After being reincarnated, he joined a top boy band and then lost it

But he regretted it.

At the age of 22, when I heard in the detention center that Wang Mu was getting away with it because of his age, I dreamed of my sister's body covered with marks at night while writing that suicide note in tears.

He regretted it, really regretted it.

Because his sister's funeral had not yet been arranged, the court ruled to postpone the execution so that he and his sister could say their final goodbyes.

Song Shengshi was standing in the funeral parlor wearing black clothes, with bruises on the corners of his mouth and the ends of his eyes.

With his mind back, he gently held his sister's hand, opened and closed his lips, and made a vow of silence to his sister.

After leaving the funeral home, Song Shengshi held the cold wooden box with one hand and supported his mother who was crying weakly with the other hand.

The car that picked him up parked outside the residential area. He handed the wooden box in his arms to his father and got on the car to the detention center.

After being released from the detention center, he met his parents whose hair had turned gray in just three months. Song Shengshi calmly returned to school and then dropped out.

After dropping out of school, Song Shengshi found a small courier company in Guangzhou to deliver express delivery. He was usually taciturn, not talking and just immersed himself in work.

The boss of the express company is a woman named Xu Mo.

The color of the eyes is strange, one is normal black, the other is turbid gray, and there is visual impairment.

Song Shengshi accidentally prevented her daughter Xu Duoduo from being abducted, so she caught Xu Mo's eye and became her deputy.

Xu Mo was not named Xu Mo originally, but was named Xu Zhaodi. After a great deal of hard work, he passed the exam from the mountains.

The family favored boys over girls and did not give her money to go to school. They wanted her to surrender and marry well to earn a bride price.

The school's subsidy is based on family status. Xu Zhaodi's family is not poor, so she cannot receive the subsidy.

Xu Zhaodi could not go back in one breath. For two years in a row, she only ate white steamed buns every day and did not even buy side dishes worth one yuan.

All the money I saved was spent on professional studies. It was also at that time that my eyes were hurt.

In the end, I finally got ahead. In my junior year, I started to use my professional knowledge to make money and opened a small company. I gradually became richer, I ate better, and my cheeks gradually began to gain weight.

In her senior year, Xu Zhaodi went back home and fooled her short-sighted parents in the countryside into handing over her household registration book with the promise of making a lot of money. She quickly moved out of her household registration and changed her name, successfully escaping from her original family.

Regarding Duoduo, it is another story.

All in all, maybe Song Shengshi was better at negotiating. The two of them worked well together, signed many big orders, and the company slowly grew.

At the age of 26, Song Shengshi's life rhythm suddenly changed. He no longer came to the company often, and often stayed in a rented house without knowing what to do.

Xu Mo expressed his full support for this and gave Song Shengshi a long vacation.

She said that she had always known that Song Shengshi was worried about something. If doing this could help Song Shengshi gain psychological relief, no matter what he wanted to do, she, Xu Mo, would be the first to support him.

[You don’t need to say anything about our relationship. Just look at me and I, Sister Mo, will hit wherever you point me! 】

Xu Mo was drunk, banging the table and talking grandly.

Song Shengshi just smiled and nodded, his face flushed with a hint of drunkenness, but his eyes were frighteningly clear and indifferent.

I can only do this myself, because I promised it.

【I promised Yueyue. 】

No colleagues or friends have ever been able to enter Song Shengshi's rental house.

Colleagues gathered at a dinner party and suspected that Song Shengshi's golden house was hiding a beauty. They tried various ways to go to Song Sheng's family, but they were all rejected for various reasons.

Over the years, no one has been able to enter, and some strange rumors gradually spread, saying that Song Shengshi had been in prison and killed people.

His house is full of his killing tools. Once you get in, you can't get out.

Gradually, the people around him looked at Song Shengshi with fear, and no one mentioned that they wanted to enter his rental house to see how "coquettishly" he was hiding.

In 2024, when Song Shengshi was 26 years old, Wang Mu's first child was born.

Song Shengshi thought about it for a long time but still couldn't understand how anyone would be willing to marry and have children with such a rapist who had never graduated from high school.

Song Shengshi hid in the corner of the hospital, watching Wang Mu gently hold the child in his arms, and look tenderly at the woman lying on the bed.

He finally has something he cares about.

Song Shengshi silently observed Wang Mu for four years.

