After listening to my voice, the villain became addicted to the plot

Xu Jilin held Su Shen's face with trembling hands. She wanted to say something.

She knew that regret was useless, so she never regretted anything she did, good or bad.

But today, she wanted to say that she regretted it.

After entering the palace for decades, she was always favored by the late emperor when he was still alive. Her favorite son Chu Huai'an was always the candidate for the crown prince. After the late emperor passed away, even if Chu Huai'an did not ascend the throne, Chu Chengye would never listen to the discipline of his six relatives. Qian is also her biological son, and she is still the most noble queen mother in the entire Southern Qi.

She has everything she needs to be pampered, and everything she needs to have family glory. Xu Jilin seems to have never lost anything.

When she wakes up from a dream in the middle of the night, she will also think of the simpler time in the Xu family. She is still the eldest daughter of the Xu family. She is loved by her parents, doted on by her brother, and has a close relationship with Su Shen. She should be the most beautiful girl in the world. happy.

Once he entered the palace, everything changed.

She was forced to leave her familiar relatives and playmates, go to a completely unfamiliar place, and share a husband with many women in the palace.

She didn't want to, and she didn't want to, but her entry into the palace was an exchange of interests, and she couldn't help it.

Xu Jilin had no choice but to join in this open and covert struggle for her own life. From then on, she never dared to reveal her true feelings easily again, and she only took advantage of them.

After staying in the palace for a long time, she had long been blinded by power. Xu Jilin forgot that this world was not only about use, but also about sincerity. Su Shen treated her sincerely.

He voluntarily entered the palace, abandoned his family rights, and only stayed by Xu Jilin's side throughout his life, only for her.

But now the only one who is sincere has been abandoned by himself.

Xu Jilin hugged Su Shen and cried silently. She didn't know how many tears she had.

Su Shen would help Xu Jilin repay all the grievances and injustices she had suffered over the years, but this time no one would put her thoughts first.

Xu Jilin suddenly felt so tired. She couldn't figure out what she had been doing all these years.

Fighting for power? She has obviously got everything, why is she still so tired?

Xu Jilin just hugged Su Shen and sat on the couch. The person in her arms had long since died.

Su Shen closed his eyes. Except for the blood spilling from the corner of his mouth, he looked more like he was asleep. He slept peacefully, as if he went to play by the river outside the city without telling his family when he was young. When he was tired, he lay down on the ground to rest.

Orioles fly and grass grows, everything is so simple and beautiful.

The sun seems to be as strong as today, and it is warm on the body. But today's sun has no temperature at all. It seems that the light is like a cold blade. Every inch of Xu Jilin's body that shines on it is filled with bone-eroding pain. .

Xu Jilin held Su Shen's face and talked to him as usual.

"That night, I was actually not drunk."

"I also have my own selfish motives."

"An'er is also your child. I was too selfish and didn't tell you. I only thought about finding a good way for our child, but I forgot about you."

"Don't worry, I will go find you when everything is over."

"This time, wait for me, wait for me again."

Su Shen's body was not just dismissed as a palace eunuch, as Su Shen said.

Xu Jilin transported Su Shen's body out of the palace and buried it properly by the river outside the city.

The place where they feel happiest.

Xu Jilin remembered that the place was very beautiful and she remembered it for many years.

It's a pity that time cannot be turned back, and the one you love can only live in the deepest part of your memory.

After Cheng Jin came out of Xu Jilin's palace, Xu Jilin really stayed at home as before, burning incense and worshiping Buddha in Shou'an Palace, and even Qu Wanxin did not leave Shou'an Palace.

Although he didn't know whether it was true or false, Cheng Jin was so happy that there was no trouble and he rested for many days in a row.

Cheng Jin found a time to let Jing'er meet his mother and brother. They didn't talk much when they met, they just cried and hugged each other.

Mrs. Jiang touched the long scar on Jing'er's face for a long time, and after thinking for a long time, she asked with a tearful voice: "Does it hurt?"

Jing'er just shook her head. Rather than being hurt, she was more glad to stay in Chunhe Palace and not do anything wrong.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the lantern festival in the capital is no ordinary bustle, and people from near and far will choose to join in the fun.

Cheng Jin chose this day to send Jiang and her son out of the capital. There were so many people and Xu Jilin couldn't help it.

After Cheng Jin thought about it, he went to find Chu Chengye to approve the note. The last time he hid something from Chu Chengye, Chu Chengye was secretly angry for a long time. Although he didn't say it directly in front of Cheng Jin, every word and deed he said was Show great concern.

The secret guards assigned to Cheng Jin previously only protected Chunhe Palace, so Chu Chengye found a few more skilled guards to follow Cheng Jin in the dark.

After Cheng Jin heard about it, he went to Chu Chengye's palace and shouted that he had no human rights.

"You follow me wherever I go. I don't have any freedom at all. If I don't agree, you remove the people."

"No!" Chu Chengye answered quickly and his tone was unquestionable.

"Isn't what you said with Pei Yu a few days ago a warning? Or do you really want to be with him?"

Chu Chengye couldn't speak. He put the book in his hand in front of him and blocked his face so that Cheng Jin wouldn't see his expression.

"If it doesn't work, it won't work. I am the emperor, and what I say is the imperial edict."

Cheng Jin unceremoniously opened the book that Chu Chengye had blocked in front of her. She bent down slightly and her eyes were level with Chu Chengye's.

"Then my dear Emperor, can you take back your fame?"

It was Cheng Jin's habitual term. Before she realized what happened, Chu Chengye suddenly stood up as if his tail had been stepped on. He turned his back to Cheng Jin, his ears were slightly warm, and he was suddenly speechless.

Cheng Jin was startled by Chu Chengye's unexpected movement, and then realized that there was something wrong with Chu Chengye's behavior.

It’s time to strike while the iron is hot.

Cheng Jin asked again, "Is it really not possible?"

Chu Chengye was silent for a long time, but he was not as decisive as before, "I didn't mean to find so many people to monitor you. I'm really worried about you."

Cheng Jin said, "Then there's no need for so many people."

Cheng Jin looked at two rows of uniformly dressed handsome men lined up outside the door.

It is difficult to train secret guards. Precisely because they are hard to come by, they only work for the royal family.

Some secret guards will never show up for their entire lives, only showing up when necessary.

Instead of being like this now, all lined up together waiting for Cheng Jin to nod before becoming invisible.

Cheng Jin secretly shook his head.

[No, isn’t that a bit exaggerated? 】

[But he really looks like a gangster. 】

Before Cheng Jin could say anything, Chu Chengye spoke first: "Half of the people cannot be less."

As soon as Chu Chengye finished speaking, he saw that the hidden guards who were standing in the back row quickly disappeared.

There are six people in half.

Cheng Jin turned around and looked at Chu Chengye with a pitiful look. Chu Chengye sighed and then waved the other two people away.

Cheng Jin wanted to say something more, but Chu Chengye blocked Cheng Jin with words.

"No further discussion is allowed, otherwise I will ask the secret guard who has left before to come back."