You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

"I regret it!" I laughed wildly. I felt that I must look ridiculous now. Love and affection are all fake! In this colorful world, there has never been sincerity, and we don't deserve sincerity!

My sincerity was crushed by Xiao Li. He didn't want me, but he refused to let me go!

I was a little hysterical. Xiao Li stood there with a frown on his face. I realized that something might have happened to me before he came in. "Bo Yan, do you know about Gu Lichuan's situation?"

I looked up suddenly, met Xiao Li's eyes with tears in my eyes, and smiled suddenly.

Turns out he knew.

It turns out he knows everything.

He had known about the affair between Gu Lichuan and his stepmother for a long time, so he had no fear of me either. He was not even afraid because Gu Lichuan had already betrayed him first!

He openly had an affair with me but never told me. He smiled as he watched me suffer the torture and torment of my conscience between him and Gu Lichuan. Then, when I figured it out, he said lightly, "Get out."

I've never been so embarrassed before, not even two years ago.

His whole body was shaking. Xiao Li put one hand in his pocket and approached me, hunching his back. The man smiled at me and then said, "Bo Yan, why didn't I tell you? Because I disdain... You only deserve to be betrayed. What else do you deserve?"

Just a few words can be like a thousand arrows piercing your heart.

I covered my wound and smiled, Xiao Li, I underestimated your cruelty.

I have been rebellious all my life, and have encountered countless thorns. When I was young in the Bo family, what kind of cold eyes and ridicule did I not suffer? I could endure it with a heart of stone, but in front of Xiao Li, I was covered with wounds, but I still had to hand over the knife with my own hands.

Hurt me, let me feel pain.

I was laughing and crying like a madman, and Xiao Li just stood there. When I stopped crying, he asked, "Have you cried enough?"

I laughed, "What are you waiting for me here for?"

This is my home, it's time for him to go.

Xiao Li didn't say anything, but reached out to unbutton my shirt. I smiled, grabbed his hand and pulled it away, then grabbed the shirt on my body and pulled it hard. The next second, the buttons popped and the fabric tore. I said to Xiao Li, "It doesn't matter. I'm just your dog when you're in heat. It doesn't matter who you do it with. You want it now, right? I'll give it to you."

Xiao Li's eyes were filled with a thick fog that he had never seen before. He grabbed my neck tightly and asked me again, "It doesn't matter who you do it with."

I laughed happily, torturing him and myself even more. "Isn't it? I thought you thought so too."

"Ba Yan!"

This was the first time I saw Xiao Li so angry. He always used to smile, and with that smile he could make things happen. People said he was cruel, especially when he smiled.

But now, I saw Xiao Li's furious look in front of me. His eyes became more handsome and intimidating, as if there were countless daggers in his eyes, enough to torture me thousands of times.

If death happens to anyone, isn’t it death?

I grabbed my tattered clothes in a depressed state, convulsing and laughing non-stop. Xiao Li held me down with such force that I couldn't breathe.

"Bo Yan..." Xiao Li looked at me with eyes that looked at a lowly animal, "How can you be so shameless? Who did you do it with? Hmm? Gu Lichuan, Bo Zhuo, and that duck that day, is there anything else?"

I was getting more and more angry with him, "Yes, I have slept with all your brothers, and they all do a good job. Do you have any objection?"

"shameless!"

The four words that came out of his mouth sounded like a joke, but they pierced my heart.

I thought to myself, I have no shame. Who are you? Do you have any shame? If you had any shame, you wouldn't have turned me into a monster! If you had any shame, you should have let me go five years ago!

But I didn't say it. All the emotions were pressed deep in my heart, like roots running through my blood.

My love for Xiao Li in this life has become extremely paranoid. If I can't love him, I will hate him. If I can't hate him anymore, I will die. I will burn myself and disappear into ashes just to be by his side.

But he asked nothing from me.

Xiao Li held me down with force as if he was furious. His eyes were so sharp that I felt like my skin was being cut open by him piece by piece. My empty and filthy soul had nowhere to escape and was in agony.

He tore all my clothes to shreds. I was overwhelmed by the rage. I covered my stomach and gasped, "Xiao Li..."

He didn't listen and directly spread my legs apart. "Why, you want to act wronged again? Bo Yan, why else would you say you are a man of great means? Go make a debut, and no one in the entertainment industry can compare to you."

My whole body was shaking, and I said, "My stomach hurts..."

"so what?"

Xiao Li's cold hands pressed on my lower abdomen, and I screamed, "Let me go! Don't touch me!"

Xiao Li looked at me happily as I struggled like a trapped beast. He liked to see me being tortured to a point where I was worse than death, and he liked the pleasure of controlling me!

“No, Xiao Li…I really have a stomachache…” I had a bad feeling.

But Xiao Li came in regardless. I was in so much pain that my face turned pale and my forehead was covered in cold sweat. He noticed something was wrong with me and moved a few times before realizing that I was not acting.

——It was too late. My whole body was convulsing in pain. I said, "You..."

But before I could say the next word, I felt my lower abdomen twitch violently, and then something liquid flowed down, warm and hot...

