Northern Myanmar, the hell on earth I experienced

"You can never replace her."

After hearing what Brother Hao said, I felt a little disappointed. These days, I always thought that Brother Hao just regarded me as a substitute for Coco.

Because Brother Hao still loves Coco very much, he will take more care of me, and this is also a talisman that allows me to be arrogant in the park. I always felt that when I ran out of the park before, Brother Hao didn't do anything to me afterwards. The symbolic punishment is because you have some different emotions or some kind of preference for me.

And he just said that he would protect me from now on. Of course, all this is just because Coco and I share the same face, but as long as he still loves Coco deeply and regards me as Coco's substitute, I don't have to. He is worried about his life, but now he says that I can't replace Coco.

So what does Brother Hao think of me? Is it just a tool to vent your desires?

If this is really the case, why would he ask me to stay?

I didn't speak.

After that, Brother Hao continued to drink and drank two bottles in a row.

I was worried that he would get drunk easily if he drank too fast, so I quickly reached out to stop him.

"Brother Hao, drink slowly."

"It's okay! I'm the god of wine in the park. I won't get drunk after a thousand drinks. How's your drinking capacity?"

"I've never been drunk."

I boasted.

But I really don’t seem to have been drunk much. This is also true.

"Okay, let me see where your limits are?"

"I'm bragging again."

Brother Hao curled his lips after hearing this and raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

"Very good, keep communicating with me in this manner from now on."

"Is it really possible?"

I asked.

Brother Hao nodded.

"Why not? I have the final say here. If I ask you to stand, you have to stand. If I ask you to kneel, you have to kneel. If I tell you to lie down, you have to lie down. In short, you have to do whatever I ask you to do. What to do."

Brother Hao's words reminded me of what Monkey said in the cafeteria this afternoon. Thinking of this, the fire in my heart jumped up slightly.

"Yes, pets!"

At this time, I felt a little regretful after saying what I was thinking. It felt like I was picking off a tiger's beard, which was a bit dissatisfying and dissatisfying.

Brother Hao glanced at me and was about to pick up the cigarette on the table but put it down again.

Then he crossed his hands together and kept turning the ring in his hand. This ring looked familiar to me. I thought about it for a while and then I remembered that I had seen it in the utility room. It was placed next to the souvenir album. In an exquisite black wooden box. It must be a token of love between Brother Hao and Coco!

This can prove that Brother Hao still loves Coco deeply in his heart.

"Treating you as a pet is just an excuse!"

Brother Hao glanced at me as he spoke, then lowered his head and continued playing with the ring in his hand:

"I want to keep you by my side, but there must be a reasonable excuse to keep you by my side."

"So treating me as a pet is the best excuse, right?"

"That's right! But it was before, but not now."

"why?"

"Because it's not needed anymore."

After Brother Hao said this, he looked at me again.

Then he sighed and continued:

"I know that treating you as a pet makes you feel very uncomfortable, but there's nothing I can do about it. The women around me won't last long after Coco leaves."

"why?"

"What do you think?"

I replied without thinking:

"Because you are still in love with Sister Coco, you will feel guilty and sorry for Sister Coco after you get together with another woman. So naturally it won't last long."

Brother Hao nodded.

"That's how it looks to everyone."

"Is not it?"

Brother Hao shook his head.

"I admit that I still have a place for Coco in my heart, and I also admit that I still can't let go of her, but I don't seem to love her that much anymore. I saw many psychiatrists after Coco left. The reason why I am so persistent , it’s just that I didn’t get what I wanted with Coco.”

"What do you want?"

I have some doubts.

Brother Hao sighed, and then took a sip of beer.

"It can also be said that I never got Coco. We left everything for the wedding day, but unfortunately I didn't wait until that day came."

"So does this become an excuse for you to keep looking for new women afterwards?"

Logically speaking, I didn't dare to ask this, but at this time I felt it didn't matter, maybe because of the blessing of alcohol! So I dared to question Brother Hao like this.

You must know that when people drink alcohol, they will become more courageous, and naturally they will not think clearly when speaking.

Brother Hao was stunned for two seconds and then smiled.

"I have to say, your expression just now made me feel a little guilty. It was as if Coco was interrogating me in front of me."

I quickly shook my head.

"I do not have."

"It doesn't matter, let me answer you this way! It was because I didn't get what I wanted most from Coco that I regretted it. Later, after I learned something about her and the Commander, I I have the urge to kill the Commander."

"Sister Coco betrayed you, right?"

"No, she loves me in her heart. As for the physical thing, she didn't do it voluntarily, so I don't blame her."

I nodded after listening, maybe this is Brother Hao's knot!

I wanted to ask about Cocoa, but I didn’t know how to ask, but after Brother Hao drank another bottle of beer, he started to take the initiative to talk about Cocoa back then.

"Back then, when the commander-in-chief came to the park to inspect the work, he fell in love with Coco. After learning that Coco was my girlfriend, he gave up the idea. But sometimes men are like this. Once they have an idea in their hearts, they will be there. It formed a pimple, and it also made me feel itchy, so I kept giving me troubles in order to get the cocoa."

"My biggest backer at that time, Jin Ye, had not yet reached the point where he is now covering the sky with one hand in northern Myanmar, so he could only give good advice to the commander-in-chief. However, the commander-in-chief was a very carefree person. How could he He would give up the idea just because of Lord Jin’s few words, but instead of giving up, it would even touch him even more. You must know that the commander-in-chief was the veritable king of northern Myanmar at that time, and no one could stop him from doing what he wanted to do."

"Afterwards, Coco was forced to get into the commander's car. She cried and cried after she came back. I still don't know what happened that night."

"I didn't dare to think or guess, let alone ask. After I came back, Keke kept bathing and washing. When she went to bed at night, she took the initiative to ask me to have her."

I continued to nod, and I have to say that this story is a bit poignant, especially when it comes from Brother Hao’s mouth, especially when Brother Hao is the person involved.