Moe Academy: Resurrection Battle

I am a student. The task of a student is to study, but I have been studying for almost 10 years without knowing what is going on, and I still feel that studying is like a yoke that is firmly tied to me. Although sometimes I vaguely feel that thinking can bring people happiness, this feeling will "evaporate" when I encounter a difficult problem. I hate those questions that make people's heads think too much. In front of those questions, my sense of accomplishment is like a soap bubble being punctured by a needle. However, studying has allowed me to meet many teachers and classmates. They are an indispensable part of my life. I don't know if it is appropriate to use the saying "a friend in need is a friend indeed". However, suddenly I didn't study, for example, in the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school, I actually felt empty and bored. I wandered around doing nothing all day long, and suddenly became a big idler. I always felt that I had to do something, and I always felt that I was skipping school, while the teachers and classmates were waiting for my return in the classroom. I really felt how terrible it was to not study. I want to go to school again. Most students have this feeling: they want to have a holiday when they are in school, and they want to go to school again after the holiday. In addition, in order to help readers grasp the main points, I added some "marginal notes" as a kind of "introduction". Friends with a high level of understanding, please just treat it as "it does not exist". "The True Story of the Killer" can be called my "colorful book". There are many bloody scenes in it, but behind those scenes, I hope to present the real world. Since this world is so dangerous and treacherous, and full of dangers, why can't I tell the truth in it? Right! What I really talk about in this book is a "reason", the natural law of mutual generation and mutual restraint, the rule of survival of the fittest, and the "helplessness of life". I think only when a person sees through these rules and helplessness can he be calm and optimistic. On the contrary, not facing and not accepting will only cause inner anxiety. For this reason, I put this book in my "dealing with the world series". Many political and human themes that are not easy to discuss in "Looking at Life with a Cold Eye" or "I'm Not Teaching You to Cheat" are expressed through the mantis killer. Here, I must emphasize that the irony of the book is the entire history and human nature, and there is no allusion to modern people. Please do not get stuck in a dead end. What is the difference between the life of a mantis and the life of a person? There is life and death, injury and killing, love and hatred. Originally, we should have "joy and sorrow" and "no joy and no sorrow" for everything in this world. The former can be said to be "life is square", that is, "life" will face many angular difficulties; the latter can be said to be "life is round", in the end, if we cannot see all separations and pessimism as a "circle" or a "law of life" that repeats itself, it will be too painful. "Heaven creates all things, heaven kills all things; all things create all things, and all things kill all things." This is the "circle" I express in the whole book. In order to draw this circle, I donated yuan of royalties to charity before it was published. I hope that "The Killer's Story" will not bring "killing" but "life". This book is my latest attempt. It may be a little profound and difficult, but I sincerely ask you to be patient, read it slowly, chew it slowly, savor it slowly, and sympathize with it slowly...