You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

The collapse of an organization actually started when Xia Liuguang was rescued by Song Ni's lover five years ago.

Without her, there would be no current story, let alone Xia Enxing and others who worked hard to expose J. Maybe J would still do evil, not just in this country, but even extend his evil claws to other countries, and there will be More innocent people suffer.

In a way, this dedicated woman has completed her own redemption.

From an organization where "betrayal does not exist", she went against her anti-social nature and tried to believe in the beauty and sincerity of love.

Even if the outcome is, there will be no recovery.

After listening to Song Ni's story, Xia Enxing felt cold sweat all over her body, as if her long-held belief had been subverted. She had no way to accuse Song Ni's lover of being good or bad.

Because she is from Organization J.

And precisely because of this, she saved people who had been harmed by J.

It turns out... can a good person and a bad person exist in the same person at the same time?

Xia Enxing's eyes were dazed for a moment, as if he was asking another person through Song Ni, "Song Ni, when you first came into contact with this woman, what was she like...?"

"she?"

When Song Ni talked about the dead woman, her expression became lively, "She was a person who had been unhappy in her family since she was a child. Her father beat her mother, and her mother would beat herself. She was the one at the bottom of the biological chain of the family. In the past, she had a puppy as a companion, but later because the puppy barked a few times in the middle of the night, her parents thought it was noisy, so they beat the dog to death in front of her, and ate dog meat the next day. This caused indelible damage to her young mind, and from then on there was no more 'trust' and 'love' in her soul."

Witnessing his only friend being beaten to death by his elders... how much of a blow would it be to a child to see blood and flesh flying everywhere?

Xia Enxing sounded very worried. She could only speak intermittently, "Then...then what?"

"Her parents didn't care about her. She went to junior high school but didn't finish it because her parents thought studying was useless. When she turned 18, they wanted to sell her to a man in the same village who couldn't find a wife."

When Song Ni said this, her fingers subconsciously tightened, "The day she was forcibly kidnapped and sold to that man, she killed someone."

Killed.

This was the first time Xia Enxing heard the words "killed" and felt so happy.

"She killed the man and escaped. Of course, someone must have called the police afterwards. Because it was so long ago, she could not be caught at the scene. She became a fugitive and the police also had a file on her. .”

It was precisely because of the file that J's minions found her. Because they are specifically looking for criminals, and criminals are their kind.

At that time, Ji Ying was also 18 years old. He found her and said he could help her.

The woman glanced at Ji Ying and said she had killed someone.

Ji Ying said that it was this society's fault, they turned you into a murderer. Join us and kill them all.

all killed.

The woman walked in the direction of Ji Ying without looking back. She had no expectations for anyone, and she couldn't avoid human nature, so J's appearance was just right.

She now hates everyone, hates everyone who makes her suffer, and hates everyone who is happier than her.

So in J, she became a leader and won everyone's trust. Only then did she realize that everyone in J had been betrayed and hurt to some extent, so everyone got together. There was no way to explain Exit the past.

Their hearts have long been eroded by darkness, and they vow to turn the world into purgatory, a tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye.

"So when I discovered her true sexual orientation and got close to her, she even had doubts. She asked me why I knew she liked women."

Song Ni fell into memories, recalling the shocked, confused and panicked expression on that woman's face at that time, as if the most vulnerable part of a murderer's heart had been exposed unexpectedly.

"I said that because I know how a woman who has been harmed by a man and killed a man can still like a man."

After Song Ni said this, there were two lines of tears in her eyes, "I am also betting, Xia Enxing, I am betting. In fact, she has always hated men and feared men. I didn't expect that I was right."

Song Ni uncovered her scars and lived in the broken heart of the female murderer.

In the days that followed, she used her superb acting skills to deceive the female murderer into a life-or-death situation, which made her feel what love is, gain a sense of security, and even... humanity and kindness.

Song Ni has also been numbing herself. She told herself that she was killing a murderer and did not need to feel guilty.

But Song Ni, every time you look at her innocent, child-like eyes, can you really remember that she once killed someone with tears in her eyes?

Everything from now on is just like what Song Ni said before. Xia Enxing let out a sigh of relief after listening to the whole story, "Now that J's sins have been made public, everyone will definitely know his existence and will have more power." I’ll catch J with you.”

"Song Ni, I didn't expect this story. It makes me very sad. I really want to ask you, have you ever forgiven her for killing someone from the bottom of your heart?"

Song Ni was stunned.

It's as if the whole person's soul has been sucked out.

Xia Enxing's question was about the inner demons that she had not dared to face for so many years.

