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Li Zhengde frowned after hearing what Li Mingxia said, as if he could not accept the word "utilize".

Is this too serious?

Li Zhengde looked at Li Mingxia with a somewhat aggrieved look.

He didn't like Li Mingxia saying that. He never felt that he was being used, nor did he feel that Li Mingxia would use him.

He even feels that he has no strengths, what is there to be used for? The word "sister" is really inappropriate.

Li Mingxia felt a little helpless. She thought that she was the one taking advantage of others, but when she looked at the "victim", it seemed as if she, Li Mingxia, was the one being taken advantage of.

"Sister, it's just a matter of your words if you want me to do anything. There's no need to use such serious words." Li Zhengde said seriously.

Li Mingxia secretly spread his hands in his heart, not knowing whether to laugh or cry for a moment.

Look, I haven’t said anything, but I’m already PUAing myself. How can this be possible?

"I asked you to study, but I never asked you whether you wanted to study or not, nor did I ask you whether you wanted to become an official in the future. All of this was arranged by me. I just want you to be able to help me better in the future. As for what you think, your emotions, and your ideals, I have never considered them. Tell me, isn't this exploitation?" Li Mingxia said softly.

If possible, she would not want to attribute her behavior to "exploitation", but once these words were laid out, it would be too far-fetched to say it was not "exploitation".

Li Mingxia has already spoken out these things, so there will be no more concealment, nor will there be any evasion. The current situation is to say whatever is there.

The more Li Zhengde listened to these words, the more uncomfortable he felt. He felt that Li Mingxia was deliberately distancing himself from him. In other words, wasn't he treating him as an outsider?

If Li Mingxia really treated him as his own and said "you're welcome", then he would not feel any guilt, nor would he feel that he was being used.

Would a person feel guilty about doing something just because he wants to achieve a certain goal?

Of course not, because it is his duty to do anything for himself, and Li Zhengde hopes that Li Mingxia can also think of himself in this way.

No matter what he is asked to do, he should not feel guilty about it. Everything is voluntary and he hopes that Li Mingxia will treat him as one of his own.

"I do." Li Zhengde answered Li Mingxia's question first.

"I like reading. I've told my sister before. Even if I didn't say it, my sister should be able to see it."

"When I was at the old house of the Li family, I was scolded by my grandmother because I touched those books of Li Zhengxue. I was also punished by not being allowed to eat. That day, my sister saved her own food and gave it to me."

Is there anything else about this?

Li Mingxia couldn't help scratching his head as he saw Li Zhengde was obviously very moved. He didn't seem to have this part in his memory. But now was not the time to review his memory. He could only nod perfunctorily and motioned Li Zhengde to continue.

Li Zhengde didn't care and was immersed in his own memories.

The memories of that time in the Li family's old house were painful for Li Zhengde, but they were also very happy, touching and warm memories.

Those touching, happy and warm memories were given to him by Li Mingxia, his two younger sisters, his mother, and his older brother.

As for the father...

Li Zhengde thought hard, but really couldn't think of anything. Even if there was anything, it was something that happened after the family split up.

"That day I secretly told my sister that I also wanted to study, learn to read, and go to school, but my sister didn't say anything. She just hugged me and cried, and said she would definitely find a way to help me."

At that time, Li Zhengde was still young and not "sensible" enough. He didn't understand why Li Zhengde could go to college, but he couldn't, since they were both grandsons of the Li family. Was he not smart enough? Or was he not working hard enough? But he felt that he could also learn well.

But young Li Zhengde didn't know it at that time. He just felt it was not enough and it had to be agreed upon by old man Li.

Obviously, Mr. Li felt that Li Zhengxue was the only one in the Li family who had the right material, and no one else was suitable. Especially after the failed case, Mr. Li placed all his hopes on Li Zhengxue.

"Actually, I have said this to my mom and dad. At that time, I was too young and didn't know much. I thought that as long as I fought for it, I should be able to get the same opportunity as Li Zhengxue. I hope that mom and dad can help me speak for me, especially dad. We are both grandparents' sons. Whatever uncle says can be realized, so dad should be able to do it too, right?"

Seeing Li Mingxia's eyes that showed a bit of distress and a bit of sympathy, Li Zhengde couldn't help but smile.

"Do you think I was particularly stupid at that time? Actually, when I think about it now, I do feel the same way. But I was so young at that time, what could I know? I just wanted something that someone else had already "gotten". I thought my request was not excessive. How could I know that I would be rejected?"

Li Mingxia looked at Li Zhengde's increasingly distant eyes and knew that Li Zhengde must have remembered something that was not so pleasant. However, Li Zhengde obviously wanted to talk at this moment, so even if it sounded a little off-topic, Li Mingxia did not disturb Li Zhengde, but let him vent his emotions and grievances over the years.

Everyone has things in their hearts that they can't let go of, more or less. If they are kept in the heart for too long, it will make people breathless. Li Zhengde's current state has reached a critical point. If he doesn't break out completely, he is likely to have psychological problems in the future.

"What happened next? What did parents say?" Li Mingxia asked softly.

Li Zhengde held Li Mingxia's wrist in his hand, as if he could gain endless power from this slender wrist.

"Mother cried, just like my sister. She cried very sadly, but she didn't say she would help me find a solution. She just said sorry to me and said she was useless and that's why she got me into trouble."

"I remember that day, my mother just hugged me and cried. In fact, when I saw her like that, I regretted it in my heart. I felt that I shouldn't have said this. I made my mother sad, but I didn't understand why my mother cried like this? Obviously, I hadn't said it at this time, and I hadn't been rejected!"