Can you please stop hating

Yu Xi is not keen on watching movies and has not paid attention to any new movies released recently.

However, there were really a lot of people watching the movie today. Since it was a cartoon, there were both adults and children in the theater, and there were almost no empty seats.

Yu Xi hasn't heard much about this cartoon, but the content is quite good, cheerful and full of positive energy, and does not require much brainpower.

In the dim environment, Yu Xi felt more relaxed than ever before, as if he was a fish sinking in the deep sea, not having to worry about anything and enjoying the quietness all by himself.

But happy times are always short. After the movie ended, the moment the lights came on, Yu Xi felt as if she had returned to the human world, and a great sense of loss came over her.

She lamented more than once that life was so tiring.

The separation of life and death, the inability to control one's own body, were like heavy chains tightly wrapped around her legs, making every step she took so difficult.

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Let's go."

Yu Xi's eyelashes twitched: "Hmm."

When the show was over, the crowd was very noisy. Yu Xi didn't want to say a word and even felt a little annoyed.

It wasn't until she got back in the car that her ears finally quieted down.

But Yu Xi's mood did not improve. As if his soul could not be restored, he stared blankly into the void for no apparent reason.

Jin Zhuoxiao did not drive away immediately. Instead, he took something out of his pocket and handed it to Yu Xi.

Yu Xi was a little slow to come back to her senses and saw clearly that in Jin Zhuoxiao's hand was a black-edged floating film jewelry box with a pair of white flower earrings inside.

She turned to look at Jin Zhuoxiao, somewhat puzzled: "Why are you giving this to me?"

Jin Zhuoxiao: "Gift, Happy New Year."

Hearing this, Yu Xi felt a little upset. She turned her gaze back to the gift box, raised her hand to take it, and looked carefully at the earrings in the box.

Below the ear hook is a thin silver metal chain with a small white flower hanging at the end, which looks a bit like magnolia.

Judging from the texture, it should be glass, with overlapping petals, looking like a bud about to bloom, but the workmanship does not seem to be very skilled, and some places are rough if you look closely.

"I made this myself. The process was harder than I thought, and the finished product doesn't look very good," Jin Zhuoxiao said. "It's okay if you don't want to wear it, but don't give it back to me."

The rough marks on the flowers revealed someone's clumsy sincerity, which inadvertently touched Yu Xi's heart.

She had been feeling depressed all day, and now she felt like crying because of this little surprise.

Yu Xi endured the bitterness in front of her eyes, stared at the earrings for a long time, and said softly: "No, I like it very much."

After saying that, she rolled down the car window, took out the earrings from the jewelry box, and put them on while looking in the rearview mirror.

After putting it on, Yu Xi looked at Jin Zhuoxiao and asked, "Does it look good?"

Jin Zhuoxiao's eyes were as deep as the sea, and there seemed to be waves surging inside, rolling up violent love, and he said in a hoarse voice: "It looks good."

"Thank you." Yu Xi's eyes moved like broken stars.

This gift was beyond her expectations, and it brightened her gloomy mood like a sudden explosion of fireworks.

Jin Zhuoxiao looked at her in silence for two seconds, then touched the magnolia on Yu Xi's earlobe and whispered, "Yu Xixi, like me, right? I'm no worse than Chen Wen."

Yu Xi's heart was trembling, beating faster and faster, as if urging her to speak the truth.

But when I thought of Yang Huijuan, my throat seemed to be blocked and I could hardly make a sound.

Yu Xi lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Jin Zhuoxiao. She clenched her teeth and curled her fingers together tightly.

Just when she thought the atmosphere was going to become tense again, she heard Jin Zhuoxiao say, "Don't be stressed. I will pursue you slowly."

After saying this, he started the car as if turning a page and did not continue the topic.

But Yu Xi's mood did not change easily. She was now full of guilt towards Jin Zhuoxiao.

On the way back to school, Yu Xi looked out the window and thought a lot.

She didn't want to keep Jin Zhuoxiao hanging. Since Jin Zhuoxiao was willing to change for her, she was also willing to have a sincere relationship with Jin Zhuoxiao.

But Yang Huijuan has always been a big hurdle in the development of their relationship, so Yu Xi has to try to step over it. Keep avoiding it is not a solution.

After thinking it over, Yu Xi decided to try to find out by hinting at it first to test Yang Huijuan's reaction to her being in love.

*

Because it was a holiday, the entire dormitory building was emptier than usual. Qiao Yining had also gone home for the holidays, so Yu Xi was the only one in the dormitory tonight.

When she came back, the lights in the dormitory were off. When she turned on the lights, the air was filled with loneliness, which added to the desolation in her heart.

Yu Xi let out a long breath, walked to the desk and sat down, opened WeChat and prepared to send a message to Yang Huijuan.

She didn't know how to start the conversation, so she typed several messages, but deleted them all after struggling.

Finally, I was really annoyed, so I just wrote a random message and sent it out directly: [I won’t go back home during the winter vacation. ]

Yang Huijuan may not have seen the message yet, so she didn’t reply. Yu Xi could only wait anxiously.

About two minutes later, Yang Huijuan sent a message: [Where are you going if you don’t go home? ]

Yu Xi replied: [Stay in Huaning to work. ]

As soon as the message was sent, Yang Huijuan called.

Yu Xi took a deep breath and swiped the call: "Hello?"

"Are you in love?" Yang Huijuan's sharp voice came.

Yu Xi's heart skipped a beat. She suppressed her panic and denied it, "No."

Yang Huijuan: "Then why don't you go home and look for your class?"

Yu Xi pursed her lips and said, "The salary here is higher than at home, and I'm afraid I won't be able to get a ticket home."

Hearing this, Yang Huijuan's tone of caution lightened a little: "Whatever you want."

Yu Xi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but because of Yang Huijuan's question, she didn't dare to test it, and only asked: "Why do you think I'm in love?"

Yang Huijuan: "I'm afraid that you're not going home because you've been bewitched by a man. A while ago, a girl in the neighborhood next door ran away with a man. The family called the police but they haven't found her yet. Isn't it a waste of raising this girl?"

Yu Xi clenched her fingers, not knowing what to say.

"I'm telling you, if you're studying outside, study hard and don't date casually, especially from outside the city. It's easy to get cheated."

Yang Huijuan said, "When the time is right, I will introduce you to someone who has good conditions and knows you well. Do you hear me?"

Yu Xi's heart felt like it was twisted into pieces, and it was difficult for her to even breathe.

Yang Huijuan: "Why don't you speak?"

"It's okay," Yu Xi said in a dry voice, "I have something else to do. I'll hang up first."

Yang Huijuan: “Yeah.”

After hanging up the phone, Yu Xi sat in the chair in a daze.

The dormitory was too quiet. The emotions that had been accumulating in her heart began to ferment and swell at this moment. Finally, she couldn't hold back and broke down and cried.

Yu Xi really didn’t know what to do. Jin Zhuoxiao was determined and didn’t give her any chance to refuse. She also couldn’t bear to continue hurting Jin Zhuoxiao.

But if she agreed to be with Jin Zhuoxiao, Yang Huijuan didn't know what would happen. Jin Zhuoxiao would be entangled by her family in the future. Yu Xi felt ashamed just thinking about it.

She seemed to be stuck in a dead end, with no way out.