After listening to my voice, the villain became addicted to the plot

At this time, Su Shen studied medicine for her, volunteered to enter the palace, and was willing to stay with Xu Jilin.

Su Shen is her life-saving straw.

Xu Jilin admitted that she had killed many people with Su Shen's help, but she had never regretted it.

There are overt and covert fights in the harem. If you want to survive, it all depends on your ability. If you die, you deserve it.

Su Shen persuaded her to stop, but she could no longer look back.

Ever since she entered the palace, she couldn't look back.

The sun had already risen very high when Su Shen came. Xu Jilin raised her head slightly and felt that the sun was extremely dazzling today, which made her unable to open her eyes.

When Xu Jilin saw Su Shen, she suddenly felt very cold, even though she had been sitting here all night and didn't even feel it.

Now it feels unbearably cold.

Su Shen was not wearing his royal doctor's clothes today. He was unusually wearing a blue gown and a cloak of the same color.

Su Shen was a few years older than Xu Jilin and had long passed the age of high-spiritedness. This outfit clearly seemed inappropriate.

Xu Jilin didn't think so. She looked at Su Shen walking towards her and nodded slightly, and said with a smile: "Why are you dressed like this today?"

Su Shen also smiled and did not explain.

Xu Jilin said: "It looks good. It looks better than always wearing black, which makes people unable to breathe."

Su Shen then said, "I've worn that outfit too much and it feels boring. Today it's a little fresher."

Su Shen stood not far away and looked at Xu Jilin, seemingly without the usual sadness at all.

The two looked at each other from a distance, but didn't speak for a long time.

Su Shen looked at Xu Jilin like this, and slowly smiled bigger.

Seeing Su Shen's expression, Xu Jilin couldn't help but ask, "Why are you so happy? Do you know what I asked you to do?"

Su Shen nodded honestly, "I know, but I'm glad because I haven't had the chance to see your empress like this for a long time."

Xu Jilin also suddenly realized that she and Su Shen hadn't talked as relaxedly as they did now for a long time.

When she met Su Shen before, she wanted Su Shen to do things for her.

Whether it's killing people or poisoning, there seems to be no time to even say a word about old times.

Although Xu Jilin had many things to ask Su Shen, why.

After seeing him, I felt like nothing was actually that important.

Xu Jilin didn't want to know anymore.

Su Shen continued: "I have been with the empress for so long that I don't know whether it is a few years or decades. It seems like yesterday that the empress entered the palace, but now, we are all old."

"But this is the first time that the empress has not told me who she wants me to attack when she meets me."

Xu Jilin couldn't help but laugh, "Am I so vicious in your heart?"

It was a joke, but there was no smile on Su Shen's face. He shook his head gently, "No, in my heart, the empress is still the eldest lady of the Xu family who is ignorant of the world."

Xu Jilin was stunned for a moment, and then quickly retorted, "How many years ago did the Xu family happen? Now the Xu family is the Duke's palace, and the eldest daughter of the Xu family is no longer me."

"Then did the empress get what she wanted?"

Su Shen looked at Xu Jilin and asked.

Will Xu Jilin get what she wants?

she does not know.

She told Su Shen before that she just wanted to protect herself in the palace, but in the end it gradually evolved into taking the initiative to attack other concubines for the sake of her family's glory.

But now that the Chinese government has a large number of troops and a single family, has Xu Jilin really stopped?

Xu Jilin faced Su Shen but didn't know how to explain.

She could give in to everyone and use a hundred excuses, but the person in front of her was Su Shen, and Xu Jilin couldn't deceive him.

Xu Jilin spoke in a panic, "No, Concubine Rong is different. She has already threatened An'er. As long as she dies, I promise."

Su Shen didn't wait for Xu Jilin to finish speaking. He took a few steps towards Xu Jilin. I don't know if it was because he had caught some wind and cold when he came. Su Shen's face was frighteningly pale.

Su Shen's body was not as straight as usual.

Su Shen took off his cloak and put it on Xu Jilin's body naturally.

The cloak still carried Su Shen's body temperature, and the temperature quickly climbed up on Xu Jilin's body, making Xu Jilin feel more comfortable.

Xu Jilin raised her hand and took Su Shen's hand on her shoulder. She looked up at Su Shen and said, "This time, help me again."

Su Shen smiled and held Xu Jilin's hand in his own, followed Xu Jilin's hand and sat next to Xu Jilin. The two of them were very close, as if they were cuddling together to keep warm.

Su Shen nodded.

Xu Jilin didn't know whether Su Shen agreed.

Su Shen did not reply clearly.

Su Shen leaned against Xu Jilin and didn't speak for a long time.

Just when Xu Jilin thought Su Shen would stop talking, Su Shen suddenly spoke, "It is actually my selfish intention to die in Shou'an Palace and next to you."

Xu Jilin was shocked when she heard Su Shen's words. She hurriedly put her arms around Su Shen's shoulders, only to see Su Shen leaning against her side. His face was as pale as paper, his lips were colorless, and his eyes were tightly closed. breathe.

Xu Jilin panicked and was about to call the imperial doctor, but Su Shen held her arm down.

"Don't worry, I resigned a few years ago. There is no one in my family. No one will know if I die. You just need to treat my body as if it were a little eunuch who died in the palace." , it won’t affect you.”

I don't know when, Xu Jilin's face was filled with tears.

She hadn't cried in a long time, and she had almost forgotten what it felt like to shed tears.

Tears were useless, Xu Jilin had already sworn not to cry again.

But after so many years, it turns out that heartache is always accompanied by tears.

Xu Jilin couldn't say anything while holding Su Shen, she could only shake her head.

Su Shen could no longer raise his hand to wipe Xu Jilin's tears.

Su Shenqiang supported himself and said: "After listening to your words for so many years, I have disobeyed you once."

"I won't cure your headache because I want you to stop, but I can't listen to your scolding anymore."

Xu Jilin said: "Yes, I am very angry. If you are not allowed to die, I will punish you. If you are not allowed to die, I will punish you."

Su Shen twitched the corner of his mouth, but he did not laugh after all, "I really want to help you until An'er ascends the throne, but I am too tired. I have killed so many people. I have to go to the underworld to atone for my sins first, and wait for you to finish everything you want." When my wish comes true, I will probably have atonement for my sins by then. If possible, I will wait for you so that it won’t be so difficult in the next life."

"The last thing I can help you is the spices on the flowers and plants in Concubine Rong's palace. They are highly poisonous. I tested the poison with my own body to ensure that Concubine Rong will never survive. I am the only one in the world who knows the antidote. I am dead. Then no one can save her."

While Su Shen was speaking, purple-black blood oozed from the corners of his mouth.

Xu Jilin said: "I don't want it anymore. I don't want anything anymore. You are not allowed to die."

Su Shen shook his head and said, "I can no longer help you put on your clothes or do things for you, but after being by your side for so long, I have no regrets in this life."

"I hope everything works out for you."