step by step addiction

The moment he raised his head, when he met Ji Yunsu's eyes, it was as if a ray of sunshine suddenly appeared on that dull face, melting the ice and snow in his eyes.

He finally broke into a smile, which was different from every time in the past, without restraint, without depression, it was the kind of pure joy that finally came after waiting so stubbornly that he didn't realize it.

The child who sat in the living room all night, blending into the darkness, finally at dawn, waited for the sunlight to come through the window, waited for the crowds, and filled the room that was so empty that he was afraid.

He likes to wait in the dark, because no matter how long it takes, the dawn will surely come.

Zhuang Yan stretched his waist, stood up straight, took big steps, and walked towards Ji Yunsu step by step.

Ji Yunsu couldn't control his sore nose, tears were shining in his eyes, he didn't know where he came from, and he felt distressed from the bottom of his heart.

Is it because she is pregnant, why she is so easy to soften her heart, why she sees so many real problems, but still wants to give him warmth after seeing his haggard face.

She suppressed the emotions that were about to overflow, frowned tightly, and asked bluntly, "Why are you here?"

"Wait for you."

Ji Yunsu's heart skipped a beat.

Although she also thought about it, but when she heard such words from his mouth clearly, the sweet juice of joy still leaked out drop by drop from the tip of her heart, sweet to her limbs.

She looked up at him sullenly, "Why are you waiting for me?"

"I want to see you." Zhuang Yan took another step forward, so close that he could clearly see his reflection reflected in her pupils.

Ji Yunsu felt more and more bored, happy and bored, angry and laughing at the same time.

"I have already said that I am not your wife."

Zhuang Yan lowered his eyes and looked at her quietly, his tone was very low, as if wet by the cold morning, with a little hoarseness, but it was thick enough to make one's heart palpitate.

"In my memory, you are my closest person. Can I...can I call you Yun'er?"

His eyes, full-bodied but clear, were like washed glass, shining with the twilight of the morning sun, dazzling and charming.

Ji Yunsu lowered his eyes after just one glance, and looked at the supermarket ahead, "I'm going shopping."

"I'll wait for you." Zhuang Yan turned to face the direction of the supermarket.

Ji Yunsu pursed his lips, didn't speak any more, walked quickly into the supermarket, bought a bottle of soy sauce, and came out in a hurry.

He didn't even change the position of his feet.

I have never seen anyone wait so stupidly.

She walked over and said depressedly: "You have been waiting here last night? Why didn't you go back, have you forgotten where your home is?"

He obviously lives next door and is still waiting here. If it wasn't for his poorness, she really wanted to suspect that he did it on purpose, just to make her feel bad.

Zhuang Yan controlled his pace and walked side by side with her, with a calm expression, "It's nothing, I'm very good at waiting."

Ji Yunsu's heart tightened again.

That didn't sound like it made her feel any better.

As if hearing the voice in her heart, Zhuang Yan explained again: "Wait in the corridor, I'm afraid I'll scare you."

Ji Yunsu bit his lip, and asked in a muffled voice, "Do you want to go up for breakfast?"

Zhuang Yan smiled, "Okay."

Ji Yunsu walked a few steps, and suddenly remembered something again, and turned to stare at him, "Aren't you still injured and hospitalized? Forget it, you go back to the hospital, and you need an infusion in the morning."

In fact, she also has to go to the hospital, and she was prescribed liquid for three days, and today is the third day.It's funny to say, I was kidnapped from the hospital yesterday, but I still have to continue my life today.

Zhuang Yan's face immediately darkened, his whole body seemed to be disheartened, and his expression was wan.

Ji Yunsu frowned for a few seconds, and finally compromised.

"Forget it, you go up to have breakfast."

He has a family doctor, at worst, call Cheng Zhao and it should be arranged.

The color on Zhuang Yan's face returned, and he followed her into the neighborhood.

......

It only took about 50 minutes for Ji Yunsu to come down, but as soon as he entered the door, his mother happily told her that she had more than [-] orders.

Because the reservation function is enabled, you can order meals in advance.

It's only 09:30, and these office workers are already thinking about what to have for lunch?

Ji Yunsu was secretly surprised, but she didn't expect this number, so she was very happy, and even the awkward feeling towards the people behind her was gone.

After Tao Guihong finished speaking, she also saw the person standing behind her, his expression didn't change, he was still smiling, as if he was familiar with each other every day.

"Did you have breakfast? Didn't eat it, come and have breakfast. Today I steamed pork buns with sauce and whipped walnut and peanut milk."

Seeing that his mother didn't ask any more questions, Ji Yunsu couldn't even see any expression of curiosity and surprise, so the uneasiness in his heart finally dissipated.

She was afraid of being questioned by her mother.

During the meal, order messages came from the notebook from time to time, and the printer also spit out a long string of order papers.

Tao Guihong poured a pot of fried tomato scrambled eggs into the insulated aluminum basin, grinning from ear to ear, "It's so convenient now, you only need to order food on your mobile phone, and it will be delivered on time. Most of the young people nowadays Eat takeout."

"Almost. To go to work, to commute, many people simply don't have the time and energy to cook."

She used to do food delivery to continue her life. For the medical expenses of her mother, in the year she just graduated, she did not get off work almost every day after ten o'clock. Consulting, even in the middle of the night, she can get up to see clients.

It's been a long time, to be precise, she has never been so relaxed as she is now.

Studying hard, working hard, and living hard, even in the most relaxed university in the eyes of most people, she is as tense and busy as preparing for the third year of high school.

She is used to being busy, partly because of her mother's influence. In her memory, her mother always worked from dawn to dusk, as if she never had a break.

She has also developed such a habit that once she rests, she will feel flustered.

So how could she be a housewife with peace of mind like this.

In court, she and he are opposing positions;

Legally, if she maintains a special relationship with him, she cannot act as a lawyer in the same province.

It was also not an easy decision for her to go to other provinces to start over.

What's more, even if she is willing to sacrifice, it will be in a different place at that time. As long as he is in office and she is in office, this situation will continue until the two of them retire.

This is simply not possible.

Ji Yunsu gnawed on the steamed stuffed bun silently, not even realizing that he had thought far, far away, let alone noticing the expression on his face, as he was so depressed that he could not see a glimmer of hope.

She didn't want to, nor was she qualified to ask him to give up his own future, nor was she willing to give up his own future.

There is no hope for the two of them.