I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

Lin Jin came out of the library with a few books on organic fertilizer that she had just borrowed. She had learned almost everything during this period, except for some minor details.

"Classmate, are you also a student of Agricultural University?" Lin Jin was stopped by a boy who was holding study materials related to agricultural college students. "I am also a student of Agricultural University. Can we get to know each other?"

Lin Jin looked at the boy in front of her whom she didn't know. She just smiled and said, "I'm not."

The boy was stunned for a moment: "But, but I have seen you in class."

"I really am not." Lin Jin smiled and walked around him. It was true that she went to the Agricultural University to attend classes. Those were free substitute classes she took. Although she could study on her own, she still had to listen to some subtle details.

She saw the other party's intention, but she had no intention of paying attention to these advances, not before and even less now.

Her time is valuable and she has more important things to do.

Lin Jin hurried to the Agricultural University to attend classes. After all, she still had some things she didn't understand. The boy followed Lin Jin and watched her enter the Agricultural University. He couldn't help but wonder if he was just greasy and why Lin Jin disliked him so much.

Or maybe this is the teaching assistant, so he identified the wrong person.

The boy seemed to be thinking about something, wondering if it was because he mistook the teaching assistant for a student that made Lin Jin unhappy.

The boy thought of Lin Jin's figure and his face turned red for no reason.

The teaching assistant has such a great temperament, as if she walked out of an ancient scroll.

Time passed little by little, and there was only one day left on the calendar before the time Lin Jin had circled. Lin Jin returned all the borrowed books and closed her social media accounts.

She took a look at the fruits and vegetables planted on the balcony during this period, as well as the feedback information on the organic fertilizers she had sent out. She had mastered everything she needed to master, and she didn't need to be too precise. After all, there were some things that she couldn't extract on her own at the level of that era, and her time was almost up now.

Lin Jin packed up all her things and sat at the desk to write her suicide note. This suicide note was written to Jiang Tingxue. She left all the remaining things to Jiang Tingxue.

She had nothing to leave for Jiang Tingxue, she just hoped that Jiang Tingxue would not be too sad.

Lin Jin took out her cell phone and looked at the balance in it. It was the money she earned from selling several patents in the past few months. She transferred all of it to Jiang Tingxue's account. This could be regarded as her compensation to Jiang Tingxue over the years.

Jiang Tingxue had always been sincere to her, but at that time she found it very hard to imagine someone loving her unrequitedly. Now, thinking back, Jiang Tingxue really suffered a lot and was wronged in this friendship.

After Lin Jin transferred the money to Jiang Tingxue, he turned off his cell phone, sorted out the materials he would use tomorrow, and planned to have a good sleep.

The next day, Lin Jin woke up and rubbed the novel that Jiang Tingxue gave her for a long time. She decided to return the novel to Jiang Tingxue, and the other party would keep the book well.

Lin Jin looked at the Buddhist beads on her wrist and took the materials she had prepared last night to the deep mountains in the countryside. She drank the entire bottle of paraquat. As soon as the paraquat entered her throat, she felt a burning sensation in her throat, accompanied by severe pain.

Lin Jin didn't know where he got the courage to choose this way of death. He knew how painful it would be to die from drinking paraquat, but this seemed to be the best choice.

She turned her phone back on, and then came the various messages that Jiang Tingxue had sent not long ago. The other party seemed to know what she was going to do and kept calling her. As soon as she turned on her phone, the call came in.

"Guigui." Lin Jin smiled. The pain in her body made her curl up on the ground. "I'm sorry. I'll send you a location later. Please help me collect the body. Don't cry. I'm fine. Don't cry..."

Lin Jin felt so sorry for Jiang Tingxue. Her eyes still turned red when she heard Jiang Tingxue crying on the other end of the phone. She sent her location to Jiang Tingxue and looked at the materials in her hand.

That was the case she had seen over the years. She couldn't let her death implicate anyone, so she couldn't jump off a building, couldn't commit suicide in her rented apartment, and couldn't die in public and cause panic...

She started to become sleepy when she was in high school. She often suffered from gastroenteritis, nausea, headaches and bloating. At that time, she thought it was probably because of too much pressure that broke her body. She was afraid of arguing with others and even felt anxious and trembling because of this. She thought she had social phobia...

It was not until she studied nursing that she came across a professional term called somatization of depression.

She was just living her life as usual, so how could she have such a mental illness? She felt that she was so strong inside that she had not been defeated over the years.

Later, when Jiang Tingxue appeared, she realized that she was really sick, because she could not feel Jiang Tingxue's kindness to her. She began to doubt Jiang Tingxue's kindness to her, and even felt that sooner or later Jiang Tingxue would definitely become disgusted and alienated from her.

She then realized that she might really be sick. If she was sick, then she might as well get treatment. At least she could make herself look no different from a normal person on the surface.

It doesn’t matter whether it’s good or bad, but you can’t let people worry.

Because of the toxic reaction to paraquat, Lin Jin could not hold the phone and medical materials, so she let go, and the thick medical materials flew in the wind.

I'm sorry, boudoir.

During this period, she often dreamed of Song Shiqiu and others. She watched Tu Huaining blaming Liu Zhengqing for not taking good care of her and why he didn't stand by her side at the last moment. She also watched Tu Huaining resenting herself for not coming back sooner.

Liu Zhengqing and Tu Huaining became emotionless knives. Song Shiqiu no longer had any scruples, and gradually became the one who had the power of life and death. If the former Song Shiqiu was willing to sacrifice his life for the sake of reform and innovation, and was willing to use his blood to pave the way for the world, the current Song Shiqiu is swift and resolute, sacrificing the rebels and using the blood of others to reform.

She saw that the emperor who had destined Song Shixia to be the heir apparent had passed away, and the crown prince who had died long ago had ascended the throne. Everyone thought that the new emperor would eliminate Song Shiqiu first upon ascending the throne, but the result was that Song Shiqiu's status was further elevated.

Song Shiqiu truly became a lone minister. He even disobeyed the emperor's orders and only judged right and wrong, so that everyone believed that the new emperor was a puppet and Song Shiqiu was the one in power in Daxia today.

Lin Jin didn't know what happened in the meantime and why Song Shiqiu became like this. If Song Shixia still cared about what happened, Song Shiqiu would definitely not become so careless. That resolute look seemed to be saying.

As long as God doesn't kill me, then I'm not wrong.

He is still a good official who loves his people like his own children, but he has lost his kindness and the selfishness that a human being should have.

The four maids who followed him no longer stayed in the Prime Minister's Mansion. Instead, they appeared in various unexpected places, doing what could be said to be the most dangerous tasks.

Only then did Lin Jin realize that perhaps Xunmian and the others' identities were never simple. Those things were clearly what the White Crane Army should do, monitoring the world for Song Shiqiu, going undercover among the enemy, and even disguising themselves as various lowly people to gather information.

Lin Jin didn't want to see them become like this. These people were obviously flesh and blood people and shouldn't become like this.

She wanted to save them, especially Song Shiqiu. Sister Shixia would be very sad if she saw them.

Lin Jin closed her eyes.

[Matching life form found]

[Detecting the host's willingness, ding——After detection, the host had a strong desire for farming, and chose to bind it to the agricultural system]

[Life is being transmitted]