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Li Mingxia felt an indescribable bitterness in his heart when he heard what Li Zhengde said.

She only had the memory of the past Li Mingxia, but she didn't know what Li Mingxia was thinking at that time, nor could she feel her emotions.

But I think, that sister loved her brother so much, she must have been heartbroken when she knew these things.

"Later I realized that not all requests can be met, and not everyone's requests can be met. The only person whose requests can be met is Li Zhengxue, not me."

"Even if we are all children of the Li family and can really get the opportunity to go to school, you are the only one, Li Zhengxue. I can't, and I will never be able to do so." Li Zhengxue smiled, and the expression on his face looked a little miserable.

Li Mingxia sat not far from Li Zhengde, looking at him quietly.

She still didn't say anything. It wasn't that she didn't want to comfort her brother, but she knew that what Li Zhengde needed at this moment might not be comfort, but just a good listener.

Li Mingxia is willing to be the listener.

"But even though I knew all this, I still didn't give up. I still thought that maybe there was still room for hope."

Li Zhengde raised his head, his eyes aching badly.

Li Zhengde had never told anyone about these past events. Zhang didn't know, Li Sanlang didn't know, Li Zhengpin didn't know, and naturally his two sisters didn't know either.

Originally, Li Zhengde didn't want to tell Li Mingxia.

After all, in Li Zhengde's opinion, those days were not really a glorious thing. But if he didn't say it out, it would be too painful. He was like a child who was always wronged, with no one sympathizing with him and no one understanding him. When it was late at night and everyone was asleep, the most painful part would start to ache again, making it difficult for him to sleep well and eat.

Li Zhengde thought that if he had to tell someone, he would have to tell his sister.

Because only my sister can understand how painful those days were, and only my sister can understand why I can't forget them even after so long, even now when life is so good, and why I can't forget them as soon as I mention them, as if they happened yesterday.

Because they didn't understand, the feeling of despair was too strong. Li Zhengde had dreamed many times that everything now was just a dream. He and Li Mingxia had never been able to escape from the Li family's old house. Their family was still stuck there, suffering day and night every day.

In the dream, Li Zhengde watched everything from a God's perspective. The fear and despair in his own eyes made him terrified even though he knew he was in a dream.

The reason why each dream ended was that Li Zhengde in the dream cried so hard that he could hardly breathe, so the Li Zhengde in reality could wake up.

Every time, really every time, Li Zhengde had a feeling of surviving a disaster when he returned to reality from a dream. Many times he could hardly confirm that he was still alive. Was he really still alive?

Many times, Li Zhengde felt that when he woke up, he didn't even dare to open his eyes.

He was afraid that when he opened his eyes he would see the shabby house, the cold kang, and the "cotton quilt" that was as hard as iron. Every time, Li Zhengde would wait until he heard Li Mingxia or Zhang's voice before he dared to open his eyes.

Only after seeing the environment around him did he let out a long sigh.

"I thought, if I work hard and earn more money, my family will have a better life, then I can go to school... or... if... if..."

When Li Zhengde got to this point, he was unable to continue for a long time. He looked at Li Mingxia, not knowing whether he should say it or not.

He was afraid that if Li Mingxia knew his shameful thoughts, she would despise him and think that he was not a good person.

Li Zhengde doesn't care what others think of him, but he cannot help but care what Li Mingxia thinks of him.

It can be said that Li Mingxia is the person Li Zhengde cares about most in his life. No matter whether it is Zhang, Li Zhengpin, Li Sanlang, or the two sisters, none of them holds as important a position in Li Zhengde's heart as Li Mingxia.

Li Zhengde absolutely could not accept any dissatisfaction of Li Mingxia towards him.

Li Mingxia looked at Li Zhengde who was hesitating and seemed to be reluctant to say it. How could he not know what Li Zhengde was thinking?

"Did you think during that period that if Li Zhengxue didn't perform well in the academy, or if he couldn't meet the requirements of his grandparents, you would have a chance?" Li Mingxia asked.

Li Zhengde didn't know whether he should nod or not, but his elder sister had already said everything he was thinking, so was there any point in denying it? On the contrary, it would make his elder sister think that he was a person who dared to do but not to take responsibility.

"Yes, that's what I thought during that period." When Li Zhengde said this, he suddenly felt relaxed, as if he finally had a chance to say what had been weighing on his mind.

But almost the next second Li Zhengde hurriedly raised his head and looked at Li Mingxia's face carefully.

The light in the carriage was too dim, and it was difficult to see his sister's expression clearly, but Li Zhengde clearly saw the smile and pity on his sister's face.

My sister is not angry!

My sister still feels sorry for herself!

This discovery made Li Zhengde extremely happy. Nothing could make him happier than this.

Li Mingxia looked at Li Zhengde like this and moved her wrist which Li Zhengde had been holding. But as soon as she moved, Li Zhengde immediately held it tighter, and even frowned again, as if he didn't understand why Li Mingxia did this? Was he unhappy again?

Li Mingxia sighed secretly in his heart, wondering what had happened to this child? Why was he so sensitive, self-abased and suspicious?

Li Mingxia patted his hand gently, "Let go for a moment."

Li Zhengde was unwilling. He pursed his lips stubbornly and looked at Li Mingxia. He was a little unhappy, but he did not dare to go against Li Mingxia's words. He could only let go of his hand reluctantly.

Li Mingxia's almost numb hand was finally free. She immediately pulled it back and moved her wrist. She felt a little better when she felt the numbness and soreness finally passed.

Seeing Li Zhengde looking at him with a hurt and resentful look on his face, he knew that his younger brother must have imagined a 10,000-word plot in his mind.

"Sister must dislike me, otherwise why would you suddenly take your hand away?"

"Sister, do you not want to talk to me? Are you rejecting me this way?"