Quickly Transmigrate to Change the World

Xu Xiran recalled that she had experienced several friendships that did not end well, as well as the misunderstanding of her family and the hurtful words she said casually.

All these enveloped me like a black fog, and my world became dark and dim.

As if she had found an outlet, her tears could not stop flowing, and she was confused and bewildered.

“Why should I be like a trash can, absorbing their unhappy emotions? I am afraid that I will hurt them.

I don’t want others to be as sad as I am, but I myself bear these negative emotions and they don’t dissipate, so they accumulate more and more.”

Hearing the other party's nasal words, Jiang Yunwu knew that Dianzhen was crying.

His heart felt a dense pain, thinking that he was the same, not trusting others, afraid of being hurt again...

Just venting emotions through exercise and playing games, having similar emotions and methods of dealing with them, it is not unreasonable that he was chosen as a confidant.

Jiang Yunwu was silent for a long time before he spoke. At this moment, his voice unconsciously revealed a sense of fragility and casualness.

“I used to wonder why my parents gave birth to me, and I didn’t feel their love for me.

I also long to be loved, but I am always hurt, so I am always looking forward to the end of my life. "

It wasn't until I met you that I realized there were people who felt the same way as I did.

However, I face it with a different attitude. I try my best to make others happy and not let others notice my depressed emotions and hurt others.

There was no sound from the other side, so Jiang Yunwu leaned back on the sofa, rested his head on the back of the chair, closed his eyes and let his mind go.

Once, before his grandfather passed away, he told him to let go of the past and not care about it. He agreed and tried hard to let it go, but the damage that had been left behind could not be erased psychologically or in memory.

He felt sorry for Dye because he saw the shadow of his childhood in Dye.

They all have the same insecurity and want to get the favor of others, so they have to be careful and consider carefully even their words and actions.

Xu Xiran continued, "I have tried to change these things, but it was of no use, so I am also trying to get used to them and just be myself.

Miwu, since we have waited so long and still haven't gotten what we want, let's learn to slowly let go of those obsessions. I, Dye, am your confidant and will definitely not hurt you."

Before getting to know Dried Skin better, Jiang Yunwu didn't have any feelings for him. She just felt that there was an interesting person in her boring days.

At first she would take the initiative to approach him, but when she realized that he had no resistance and acceptance, she slowly began to let go of her own disguise unscrupulously, and also changed him.

It is also an attempt for him to go from simply replying to actively caring and telling the other person what is really in his heart.

Until the end, I am willing to be hurt, because we are the same person. If I can make the other person happy, I am willing to bear the gentle hurt brought by the other person.

Hurt will be erased by love. In the past, when Jiang Yunwu saw this sentence, he didn't feel anything and even thought it was ridiculous and stupid.

But now he seems to feel that the past hurts are no big deal. I am willing to believe in this world again because that person is you.

"Dye, if you are unhappy, come to me. I am always here. Don't leave me alone."

That's what she said, but her mind was habitually overthinking, Misty, don't feel sorry for me, you'll make me look like a clown.

No matter whether it is kindness or malice shown by others, Xu Xiran will immediately regard it as malice.

She tried hard to resolve the obstacles in her heart, but it remained the same. It had become a habit, corroding her heart and mind.

After chatting for a few more words, he hung up.

Xu Xiran's tears, which had been held back, began to flow down her face again without her noticing.

She held the phone against her chest. The phone felt slightly hot, like a transferable warmth that was unknowingly warming her frozen heart.

Fool Misty, don't be nice to me, I will get more than I deserve.

I was worried that I wouldn't be able to bear the harm, so I refused contact from the beginning.

However, the two have already come into contact, and everything in the future is heading towards the unknown.

……

Jiang Yunwu was very precocious when he was a child. He knew that his birth was an accident and not expected by his parents.

He wanted to attract his parents' attention, so he was very obedient, studied hard, and got good grades.

But his parents still raised him with his grandfather in the village. At that time, he could only see his parents once in a long time.

Some children in the countryside are spoiled, rude and naughty. They often bully the young boy who doesn't fit in and deliberately lock him up in a house that has been abandoned for a long time.

The house was made of cement, and had some cracks from long-term exposure to wind and rain. Only a tiny bit of light could penetrate into the dark space.

In order to ask people to open the door, Jiang Yunwu shouted until his throat was almost hoarse, but because there was a drama troupe performing at that time, almost everyone went to watch the show.

No one passed by, no one opened the door for him.

After locking him in the room, the children went to watch the show and play, forgetting that someone was locked up.

It happened that Xu Xiran went to stay with her relatives for a few days, and she was wandering around in the alley out of boredom.

After passing an abandoned house, I heard a sentence that was so hoarse that it was almost inaudible.

"Wait a moment!"

Fortunately, Xu Xiran heard it. She returned to the abandoned house and remembered what her elders had said, stay away from deserted and overgrown places because there are snakes and insects.

She should have been scared, but she was too curious. When she got closer, she heard the boy's voice, as weak as that of a kitten that had been weaned and had no water to drink just a few days after it was born.

"Can you open the door for me?"

Two rusty round door handles, entangled with a rusty iron chain.

She couldn't untie the chain with her own strength. An anxious Xu Xiran said to the boy who was locked inside, "I'll go find my aunt for help."

Jiang Yunwu hurriedly said, "Don't go."

Don't leave me alone, it's so dark here, and there are bugs and rats, I'm so scared.

He was afraid that there would be no one to open the door for him. Having witnessed his grandmother pass away, he also knew that everyone would leave this world one day.

I was afraid that the other party would forget to call someone else, and I would leave this world before anyone could help open the door.

Hearing the person locked inside speaking in tears, Xu Xiran stopped and went back, squatting by the door and comforting the other person.

"Don't cry. I'm here with you, okay? Don't cry."

In the past, whenever she cried, she was often coaxed by her brothers and sisters. Now that she has grown up and there is no one to coax her, she can also coax others.

Isn’t it a good thing to make others happy and see a bright smile on their face?

Xu Xiran was tired of squatting, so she took off her shoes and sat on them to chat with the little boy inside.

"How old are you? I'm six."

Jiang Yunwu responded quietly from inside the room. He said, "I'm six years old too."

The two chatted for a long time until a woman passed by.

Xu Xiran felt like she had seen a savior. Her throat was a little hoarse from chatting for too long and not having any water.

She quickly shouted: "Auntie, wait!"

Finally, the woman helped open the door and the two children went home.