He dropped out of school, worked part-time, met this girl, fell in love, got married and had children.

At every stage, Song Shengshi restrained himself silently and carefully observed Wang Mu's changes.

Watching Wang Mu gradually change from being a fool to being serious about taking on the responsibilities of his father, Song Shengshi knew that the time was ripe.

Song Shengshi stunned Wang Mu with the prepared drug and took Wang Mu to a warehouse that Xu Mo prepared for Song Shengshi's private use.

That warehouse has been transformed into simple operating rooms by Song Shengshi.

When Wang Mu woke up, what he saw was Song Shengshi wearing surgical protective clothing.

[Not all mistakes can be forgiven as long as they correct themselves. 】

Song Shengshi used a scalpel to sterilize him skillfully. After all, he had done related research in college and had ligated hundreds of mice.

Although the specific structures of mice and humans are different, as long as the final wound does not bleed, Song Shengshi will not consider whether there will be any sequelae.

Then a needle was used to stimulate his consciousness, so that he could witness one of his fingers being chopped off while he was awake.

[From now on, I will come and chop off one of your fingers every year. Don’t think about escaping, because I will always keep an eye on you, and don’t think about retaliating against me. You can’t imagine my power, and you don’t want anything to happen to your wife and children. Bar. 】

Hearing his wife and children, this man who was always yelling angrily, his eyes hurting and red, and who wanted to rush up and bite him, suddenly became scared. His legs kept trembling, and a pool of sultry liquid soaked his crotch. He kept crying and begging for mercy.

[My sister should also beg you that day. 】

[How did you do it? 】

Karma - Song Shengshi turned around and found that Wang Mu had been so frightened that he was paralyzed on the operating bed, mumbling slurred words.

Wang Mu was sent back safely, but he refused to tell the people around him where he had been and what he had been doing after disappearing for two days.

Wang Mu's wife even felt that her husband was not as good as she imagined. After all, it was too irresponsible to disappear for two days just after giving birth.

He had been given so many opportunities to tell me where he had been, but he refused to say anything. He must have been stealing people behind his back.

There was a gap between the two people.

Wang Mu became taciturn, couldn't sleep every night, often woke up, and lost a lot of hair.

In addition, the couple had a big quarrel for three days and a small quarrel every day. After half a year, Song Shengshi did not appear to stimulate him. Wang Mu looked as if he had aged nearly 20 years.

Song Shengshi returned to daily life, working at two o'clock and one line at the company's rental house every day.

When wages are paid at the end of the month, the living expenses are transferred to my parents, leaving only enough for my monthly rent and living expenses.

Another year later, Song Shengshi's father passed away due to liver damage caused by excessive alcohol abuse.

Not many people came to the funeral, and everyone looked numb.

In fact, when his sister committed suicide, Song Shengshi's parents separated in two places because of mutual complaints.

Song Shengshi lives outside and doesn't see each other a few times a year. The only communication every month is to remind them on WeChat that their monthly living expenses have been paid.

The mother's appearance was actually a bit blurry, and Song Shengshi looked at the stooped woman in front of him in surprise.

He was less than fifty years old and already had gray hair. He looked even thinner in front of the tall and strong Song Shengshi.

Song Shengshi suddenly felt relieved. Although he didn't say it, didn't not seeing each other for so many years count as his complaint against them?

Blame them for not taking good care of their sister, blame them for quarreling in front of their children, blame their father for their unfounded self-esteem, and blame their mother for using her late night cries to force her to grow up.

The harder I work, the farther I go, and the more I see all kinds of families and healthy children who grow up in healthy families, the more I blame them.

Why do I have to live so tiredly, why can’t I do what I want to do.

Why do I pretend to be happy even though I'm obviously unhappy? Why can't I learn how to be a parent?

On the day of my father's funeral, I saw my mother's evasive eyes and her fingers tangled together.

Song Shengshi took a deep breath and felt that he should be able to let it go. At the same time, he smiled to himself, feeling that he was really bound by the so-called filial piety for a lifetime.

When I was a child, I would choose to hide myself because of my mother’s sobs. When I grow up, I would also decide to put everything aside and fulfill my filial piety because of my mother’s embarrassment.

After all, he did owe her a debt. From the ten-month pregnancy to the pain of giving birth, this young mother started to be a mother before she even figured out her own life.

She doesn't even know how to love herself, so she starts to love her children.