The people in J have indeed been hurt, but they have turned their hurt into hatred towards society, to the point of hurting others, which is absolutely unforgivable.

Just because you have been hurt before is not a reason for you to hurt other innocent people.

Everyone in J is no longer innocent.

So Song Ni, have you ever forgiven that female murderer for a second without any control?

Song Ni stood there, silent for a long time, and then said slowly and hoarsely, "I have wanted to forgive you for a long time."

I want to forgive a thousand and ten thousand times.

He even wanted to stop and deceive her.

Intellectually he knew she deserved to die, but emotionally he wanted to forgive her crazily.

"I can't forgive you, I'm not qualified..."

Song Ni's tears fell again, "But I really want to forgive her, Xia Enxing, I no longer have this chance. She is also dead, she deserves it, she deserves to die, but..."

So much but what's the use.

When Xia Enxing heard Song Ni's answer, it was as if there was someone on the other side of the world who answered her.

Xia Enxing is also afraid that one day, someone will ask her, Xia Enxing, when Lu Cangye helped you kill Xia Ruliu and blocked the gun for you, did you ever think about forgiving him for a second?

******

Song Ni stayed with Xia Enxing in the ward for a long time that day. The two also discussed a lot about the follow-up pursuit of Ji Ying. Until night, Xia Enxing watched Song Ni leave, and Xiao Ang spoke again, which suddenly reminded her There is another person in the ward.

His voice was cold, "You asked about everyone's safety, but you missed one person."

Xia Enxing's fingers clenched tightly.

"Lu Cangye."

Xiao Ang turned his face to look at her, with a pair of slender and handsome eyes on his fair face, "Don't you care about him? He took the bullet for you."

Xia Enxing said, "It should be blocked."

"That's true."

Xiao Ang took off his mask, grinned, raised his phone and said, "I just sent him a message, he will come to you in a while."

Xia Enxing was shocked, "He's not dead? No...how did you get in touch?"

Hasn't Xiao Ang always been at odds with Lu Cangye?

How come... it seems like we have become good brothers?

"There are some things that I can't tell you directly."

Xiao Ang stood up and stretched, "He's at the door. I'll pick him up. I'll give the room to you two later, so call me."

After saying this, Xiao Ang walked out by himself. Xia Enxing hadn't recovered until a familiar figure appeared at the door, but when he walked in with a slight stagger, Xia Enxing's heart suddenly began to beat wildly. .

"Lu Cangye..."

Xia Enxing said subconsciously, "Stay away from me, you murderer..."

Lu Cangye stood stiff at the door, then walked in and closed the door, lowering his voice and saying, "Are you unhappy that I'm not dead?"

"Yes."

Xia Enxing replied quickly and deliberately, "Why did you come to me?"

"Is there anything you want to say to me?"

"Oh, then I asked, why didn't you die?"

Xia Enxing's words were particularly heartbreaking, and Lu Cangye stiffened again.

Then he unzipped his jacket and "put on a body armor."

"..." Good guy, he's quite smart.

This shows that he has already thought that this scene will happen.

"So you did it on purpose."

"Yeah." Lu Cangye nodded and stood at the door and said, "I don't want to die yet, Xia Enxing. I'm afraid it would be too boring for you to be alone in the world without revenge."

Xia Enxing's heart trembled suddenly.

"At that time, you dragged me outside with chains and publicly humiliated me..." Xia Enxing's voice suddenly trembled, "It was because you knew that I had a tiny camera behind my ear, and you asked me to cover the entire J's club. Record it once and make it public, right?"

Lu Cangye's slender eyelashes trembled.

"Really! Lu Cangye!"

Xia Enxing suddenly became excited and even raised his voice, "Including you putting a chain on me!"

That chain became a life-saving straw in the final chaos. She was held tightly in Lu Cangye's hand, and she couldn't go anywhere, and no one else could take her away.

Because her life was locked in his hands.

"And you killed Xia Ruliu on purpose! You just wanted everyone to see it!"

At the end of Xia Enxing's words, she felt as if her heart was spasming. How could she not understand?

Lu Cangye, how could I not understand?

"In this way, you will never be forgiven or vindicated. You are afraid that after what you have done for me at the last moment, I will be soft-hearted, afraid that I will forgive you, and afraid that I... will be scolded by the world for not living up to expectations."

After Lu Cangye became a murderer, he could no longer be cleansed.

"I hate you so much..." Xia Enxing sat there, tears gradually overflowing from his eyes, "How could you plan such a cruel plan and exclude all my emotions..."