The night wind in winter is very cold, and the humidity is heavier. The cold air is mixed with small particles of wind and snow, and it is icy and cold on the face.

This year, it is colder than usual.

Ji Yunsu's hands and feet were stiff from the cold, and he suddenly remembered how seriously he taught himself the acupuncture points on the soles of his feet this afternoon.

She was heartbroken, and was dazed for a long time, but in the end she still didn't have the courage to meet him.

She was afraid that she would chase after him desperately in the middle of the night, but it turned out to be wishful thinking; she was afraid that he would send her those messages only because of memory problems; she was even more afraid of choosing between her and him.

Ji Yunsu stood by the window for a long time, it was pitch black outside, as if a huge black hole was about to engulf her, she didn't see anything, but she didn't want to take a step away.

"I'm waiting for you"

He said this before. That time, he waited outside the community until two o'clock in the morning until she went down.

If he hadn't seen the news at that time and hadn't gone down to find him, would he have been waiting there?

What kind of mood was he waiting for at that time?

If you don't wait for her in the end, will you be disappointed with her?

Will he...will wait outside the compound now?It's just a partial memory problem, maybe remember her place?

Why did he remember her as his wife?In his heart, what kind of existence is he?

There's also the matter of background modification.After hearing Wei Hong's words in the afternoon, she went to investigate, and it turned out to be clean. The messy things about Ji Pingchang and Ji Yan had nothing to do with her.

Why did he do this?Is it because she dislikes her unclean background?Or just want to help her?

A gust of cold wind blew in from the window, waking up Ji Yunsu's chaotic brain for a moment.

She looked at the time, it was past three o'clock.

This is the case at night. If you can't sleep, you will be occupied by various thoughts.

At three o'clock in the morning, even if she wanted to, she didn't have the guts to look for him.

Ji Yunsu forced himself to lie down again, with white noise playing beside his pillow, probably because he was really sleepy, but fell asleep quickly this time.

After sleeping until 08:30, Ji Yunsu got up.

My mother is busy in the kitchen. The online store was ready yesterday. She discussed with her mother to open the store in the morning to see if there will be an order at noon.

If there are not too many, the remaining meals will be released to sell boxed lunches. She has already inquired before that some buildings allow small vendors to enter, as long as they provide corresponding health and hygiene certificates.

"Mom, I opened the store." She put the notebook and printer in the living room, "I also turned on the sound, so that there will be reminders when there are orders."

Tao Guihong was a little excited, but also worried, "I know if anyone has ordered it. If no one orders it, I can only sell it in the office building."

"Take your time, it's normal that there are few people in the beginning." Ji Yunsu said a word of relief, feeling a little flustered as if his heart was being pulled by a thread.

"You have breakfast in the pot." Tao Guihong pointed to an aluminum pot.

Ji Yunsu put two eggs in his pocket, "I'm going down to buy something."

......

From the moment she left the room, Ji Yunsu's heart began to beat wildly. She knew that maybe she was thinking too much, or maybe she was harboring unrealistic ideas, but she still wanted to know the answer urgently.

The cold air in the early morning was more intense. Taking a slight breath, even the nasal cavity was cut and hurt, and it was like ice skates were stuck to the face. The cold wind was blowing, and the eyes could not be opened.

Ji Yunsu was anxious, but in fact it was like going downstairs to buy soy sauce. Her steps were very slow, and the closer she got to the gate of the community, the slower her movements became. She even wanted to turn her head back when she reached the end.

Does it make sense?It's impossible for him to come, who would wait here, he likes to be affectionate so much, is it because his self-esteem is not broken enough?

Ji Yunsu scolded himself in his heart, but his feet seemed to be frozen, unable to walk.

She didn't have the courage to move forward, nor was she willing to retreat, so she stood in the cold wind for several minutes before she made up her mind.

That's all, just to take a look, you have to die to understand, right? She just wants to give an answer in her heart. If she is really passionate, then absolutely, never have any nostalgia for him again.

After Ji Yunsu made up his mind, he quickened his movements, and soon came to the gate of the community, and while walking towards a supermarket, he secretly looked at the surrounding road.

Although it is outside the community, there are still many vehicles passing by because it is the morning rush hour for work. Ji Yunsu has been looking across the road.

No, I don’t have a familiar car, hehe, you are really ridiculous, knowing that it’s impossible, but you still have to come down with that ridiculous idea to confirm, probably your head was really kicked by a donkey.

While mocking and cursing herself, she withdrew her gaze, but in the next second, her feet stopped abruptly, and she stared blankly ahead.

The man was leaning against the car door, his long black coat made him look a bit dark, as if he wanted to blend in with the car, and against the background of the gray sky, he looked lonely and cool.

There was a layer of white snow on his shoulders, his face became paler in the black clothes, which made the black and blue under his eyes stand out, and the bandages on his head were scattered, as if to break out of the cold picture.

Ji Yunsu's heart ached, and tears rolled down his face.

This man made her feel bad.