Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

After hearing what Brother Hao said, I picked up the wine bottle on the table. Then Brother Hao and I touched the bottles in our hands and drank the whole bottle.

Under the influence of Brother Hao, I stopped holding it, but I didn’t have the ability to show off a bottle, but I still took a big sip.

After finishing a bottle of wine, Brother Hao lit another cigarette for himself.

"Want one?"

"No."

I don't smoke, and I definitely don't smoke, because I can't stand the choking smell of cigarettes.

"It's better if you don't smoke! I thought you knew everything."

I shook my head.

"Brother Hao, thank you. I really hate the smell of cigarettes. It makes people feel a little uncomfortable. Every time I smell the smell of cigarettes, I think of the old men in the village who get together to play cards. Although they look happy, they are... People feel a little sloppy.”

Brother Hao nodded. I don't know if it was because he heard what I said, but he put out the cigarette in his hand and threw it away.

After that, the atmosphere became extremely dull, and finally I was the first to start the conversation.

"Brother Hao, you just said that Keke left, right? Then where did she go?"

My principle is that if you want to pretend, then pretend it till the end.

Brother Hao took another sip of beer.

"Today is the anniversary of her death."

I nodded after listening.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have asked."

I finally understood why Brother Hao was a little unhappy when he came back. It turned out to be because of this.

After drinking a few beers, Brother Hao started to talk more and told me many, many things about him and Coco. My tear point was relatively low when it came to the emotional parts. I actually had the urge to cry.

It can be seen that Brother Hao really loves the woman named Coco. He is not envious, but he just feels that it is a pity that they did not make it to the end.

"Brother Hao, there is no resurrection after death. I'm sorry."

After I finished speaking, I raised my glass and took the initiative to touch the bottle in Brother Hao's hand, and then drank it all.

Brother Hao nodded and drank another bottle.

"Brother Hao, you can easily get drunk if you drink like this."

"Don't you think that sometimes being drunk can be a kind of relief, a short-term relief that can make you temporarily forget all the things, whether they are painful, troublesome or happy. You don't have to think about them all."

"Seems to be."

I didn't refute Brother Hao, but poured myself another glass.

After that, Brother Hao raised his head slightly and said with a faint smile:

"How about you drink with me if you have nothing to do in the future?"

I pursed my lips without nodding or shaking my head. I just couldn't agree. After all, I still wanted to go back quickly.

"Why don't you want to?"

I didn't expect that Brother Hao would continue to ask questions on such a small issue.

I shook my head.

"No."

"That means you are willing, right?"

I could only nod my head at Brother Hao's aggressive attack.

"Stay here! China is not as good as you think. Here I can protect you and prevent you from getting hurt at all."

When Brother Hao said this, he seemed to have returned to China instantly.

He also made the same promise to me before coming to northern Myanmar.

"Come with me to work overseas and be my assistant. I won't make it too hard for you. How about giving you 20,000 yuan a month? If you think it's less, we can talk about it again."

I drew the same pie twice. To be honest, I no longer believe it. No fool would fall into two consecutive traps in the same place, and I am the same.

"No, I don't want to stay here."

I replied.

"But I told you when you came here that there is no turning back, and do you think I will let you go back?"

Brother Hao's words completely blocked me.

I thought for a moment and asked:

"Brother Hao, can't you let go of Sister Coco, and I'm just your support for Sister Coco, right?"

Brother Hao glanced at me and said nothing, but I continued:

"Actually, there are quite a lot of people who look alike in this world. How about you let me go? If you go back to China and look for me, you will definitely find someone who looks more like Sister Coco than me."

Brother Hao looked at me and still didn't speak.

I had no choice but to continue:

"Brother Hao, I didn't know you were doing electronic fraud at the time, otherwise I definitely wouldn't have come."

Brother Hao nodded.

"The reason why you are willing to come with me is not just because I will give you such a high salary!"

"That's the main reason."

I replied, I know it's a bit hurtful for me to reply, but I can't help it.

"is it?"

I nodded.

"Then how do you explain this?"

After speaking, Brother Hao opened WeChat on his phone, found my circle of friends, and then held it up in front of me to show me.

I glanced at it for a while and really didn't know how to respond.

That’s what I posted on WeChat Moments. In those days, Brother Hao often took me to eat and drink. He also bought me a lot of clothes, bags and accessories. And I posted in WeChat Moments every day in those days, because my The writing style is not very good, so I found a lot of beautiful sentences from the Internet to accompany the text. As soon as I turned around, I met you. I was lucky but also confused. Everyone must have a heart-pounding and spontaneous trip. I am going to look for poetry and distance with this man I just met not long ago. Don’t ask me why, look at his facial features and tell me if you would like to be in my place.

I don’t know if this is love at first sight, I just feel happy to see you.

Brother Hao slowly swiped his phone to make sure I could read every word.

I read a few posts and couldn’t stand it anymore. Yes, these were all posted by me, but they were posted while being deceived, so they didn’t come from the heart, so I quickly said:

"Did I write this?"

"Did I write it?"

"But I was deceived by you at that time."

"That's not called cheating."

"What's that called?"

"That's called a strategy."

"That's a lie."

"It may be true at home, but not here."

"Why?"

"This is where I have the final say."

All right! You are awesome, you are awesome! Since I couldn't talk to Brother Hao, I had no choice but to vent my anger on the bottle. I directly picked up the bottle and drank half of it.

Brother Hao wanted to laugh a little after seeing my appearance, but he still held it back.

"How many bottles can you drink?"

"One box."

"Then try it tonight."

"I'm bragging."

Brother Hao:...

"Brother Hao, how about you let me go and I can go back to China and give you someone who looks more like Coco than me?"

"Do you think I'm just a three-year-old child?"

You treat me like a fool, why can't I treat you like a three-year-old child?

I muttered in my mind.

"Aren't you just unable to let go of Sister Coco, and then regard me as Sister Coco's substitute? If this is the case, Brother Hao, it would be very unfair to you, whether it's Sister Coco, me or you."

Brother Hao took a sip of beer and looked at me and asked:

"When did I tell you to replace Cocoa?"

"Is not it?"

Brother Hao shook his head.

"You can't replace her. You are you and she is her."