You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

When Gu Lichuan and I arrived at the East Mansion, as soon as we pushed the door open, smoke came out. The smell made me squint my eyes. Someone inside shouted, "Ah Gu is here with his girlfriend."

I vaguely heard someone calling out "Xiao Li". At that moment, I couldn't help but look up. When I looked up, I saw Xiao Li squinting his eyes in the smoke and said to me, "Hey, Xiao Yan."

The heart counts down and the blood flows backwards.

I felt like a carbonated drink with the tap suddenly opened. All the cells in my body expanded and boiled violently at that moment. His name flowed back into my heart and then quickly cooled down.

I said, "Good evening, Brother Xiao."

Xiao Li responded, holding a bottle of cream gun in his hand. Bullets rolled all over the ground at his feet. The silver metal bullets flashed with a cold luster, just like his eyes.

Xiao Li glanced at Gu Lichuan behind me, then curled his lips and smiled, revealing a pair of fangs. At first glance, he looked very similar to a startling boy I met when I was a child.

He didn't know whether he was really drunk or not, but said, "Xiao Yan, come here and give me a hug."

In one sentence, both I and Gu Lichuan behind me changed our expressions.

Xiao Li stretched out his hand towards me. Seeing that I was not coming, he simply put down his legs and walked towards me, step by step. He didn't stop until he was in front of me.

He came close to me, hugged me in his arms, and quickly let me go, saying, "Long time no see."

Greed breeds desire. I used all my strength to suppress the urge to hug him back. My friend next to me handed me a glass of wine and said, "He's beaten up. Ignore him. Do you want to sing?"

I just noticed that someone was playing music in the background, and it was a Cantonese song. The villa here in Donggongguan is independent, and there is a private KTV equipment on the basement floor. I don’t know who ordered the Cantonese song, but a drunk girl sang drunkenly, "Still talking about forever~ I didn’t expect it to be an excuse. I never expected that we would have to break up~"

What is the next sentence?

But my heart is still occupied by him every moment.

My eyes were sore. After Gu Lichuan took me to sit down, a few good friends gathered in a circle and came back to drink with us. The girl who sang the song stuffed the microphone into my hand and ran away to vomit. I held the microphone and skipped a part of the lyrics before continuing.

"Why is it only disappointment that fills my emptiness, there is no kiss goodbye this night."

Xiao Li, I have been your mistress for three years, and now I am your brother's girlfriend.

Gu Lichuan brought me here today to celebrate the return of one of their brothers, but I didn't expect that Xiao Li also came back early. He opened another box of cigarettes, and the person next to him knocked it away with a snap.

"You're so addicted, what will happen if you die?" The man said with a smile, "No one will pick up your body."

Xiao Li said in confusion with a smile, "Then just drop me off at the door of the bar. There will be a woman who will take me to a hotel."

"You are so wild. Mr. Xiao, I am so disrespectful." The other party asked me again, "What does Bo Yan say?"

I smiled and said I had quit, and Xiao Li asked again, "When did you quit?"

His words sounded like a check-up.

"Of course it was when you were not around. It's not like your wife cares so much. She lives a peaceful life with A-Gu." The man grabbed a handful of silver bullets and put them into the bottle. Xiao Li slumped in the sofa like a dandy, with his shirt cuffs undone. The back of his broad hand was resting on the sofa handle, and his fingers looked particularly beautiful.

I couldn't help but look at it a few more times, and felt pain again.

Halfway through drinking, I said I had a headache and wanted to sleep. Gu Lichuan received a call and said he had to go to pick up his mother from the airport and asked me to sleep in Dong Mansion that night.

The most numerous thing in Dong Mansion is the guest rooms. I walked up from the basement. The first floor was the living room. Going up the spiral staircase, there were rows of rooms. This independent Western-style villa was where the second-generation rich men and women in their circle used to hold parties and get-togethers.

Before Gu Lichuan left, he kissed my forehead and said good night. I covered the place where I was kissed as if it was burning. I watched him leave and stood at the door to get some fresh air.

"Go to sleep first. I'll call you for the poker game later." The activities are usually held on the basement floor of the villa. The owner walked up and took me to the guest room on the second floor. "Here, I picked the biggest one for you. First come, first served. Xiao Li usually sleeps there."

I smiled and said, "Thanks, I won't play poker. The plowshare is down there, right? I don't dare sit at the same table with the queen of gambling."

"Good night then. I'll call you for dinner tomorrow morning. We all sleep here."

I said okay, closed the door, took a shower, got into bed and closed my eyes.

In the middle of the night, I felt someone groping me. Just as I was about to struggle, I noticed a familiar scent.

Xiao Li said, "Why are you here?"

I propped myself up and sat up, "Jiang Lin arranged this for me..."

Xiao Li tore my clothes from behind. My body was shaking. "Xiao Li, are you crazy?"

Xiao Li smiled, without even stopping, "Just pretend to struggle for a few times, it's enough, if you act too much, it's over, Bo Yan."

I didn't say anything, but tears flowed silently. In the dark night, he turned on a desk lamp and looked me up and down.

When he came in, I even opened my legs on my own initiative.

Xiao Li bit my neck and laughed, "Boyan, I know that women like you can go to bed with anyone just by spreading your legs. Does Gu Lichuan like this position?

I choked up, "I didn't do it with him."

"Help me, is it interesting to say something that has zero credibility?" Xiao Li smiled, his canine teeth were particularly cute, but he licked the goose bumps on my body and bit them, "Bo Yan, you will still be the same in my eyes even if you get married."

