Quickly Transmigrate to Change the World

In the draft book, Xu Xiran once wrote the following words.

I want to close my eyes so that I won’t see the hateful looks in other people’s eyes, and I want to cover my ears so that I won’t hear the bad, malicious voices that other people say to me.

I know that I am not easily hurt when I am alone, but I still hope that someone can come to help me and give me a hand. ]

……

After the summer vacation ended and Xu Xiran returned to her hometown, she was in a bad mood and went out for a stroll alone.

It's not just to relax, it's just to suppress the suicidal mood.

The sky was dark, with only a few dim stars twinkling in the sky. The moon was hidden by clouds, and there were few people on the road.

In the countryside, not every road has street lights, so some roads are always pitch black. Walking in is like walking into an abyss, and you may not be able to get out if you are not careful.

If you listen carefully, you can hear the chirping of insects in the grass, or the lights on in other people's homes accompanied by the laughter and conversation of happy families.

Like a homeless stray cat, she wandered outside for a long time before returning home.

The night sky is as thick as an ink painting, tinged with a hint of purple and dotted with light rose-red on the edges. Such a beautiful scenery hides people's joys and sorrows.

In the morning, Xu Xiran, who had not fallen asleep until midnight, was awakened by her grandmother's loud voice.

After washing up, she went downstairs to have breakfast and wash the dishes, then went upstairs to sit on the bed.

The weather was nice today, a cloudy day that she liked, but she was still feeling sad from last night, and she seemed to have lost all her energy.

I wasn't sleepy and couldn't fall asleep, so I went online to read a novel to cheer myself up.

But I didn't expect that as soon as the phone was connected to the Internet, it kept buzzing. It was a message from Miwu.

She couldn’t set the message do not disturb function in Zhiji, and could only go into Zhiji to reply to messages. Otherwise, the messages would keep floating at the top of the screen, and she, who had some obsessive-compulsive disorder, couldn’t help but click on them.

At the same time, Xu Xiran also recalled what she had sent to Miwu last night, which caused the other party to send so many messages to her.

I almost got bullied in school when I was in middle school. Although I wasn't bullied in the end, I was isolated.

This caused me to be particularly sensitive during that period, and even now, whenever I come into contact with anyone, I always wonder if I said something wrong and whether the other person will dislike it.

She was in a bad mood last night, so she poured out everything to Mi Wu.

It’s a sin to disturb Misty’s sleep.

Dye: [I treat them as friends and do my best to be good to them, why do they want more?]

[I admit that I am very sensitive and I am afraid that others will hurt me, so once I sense that someone is going to hurt me, I will stay away from them.]

[I can’t hold on any longer. Since I can’t forget the past, I will try not to think about it. But why do some people insist on making me remember it?]

[No one cares about me, what's the point of me living in this world?]

Early last morning, I sent a message to Miwu, but didn’t receive a reply, so I disconnected from the internet and went to sleep.

I forgot about this in the morning, and now that I encountered it, Xu Xiran felt a little embarrassed.

I woke someone up in the middle of the night, but I was still asleep.

Jiang Yunwu, who had fallen asleep last night, was indeed woken up by Xu Xiran's news.

Seeing those words, he inexplicably felt depressed and sad.

[Dyes, just be yourself, don’t force yourself, the right person won’t be picky.]

[Didn’t you say you were happy and lucky to know me? If you were gone, what would I do? I would have no close friends in this world.]

[You still have me, the mist cares about the dye.]

The other party has not replied.

Jiang Yunwu felt a little uneasy. Danren hadn't replied to his message. He didn't know what the other party was doing or whether he was still in a sad mood.

I sent him a message to ask: [Why didn’t you reply?] He checked the time and it was past three in the morning.

He guessed that Dried Hair might have fallen asleep and didn't dare to think any other way, but Dried Hair once said that if he had to die, there would be a good reason.

Misty: [Remember to send me a message when you wake up.]

[Good night, sweet dreams.]

At 6:30 in the morning, Jiang Yunwu woke up and saw that there was still no reply to the message.

Dye feels extremely insecure when he is in a bad mood and wants to feel needed by others. He has almost figured it out.

Misty: [Good morning, Dye, are you still awake?]

After seven o'clock, Jiang Yunwu sent messages to Zhenren from time to time.

Because she once said that when her grandmother was on holiday, she would keep waking people up at seven o'clock and would not stop until they were awake.

[Message me when you wake up, Dye.]

[Dye, even if you are in a bad mood and don’t want to talk to me, you have to reply to my message.]

[I am worried about you.]

The last message was sent five minutes ago.

Xu Xiran admitted that she was comforted a lot.

In novels, I envy others for having the care of their family, friends and lovers. When I see this when I am sad, I will continue to be motivated to wait for the arrival of someone who is good to me.

The feeling at this moment is the happiness and satisfaction that I have always wanted and finally have.

Dye: [I woke up. I fell asleep after I sent the message last night. Sorry, I just got online and received the message.]

The phone vibrates.

Jiang Yunwu unlocked the system skillfully and read the message. When he saw the message about Dye's reply, his uneasy heart, which had been restless all night, finally settled down at this moment.

He hesitated for a moment before proposing.

Misty: [Let’s have a voice call.]

Sometimes words can express true feelings and touch people.

In Zhiji, there is a voice call function, but you cannot use any voice changer or anything like that.

This is another way to be honest.

When Xu Xiran saw the message, her eyes widened in surprise, but considering that the other party had finally put forward an idea, she typed a good word.

Just wait for the other party to call, and forget your original idea of ​​reading the novel.

No one had been able to change her mind about reading novels before. If anyone had, she would just deal with it casually and go back to reading novels.

But now, the living habits of both parties are changing each other bit by bit.

Caller ID.

"Hey, Misty."

A girl's soft voice came from the phone.

Jiang Yunwu put his phone on the table and moved away so that he didn't notice his slightly red ears.

But he softened his voice unconsciously and said hello: "Hello, Dye, I'm Misty."

The boy's voice was low and gentle. Strangely, Xu Xiran inexplicably felt a hint of tenderness in it.

She had always thought that Miwu was a girl, but during a chat, Miwu said that she was a boy.

Since then, Xu Xiran was too embarrassed to tell Miwu directly about some private matters concerning girls.

The other party had been silent for too long, so Jiang Yunwu asked again in confusion, "Dye?"

Xu Xiran, who was called back to his senses, lay down on his side with his back against the wall, curled up in the quilt, and began to confide in his heart with a dazed look on his face.

"Sometimes I hate myself so much, I think I am disgusting and greedy, I don't think I deserve to have friends."

But I really want someone to accompany me.

The tears in the girl's eyes slid down and dripped onto the quilt she was lying on. They were quickly absorbed and disappeared without a trace.