Quickly Transmigrate to Change the World

Before Xiao Yu came to this small world.

Xu Xiran, a high school sophomore with good grades and good looks, was also confessed to by someone.

"I like you, Xiran, can you be my girlfriend?"

The boy's cheeks were slightly red, he smiled shyly, his eyes were sincere, and he was holding a gift box in his hand.

The boys' brothers, friends and classmates around them all started to cheer, "Stay together, stay together."

Xu Xiran smiled and rejected the boy's confession in a gentle tone.

"Sorry, I have someone I like."

Actually, no. She originally wanted to say that the other person was not her type, but she felt that it was a bit inappropriate, so it was more convenient to say that she had someone she liked.

Because it is fake, you can make it up at will.

The boy was disappointed and sad when he heard this, and his eyes dimmed. The next moment, he looked at Xu Xiran with hope, "Can I ask who he is?"

If it was someone from school, he would definitely go and see what it was about that boy that made Xiran like him, whether he was worthy of her liking him, and whether he should continue to like him.

"He's not from school, but he's very nice and gentle."

When talking about the person he likes, there seems to be light in his eyes and even his smile becomes more gentle.

The crowd who were watching the boy being rejected were somewhat dissatisfied, and some even thought that the girl was ungrateful.

Later, when I saw the girl looking so affectionate when she thought of her lover, I was wondering who was so lucky to be liked by the girl so much.

The boy had to lower his head to avoid letting others see his red eyes, and he held the small gift box in his hand so that it would not fall to the ground.

The first confession in my life failed. I feel regretful and sad. I should have cut my losses in time before I fell in love with her to the point where I couldn't live without her.

Seeing that there was nothing interesting to see, the crowd left one by one.

Xu Xiran patted the boy on the right shoulder and said, "You will meet someone better. Now you should study hard."

He left without looking back.

"I have something else to do, so I'll leave first."

I still have to eat and queue up for a shower, so I don’t have so much time to waste.

Jiang Yunwu didn't want to squeeze into the stairs, so he left the classroom more than ten minutes after the get out of class ended, but he never expected to see this scene.

The girl was indeed very nice, and he could tell that she was the same type of person as him.

But the other person is kinder than himself.

After all, I was pretending from the beginning to the end.

Someone has also confessed his love to Jiang Yunwu.

He refused, citing his asexuality as the reason.

The girl didn't want to give up and said anxiously: "I don't believe there are asexuals in this world, please give me a chance"

"You lost your chance from the first sentence."

Jiang Yunwu looked at Yang Shanshan with a cold expression, not wanting to waste too much time, "Sorry, I have something else to do, so I'll leave first."

There is no standard answer to the question that does not meet his psychological expectations, but he can feel what kind of answer is in line with his wishes.

Yang Shanshan chose a place with few people to confess her love, which had consumed all her courage.

She was afraid of being watched, just like now, she was standing here crying and no one would come up to her.

But I really want someone to comfort me. I feel so sad and don’t understand why I was rejected.

Young joy always involves the heart in this way.

Xu Xiran happened to see this scene and answered in her heart,

"Before I finish my life, before I meet the person I love.

It’s better not to say that you are asexual, otherwise the girl you like may be scared away by this statement. "

Seeing the girl crying, Xu Xiran's first reaction was to go over and comfort her, but then she changed her mind and worried that people would think she was meddling in other people's business.

After hesitating for a moment, she took out the candy from her schoolbag and walked over.

"Classmate, do you want some candy?"

Yang Shanshan sobbed and looked up at Xu Xiran. Unexpectedly, she felt warm inside. She accepted the candy and thanked him politely.

"If you feel sad, just cry."

Xu Xiran took out her tissue and handed it to her to wipe her tears.

Seeing that the girl had slowly stopped crying, Xu Xiran continued, "It's getting dark, go home early and don't let your family worry."

Yang Shanshan was moved and thanked him again. At the same time, she thought it through and realized that being rejected was no big deal. There are always better people out there.

Yang Shanshan wiped away her tears and said goodbye, "Then I will go home first, thank you."

"Goodbye."

The two turned and separated.

……

The temperature on the sixth floor was still hot. Unfortunately, I couldn't hear the cicadas chirping in the big trees on the road near the school gate, but I could hear my classmates whispering.

I can’t see the glorious youth, but I can see young boys and girls sleeping behind books.

They may be crazy, they are young.

At this age, it seems that it is the rebellious period and early love period. There are also good students who study hard in order to have a good future.

I am in a state of hesitation and confusion. I don’t care what the future will be like. I don’t care, but I don’t want to fall into the crowd and become a degenerate person.

This was a really ridiculous youth for me.

The weather is changeable. There were yellow and red rainstorm warnings a few days ago, but a few days later it turned into a yellow high temperature warning.

Even with an umbrella, I can still feel the scorching heat of the sun. I am still a teenager, but I feel like an old man lamenting the desolation of my half-life.

Sometimes one will be infected by that living life, causing one's emotions to fluctuate. One will have wise ideas but then consciously fall into depravity, which is sad and shameful.

No one saved me.

Xu Xiran smiles every day, and sometimes she can't tell whether she is smiling happily or pretending to smile.

If you don't smile, others will mistakenly think you are sulking, and you will easily be isolated and excluded.

No matter how sunny and bright the weather is, or how dazzling the sun is, the light can never reach the depths of their hearts, and can never wash away the haze and darkness in their hearts.

As time goes by, they become less and less interested in living.

Xu Xiran was a little overweight in junior high school, weighing more than 100 pounds. Starting from her second year of high school, she weighed more than 90 pounds, and in her third year of high school, she dropped to more than 80 pounds.

She didn't try to lose weight on purpose, she just had no appetite and couldn't eat or didn't want to eat.

In addition, I could no longer control my emotions, my sleep and work schedule were not working properly, and my health was getting worse and worse.

She had already accumulated enough disappointment.

From junior high school to when she was about to graduate from high school, she had thought about having sex many times.

She often writes something down in a draft book or on a note.

If you can't be the light, please don't be the hand that pulls me into the darkness. After all, I have endured it for a long time.

When a person is very sad, he will not feel pain or hunger.

I hate pretending to understand others when I clearly don't.

I thought everything would get better slowly, but I was just deceiving myself. There was no point in escaping.

I don’t want to have much contact with people because I have to always think about whether I am doing well, whether what I say is right, and whether it will cause others to mind.

The world gives me tenderness, but I cannot feel it for a moment and have never been truly happy.

I don’t know why, but I feel sad more often, and even when I’m laughing, I can stop laughing in an instant.

I don't want to try the unknown, I'm afraid, but there is no way. I have to overcome my own psychology and accept and face it. I admit that I am a coward.

Why do adults always advise you to persevere as if they understand everything? Why do people who don’t understand always think they understand everything?

When I told my mother that I was sad, she would just tell me not to think too much and to study hard. Every time the topic was about studying hard. I knew that studying was good for me.

But if there is no happiness, then what is the meaning of living? It is better to die early than to live in pain.

How I wished I had never been born into this world.