Whenever you want to do it, just give us a call.

He didn't take my boyfriend seriously at all, he didn't care. I used to be his lover, he would go to bed with me when he wanted to, and when he didn't want to, we would call each other by code names when we met, and everything would be peaceful.

But the sad thing is that I love him who doesn't love me.

After finishing, Xiao Li lit a cigarette. He didn't turn on the light and just smoked in the dark. I stared at the sporadic fireworks in a daze.

Xiao Li suddenly asked me, "When did you start dating Gu Lichuan?"

I was silent, so he put out his cigarette with a click of the tongue, climbed onto the bed and pinched my chin.

"Although I've slept with Gu Lichuan, it's still tight after all." Xiao Li was also smiling in the dark. When he said such asshole words, he smiled even happier. "After all, I've missed the days of you being my fuck buddy for two years."

My heart suddenly ached, and I said, "Xiao Li, it's time for you to go."

Xiao Li looked at me, wondering whether to smile or not.

I said, "Gu Lichuan will be back in the evening."

"So?" Xiao Li simply lay down next to me, "You're here just in time. Show him this scene. He doesn't know how bad your foundation is, right?"

I clenched my fingers, and Xiao Li kissed me on the face like a lover, lowering his voice and speaking in an extremely ambiguous and tender manner, "Long time no see, it's just right that he's here, let him see how you helped him wear a green hat, and then give him three p's to congratulate him?"

My heart went cold, "Xiao Li, you forced me just now..."

"I think you're enjoying spreading your legs." Xiao Li started playing with his cell phone, looking quite comfortable. He wasn't afraid at all of what Gu Lichuan would think if he came back early and saw this scene.

I feel like my whole body is tense. The mistake has already happened, and I have to do everything I can to minimize it.

I used an almost pleading tone, "Xiao Li, Gu Lichuan is coming back, can you please leave?"

"Hey? What? If you have the guts and the ability, why don't you just not do it? Are you afraid of being discovered?" Xiao Li hooked my chin and smiled, "Don't worry, at least I, your slut, am here to accompany you. If something goes wrong, we will be a whore and a dog."

He likes this the most, dragging me to hell with him.

My eyes were red, but he couldn't see me in the dark. Xiao Li leaned leisurely against the head of the bed, and the moonlight poured in and shattered on him.

I closed my eyes, trying not to look at his naked appearance. It was like a slap in the face. I had been in a relationship with Gu Lichuan for two years, and I... cheated on him.

Xiao Li was browsing his Moments. He had blocked me a long time ago. I don’t know what he was thinking today. He released me from the WeChat black room in front of me. He narrowed his eyes and said, “Yan’er, if you want to come back, remember to find me. After all, we are old friends.”

Sometimes I really want to tear off his noble appearance to see how dirty he really is.

I said, "No need, I have already deleted you."

Xiao Li paused, then smiled wickedly, "Deleted?"

My fingers trembled, "Yeah."

"It would be meaningless if I deleted it."

The voice quickly became colder. Xiao Li turned over, put on a bathrobe and got off the bed. He turned on the wall lamp again. The light from the wall shone on his face, casting half a shadow.

When he smiled, I had the urge to rush over, hug him, and die in his arms.

Xiao Li turned his head, stared at me and said, "Good night."

I didn't say anything, and he just opened the door loudly, seemingly without caring what people outside would think if they saw him walking out of my room dressed like that.

I happened to meet the owner of this villa, Jiang Lin.

He looked Xiao Li up and down, "Why did Mr. Xiao come out like this?"

Xiao Li said nonchalantly, "You went to the wrong room." Then he opened the door opposite. Jiang Lin stared at him for a long time without saying a word.

I heard the door across the street close, and my heart started pounding. Jiang Lin knew I was in this room, would he notice anything? Would he tell Gu Lichuan?

I crawled into bed, and soon someone popped up a message for me.

It’s Xiao Li.

【Xiao Li: Deleted?】

If I delete him, even if he releases me from the little dark room, he won't be able to send me messages anymore.

I stared at the words in front of me in a daze, as if I had been slapped in the face again. I replied that I would delete it later.

[Xiao Li: That's great, show me your backbone. It's been two years, don't come at me whenever you see me.]

I said okay with tears in my eyes and didn't send another word.

My heart was trembling so much, as if it was being dug out. I stared at the screen of my phone for a long time, my hands were shaking, but I couldn't bring myself to delete it.

I thought to myself, maybe Xiao Li and I are really a match made in heaven, and I wanted to slap myself, but I felt that if Xiao Li slapped me once, I would probably go up to him and let him slap me a second time.

His cruelty is all made possible by my humiliation.

It was three o'clock in the morning when Gu Lichuan came back.

I was sleeping at that time, and suddenly I felt someone crawling into my bed, and running his fingers down my arm.

I woke up in a daze and met Gu Lichuan's pair of dark eyes.

"Why are you naked today?"

He looked at me in a hoarse voice, "Have you figured it out?"

I've been his girlfriend for two years, but I've never slept with him. Today, when he came home and saw me curled up naked in bed, his eyes seemed to light a fire.

I shuddered. When Xiao Li left earlier, I forgot to put my clothes back on. I was afraid that he would suspect me, so I could only say, "I took a shower and went to bed because I was tired."

Gu Lichuan got into bed, hugged me, buried his head in my hair and took a deep breath, "Boyan, will you give it to me today?"