Northern Myanmar: Years of Dehumanization

"Brother Bai, you have lived again..."

When A Ding saw me like this, he couldn't help but sigh.

I didn't answer Aden's words. It's okay. I can't speak now. I haven't eaten for several days and my body is too weak.

My situation didn't happen often. After quitting for a few days, I was able to slowly recover.

The most important thing is, as long as you endure the stage where you really want it, and slowly adjust it tomorrow, you should be fine.

This desire is neither simple nor simple. You can know this by referring to this aspect of mine.

In the past few days, I have barely had a good night's sleep, and my spirit is about to collapse. But fortunately, the thoughts I want now are no longer as big as those I want.

It has reached a point where I can control it, which is already very good.

After drinking some water, I closed my eyes and fell asleep slowly.

When I woke up again, I was already sleeping on the same bed, with Adin standing next to me.

"Brother Bai, wake up. This is some porridge. You should eat some of this first. As for staple food, your stomach function is too weak now and you can't digest it..."

A Ding said this, took some liquid food that was easier to digest, came to my side, and said this.

"Ah."

I nodded. It seemed that A Ding had been making up a lot of extra lessons during this period, and he actually knew all this.

Adin helped me up, leaned against the bed, and then asked me to feed me.

When had I ever been treated like this?

The point is, the two gentlemen looked like this, and there was something they couldn't stomach.

I wanted to raise my hands to carry out the activity of eating by myself, but I was too weak to lift my hands.

"Brother Bai, please stop moving. I can take good care of you."

A Ding said this, opened my mouth directly, and then drank it hard.

My eyes widened involuntarily, looking at A Ding who thought he was doing a good job, and I was already scolding him in my heart.

how to say?

A Ding, this kid, has some heart, but not much.

As I am now, if I want to resist, I don't have the ability.

All I can say is that I am powerless.

During that time, I often suspected that this thing did not kill me, but A Ding would kill me.

My worries were obviously unnecessary. Not only did Adin not kill me, he also took good care of me.

After a few days, I was able to move around freely, but my body became much weaker, which was visible to the naked eye.

Although I still feel like smoking addictive cigarettes, ordinary cigarettes are enough for me.

This time, I prepared all the cigarettes I wanted to smoke by myself, just because I was afraid that others would tamper with them.

The journey that originally took three or four days took us about ten days.

Actually, this has something to do with me. For a few days, my schedule was delayed because of taking care of me.

Regarding this, I talked to Adin about this issue.

If I was caught up by Boss She, it wouldn't be worth it.

But A Ding patted his chest and assured me that it had nothing to do with it, saying that this guide only took roads that others didn't know.

Our journey is relatively slow for this reason.

Although this will take up a lot of the guide's time, he would be very happy if he could be paid.

Sure enough, I didn’t meet anyone that Boss She was chasing. In other words, Boss She didn’t bother to pursue me.

After all, they just deal with tens of millions or hundreds of millions of projects, so they don't take my ant-like existence seriously.

This is good news for me. In this case, the trip will be safer.

"The national border is ahead. If you go further ahead and cross the Wa State, you will reach where you want to go."

At this time, the guide said to those of us.

Wa State?

My eyes lit up when I heard the guide's words. As for the Wa State, I remembered a place that borders the country. If I could go there, I might be able to sneak back to the country.

It was easy to pass the Thai border inspection, but when we arrived in Wa State, we encountered difficulties.

"Brother, we are all on the road, can you give me some face?"

I looked at the soldiers who came over to check and said this.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, handed it over, and gave up one.

"Brother, don't embarrass me like this. The inspections have been strict recently. We also need to eat. There is nothing we can do."

The soldier took the cigarette and stuck it in his ear.

I felt that the soldier frowned. This matter seemed to be a little difficult to handle.

Then, the sound of guns was heard from the inspecting soldiers.

"It's very dangerous on the street. It's like using a gun for self-defense. It's a normal thing, right?"

Facing the soldier's solemn face, I twitched the corners of my mouth and said like this.

"I don't know if it's normal or not. What I do know is, please, let's take a trip."

The soldier said this, raised the gun in his hand, and then said this.

"If you say that, I won't go to this territory."

I raised my eyebrows, and then said with an ugly expression.

Why are you so anxious while talking about this? Why do you invite me to dinner when we don't agree with you?

It's just that when the soldier waved his hand, the soldiers immediately raised their guns. For a moment, something was wrong with the atmosphere.

When the situation was tense, a military vehicle drove over from the Wa State, and then I stopped at our place.

"What's going on? What happened to this place?"

From the passenger seat, a slim woman wearing a green military uniform got down.

There was a heroic spirit on her beautiful face, and when I looked at the woman, I felt an inexplicable familiar feeling.

The woman looked at me, her peach blossom eyes also showing a glint of light. There was surprise, disbelief, and, it seemed, some joy.

"Are you Jiang Bai?"

The woman came to me, tilted her head, and asked with some expectation.

Ok?

I heard the woman's question and was stunned for a moment. I couldn't remember where I met her.

"Have you forgotten? My name is Bao Qing. That time you came to Wa State..."

Bao Qing saw some hesitation, and her originally serious face couldn't help but pout, and then I said like this.

"Are you Bao Qing?"

I looked at Bao Qing in front of me with some disbelief and asked like this.

The image of Asheng bullying her came to mind.

Then before I could ask again, Bao Qing's eyes flashed with a hint of cunning, and he grabbed my arm and threw me over his shoulder:

"Huh? Why are you so weak now..."