Can you please stop hating

After New Year's Day, Yu Xi suspended all her part-time jobs and focused on reviewing for her final exams in the library.

Jin Zhuoxiao was like her shadow, following her wherever she went.

However, Jin Zhuoxiao did not cause any trouble for Yu Xi, and the two got along surprisingly harmoniously.

In the past, Yu Xi might have been happy, but now the more harmonious the situation is, the sadder she becomes.

Yu Xi felt that their relationship was like a terminal illness. The calmness was just an appearance, but there was no perfect solution and it would end sooner or later.

She didn't know what she could do, she could only stay awake and wait silently for the last day to come.

Therefore, Yu Xi often wanted to avoid meeting Jin Zhuoxiao, because his pursuit was too fierce and straightforward, making Yu Xi feel guilty and at a loss when she was unable to respond.

Before the holiday, Jin Zhuoxiao asked Yu Xi if she had time to go out and play. Yu Xi naturally said no, and she did not tell Jin Zhuoxiao that she was going to stay in Huaning.

In order to avoid meeting Jin Zhuoxiao, Yu Xi deliberately found a five-star restaurant to work in which was opposite to Yuehu Mansion.

Apart from the high requirements on appearance, the conditions in this restaurant are very good. It is open from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m., with a 6-day workday and a 1-day off, and the monthly salary is around 6,000 to 7,000 yuan.

In addition, Yu Xi also found a job as a resident singer in a bar at night. Her schedule was not particularly tight overall, but she was indeed busy.

However, Yu Xi felt that it was easier than working while attending classes, so it was no problem at all.

The job was found in advance, and after confirming it, Yu Xi rented a house near the workplace. When she was on vacation, she took a taxi and took her luggage there.

The day after the holiday, Yu Xi went to work to familiarize herself with the job. She had experience working in a restaurant, so she learned quickly and was able to fully adapt in just a few days.

Although she is very busy at work every day, Yu Xi is in a good mood because she is fulfilled and does not have to worry about messy things.

And apart from Jin Zhuoxiao sending her eighty messages a day, she basically had no contact with anyone.

Just the right amount of socializing not only solves loneliness, but also does not take up too much of working time. Yu Xi truly feels that her current life is very comfortable.

Unfortunately, this comfort did not last long, because while she was working in the store, she ran into Jin Zhuoxiao who came to eat.

That day, Yu Xi was preparing to serve wine to the guests in the private rooms. When passing through the corridor, he saw two colleagues looking at one of the private rooms and whispering.

She glanced over there unconsciously, and unexpectedly saw Jin Zhuoxiao and a strange woman standing in the box.

The two of them got very close, one on tiptoe while the other leaned over, and their movements looked like they were kissing each other on the cheek.

Yu Xi froze in place for a moment, feeling her blood flowing backwards.

At this moment, Zhang Yichi and Liang Mo came out of the elevator. Yu Xi was afraid of being seen by them, so she turned her back and hid in the corner.

After the two entered the box, they closed the door. Yu Xi didn't know what was going on inside, but her thoughts were scattered like ribbons thrown out, and she couldn't control it at all.

She felt that she should go over and ask, but Yu Xi didn't want Jin Zhuoxiao to know that she was here, nor did she want to meet Jin Zhuoxiao, otherwise her peaceful work and life would become restless again.

Yu Xi never dared to appear in front of Jin Zhuoxiao and the others. She hid in the distance and watched the four of them leave talking and laughing. She felt like a huge stone was pressing on her heart, making her feel depressed and suffocated.

Yu Xi was in a daze at work that day. Anxiety and uneasiness collided with each other, tearing at her brain nerves and giving her a splitting headache.

Yu Xi didn't want to think too much, but the intimate scene between them kept replaying in front of her eyes, hurting her heart over and over again.

Especially now that Yu Xi is still worried about not being able to handle her relationship with Jin Zhuoxiao, the combination of multiple problems makes her even more devastated, and she even has the idea of ​​giving up everything.

Yu Xi felt really tired, so exhausted that she wanted to completely cut off contact with Jin Zhuoxiao.

Because she suddenly realized that as long as Jin Zhuoxiao was not around, all her troubles would be solved.

There is no need to be anxious or worry about how to deal with Yang Huijuan.

As soon as this idea came into her mind, it was like a life-saving straw that Yu Xi held in her hand. She kept hesitating, but the more she hesitated, the more annoyed she became, and the more annoyed she became, the more she wanted peace and quiet.

On the way back to the rental house, Yu Xi received another message from Jin Zhuoxiao, and she didn't even want to click on it.

After staring at the bleak night scene outside the window for a while, Yu Xi opened the message.

FREE: [Have you finished get off work? ]

It was a very ordinary greeting, but it made Yu Xi's eyes sore. She took a deep breath and made up her mind to type.

Yu Xi: [Jin Zhuoxiao, I'm sorry, I can't overcome my sensitivity and I have other concerns, so I don't want to delay you. ]

Yu Xi endured the soreness in her eyes, took a deep breath, and wrote: [I am too tired, let’s end it here. ]

As the words were typed, Yu Xi's emotions fluctuated more and more. She began to breathe heavily, trying to hold back the tears in her eyes.

But the moment the message was sent, the tears could no longer be controlled and flowed out from the corners of my eyes, falling down my cheeks to the ground.

She wiped away her tears and without waiting for Jin Zhuoxiao to reply, she blocked him with trembling fingers.

After doing all this, Yu Xi's strong breath seemed to dissipate in an instant, and his whole body was like a deflated balloon, without support.

There were other people on the bus, so Yu Xi didn't dare cry loudly. She could only lower her head and wipe away her tears silently.

Yu Xi found that love was too luxurious for her. No matter whether it came from her family or her significant other, she could not get it even if she tried her best.

So, she didn't want any of it anymore.

That night, Yu Xi went to the mobile phone business hall to apply for a new phone card, replacing the card she used before, unilaterally cutting off Jin Zhuoxiao's possibility of contacting her.

Perhaps this could only allow Yu Xi to escape temporarily, but it was enough to relax her tense nerves a little.

In order to not have time to think about random things, Yu Xi also found other odd part-time jobs and has been working non-stop during this period.

She was extremely tired physically, but her mood had calmed down a little.

When things returned to normal, Yu Xi no longer worked intensively and continued to work in the restaurant and bar.

While singing in the bar last night, Yu Xi met a miserable rich second generation guy named Sun Lin.

His girlfriend and his brother were having an affair secretly, and after it was exposed, they were actually together openly.

The most outrageous thing is that even after all this, his brother still had the audacity to invite him to his birthday party.

Sun Lin felt that this was a great humiliation and was so angry that he pretended not to care and then took his beautiful new girlfriend to get back at him.

He has been picking people recently, but always felt that something was missing. When he saw Yu Xi in the bar last night, he chose her immediately.

After hearing this, Yu Xi found it quite ridiculous and felt that only rich people know how to have fun.

But this matter had nothing to do with her, and Yu Xi didn't want to get involved, so she refused.

But Sun Lin's offer was too generous. All she had to do was accompany him to a birthday party in the guise of a fake couple, and not only would she get free food and drinks, she could also get 50,000 yuan for free.

Who can bear to refuse such a good thing that falls from the sky?

Anyway, Yu Xi can't do that. You don't run into such a big enemy every day.

So in the end, the two reached an agreement, and on the night of the birthday, Yu Xi dressed up and attended.