I saw Xiao Li's pupils shrink a little, and then the liquid dripped onto our sofa. Xiao Li held my shoulders and asked, "Are you having your period?"

How many times do I have to deceive myself?

I smiled and said, "I haven't had my period this month."

A month after having sex with you, you didn't have your period and my period didn't come either.

Xiao Li paused, he felt the blood in his body surge up.

"You didn't take your medicine?" He held me down with his backhand. I found it quite ridiculous that when I encountered such a thing and was in so much pain, his first reaction was to ask whether I had taken any medicine.

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled hard, "Why are you in such a hurry? Maybe it's not yours?"

Xiao Li seemed to be slapped by my words and grabbed my shoulders tightly, "Who is it?"

But I no longer had any strength left, and I felt the sight in front of me turn black and white, and the next second, I fell into the end of the abyss.

I had a very long dream. In the dream, I vaguely heard someone calling me. He said, Boyan, Boyan.

I opened my eyes, but couldn't see the man's face clearly.

Who is living in the memories of my past.

"Everything will be fine, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you."

Although I couldn't even recognize the facial features of that blurry face, I felt that he was a very gentle man.

Died tenderly in my past years.

I suddenly woke up from my dream, opened my eyes, and met Xiao Li's eyes.

Xiao Li didn't say anything. Seeing that I woke up with a dazed look on my face, he thought I was possessed. He stretched out his hand and waved it up and down in front of my eyes. I came to my senses and said a name, but it turned silent the moment I said it.

I…can’t pronounce the name of the man in my dream.

Even the awareness of that dream was slowly fading away.

I stared at Xiao Li blankly for a while. The man sat beside my bed. He still had that handsome face. He looked at me sideways and said something meaningless, "Awake?"

I immediately reached out and touched my belly, and Xiao Li said, "Nothing's wrong."

I was stunned. What does this mean by "nothing happened"?

"The baby is two weeks old, and the ultrasound can't even show it. It's still a small black dot." Xiao Li pinched his brows, "It all depends on your mood. If you want to abort it, I'll make an appointment for you."

He said everything directly, without giving me any time to think.

All the painful choices were placed on me alone.

I touched my belly and felt that God was so cruel.

Why did I have to get pregnant at this time?

Xiao Li asked me, "Do you know who the father of the child is?"

This question trampled on my fragile dignity, and I realized that there are such ways to humiliate people in this world. His understatement was heartbreaking.

I answered him with red eyes, "I don't know either."

Xiao Li grinned, and his tone was particularly light, "If this child was mine, I would consider taking him in."

That's right, this has always been in line with Xiao Li's character. He doesn't mind who I am, as long as the child is his. Having multiple illegitimate children for no reason, not even having to get married, continuing to be extravagant, and having a child is simply one of the three great joys in life for a scumbag - getting promoted, getting rich, and not having a wife.

I laughed so hard that tears came out, "What a shame, I really didn't know."

I know, but I won't tell you.

"Then you should think about it and calculate the date. After all, we've been friends for a while. If you can be sure that the baby is mine, I won't stop you if you want to have the baby. The child will be mine, and you can ask for the money."

This means that I should think carefully about who I have had relationships with and whether I can be sure whose child I am pregnant with... I clutched the quilt tightly and trembled, Xiao Li, I am still thinking about your money? What am I thinking about you for, don't you know!

As expected, Xiao Li seemed to see through those thoughts, "However, if you want me to marry you by threatening me with this child, then I'm sorry, you should just abort it."

He doesn't like getting married and doesn't know how to get married. Having more sons is naturally a good thing, but if this son becomes a handle for others to use against him, he will choose to abandon him.

Such a cruel and decisive person.

I lost everything.

From the moment I sat across from him, I knew there was no way I could win this game of chess.

I held my stomach and said, "Let me think about it."

To give birth or not to give birth.

Xiao Li said, "Okay. By the way, Gu Lichuan came to see you."

I was stunned, my face changed, and before I could say anything, Xiao Li smiled with his chin propped up. This scumbag looked particularly beautiful when he smiled, "He couldn't contact you, so he asked everyone in the group one by one. Jiang Lin said you were in the hospital, so he rushed over."

I clutched the quilt and laughed, "Come to find me? Shouldn't he stick with his mother?"

"You don't understand men."

Xiao Li came forward, touched my face with his cold fingertips, traced my lips, and said word by word, "Even if he loves someone else, you have been with him for two years. In these two years, he has regarded you as his property."

So if I disappeared for a while and left, Gu Lichuan would still have the illusion that he had lost something important.

In this case, I would like to ask Xiao Li, we were in cahoots with each other for three years, did he care about me at all?

But when I looked at Xiao Li's current appearance, I knew that it was impossible for him. He was that kind of ruthless person. If my presence affected his mood, he would tell me to get out.

So no matter how intense the lovemaking is, his eyes are always cold. Even if they are burning with madness, he still has the rationality to withdraw at any time and anywhere.

It makes people feel... cruel to the point of being a little too rational.

I didn't say anything, still leaning against the head of the bed, and after a long while I asked him, "Did he say anything when he came in to see me?"

Xiao Li was playing with his phone and answered me casually, "No."

Then he looked up from his phone, "Because he saw me sitting next to you."