I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

"Lin Jin! How do you talk to mom and dad like that?" Lin Jin's words made Lin's mother so angry that her face turned red.

Lin Jin lowered his eyes: "So, 170,000 or zero, you choose."

She looked at her silent parents and chuckled, "Then I'll help you choose. Choose 170,000. I really want to leave you. I beg you to let me go."

"Where did you get so much money?" Father Lin said sullenly, "You just graduated this year."

"The money comes from a normal source, don't worry." She interrupted Lin's father, took out her mobile phone and transferred all the 170,000 yuan.

These were the money she had saved bit by bit from scholarships, grants, part-time jobs, and prize money from various competitions and essay competitions over the years. In the beginning, she actually didn't know why she was so obsessed with saving money.

Maybe it was destined, and we have been waiting for this day.

"Then I'll go first." Lin Jin didn't want to have any more contact with them. It wasn't important to her anymore.

Admitting that your parents don’t love you and abandoning family members who don’t love you is as difficult as climbing to the sky, but it is not really that difficult.

Lin Jin made an appointment with Jiang Tingxue. Looking at Jiang Tingxue who was still typing on the keyboard in the milk tea shop, she finally smiled sincerely: "Girl."

"Baby, here~ I ordered your favorite taro sago pudding." Jiang Tingxue waved at Lin Jin, and then placed the taro sago pudding in front of Lin Jin like offering a treasure, with an expression as if asking for praise.

Lin Jin looked at the bowl of sweet-smelling dessert and said, "Thank you."

It's funny to say, she is actually only now sure that she is not nothing in this era, and Jiang Tingxue really loves her in this era.

"What are you thanking me for? You're welcome, baby." Jiang Tingxue bumped into Lin Jin and winked, "But baby, why did you suddenly ask me such a question last night?"

Lin Jin smiled bitterly. What should she say? It seemed like nothing she said was right.

Jiang Tingxue mysteriously took out a self-printed book and said, "Ting ting, look at what this is?"

Lin Jin took it and flipped through it, and saw another story with Lin Jin from the original book as the protagonist. The story in the story was different from what happened to her, except that Song Shixia was no longer a background board that was only mentioned briefly.

She touched the words "Song Shixia" on it and asked, "How did she end up?"

"Song Shixia? You really love this character." Jiang Tingxue took a sip of milk tea and chewed pearls. "It's pretty good. She didn't die, and became a famous prince's tutor like Song Shiqiu. When I think about it, the brothers and sisters I wrote are really amazing."

"They are powerful." Lin Jin said to Jiang Tingxue while crying and laughing.

Jiang Tingxue quickly looked for a tissue: "What's wrong, baby?"

"It's okay. But is this a fan fiction?" Lin Jin smiled and didn't explain.

Jiang Tingxue blinked: "Well... forget it, I just feel that I still can't bear to write you to death, but the original novel is finished, and it won't be good to change it, so I will write a new one for you. This can also be regarded as opening a separate family tree for you."

Lin Jin's eyes hurt: "Thank you."

"Baby, you look so weird today, what's wrong?" Jiang Tingxue touched Lin Jin's head, "But I feel like you've changed a little bit, you don't seem as unhappy as before."

"I just solved some troubles, so I feel better." Lin Jin didn't want to tell this story to others. If it was just a dream, she would keep it as her own secret.

"Okay, if you don't want to talk, forget it. You can tell me anytime you want." Jiang Tingxue smiled, "I have an experimental class in the afternoon. I have to leave now and can't accompany you, baby."

"Okay, see you later." Lin Jin stroked the coverless book in his hand.

"I love you." Jiang Tingxue made a heart shape with her hands to Lin Jin, then left with her computer and milk tea.

Lin Jin returned to her rental house and flipped through the novel that was rewritten for her. When she saw herself in the book meeting Song Shixia and Song Shixia told her not to underestimate herself and that she deserved all those good things, tears instantly burst out.

This is, this is her sister Shi Xia, a very gentle woman at all times.

"Sister, I miss you." Lin Jin held the book, as if she could hug Song Shixia in this way, and cried in the room like a child.

Lin Jin finished reading the novel with tears in her eyes. Seeing that Song Shixia lived a peaceful life in the book, her tears wet the pages. She kept stroking the three words "Song Shixia" on the pages, trying to penetrate the book and touch her.

She fell asleep holding the book, but she felt as if someone was pressing down on her. She turned over and looked at the Buddhist beads on the bed.

Lin Jin picked up the Buddhist beads and still remembered what it looked like when Song Shixia wrapped it twice and put it on her hand.

Not a dream.

So it’s real, not a dream.

Lin Jin's tears, which she had managed to stop, fell again. She clenched her Buddhist beads tightly and said, "Sister Shi Xia."

Lin Jin had a dream at night. She dreamed that Tu Huaining had a big fight with Liu Zhengqing after he came back, and Song Shiqiu was guarding her and Song Shixia's coffins, wondering what he was thinking. In the end, she and Song Shixia were buried in the same tomb.

She watched the Lin Mansion being ransacked, and Lin Lin escaped disaster by marrying into Prince Jin's Mansion. It seemed that the plot in the book began to return to normal after her and Song Shixia died.

[Do you want to go back?]

Lin Jin heard a voice ask her this, and the voice sounded very familiar: "Are you... Xianglian?"

[Do you want to go back?]

"Xianglian, what do you mean?" Lin Jin didn't understand what Xianglian was going to do.

[Do you want to go back?]

Xianglian seemed to just repeat this question, as if he would not continue speaking unless Lin Jin answered.

Lin Jin was a little annoyed, but she thought about Xianglian's question and said without a doubt: "I think so."

We can’t let Song Shiqiu, Tu Huaining, Liu Zhengqing and others fall into the final situation. That shouldn’t be their ending.

[Do you still want to change your fate?]

"Why can't I think about it? Why can't I change it? Even if the heaven won't let me change it, I will change it anyway. Sister Shi Xia, it's my fault that I couldn't save her. But so what? The worst that can happen is that I'll be like an ant trying to shake a tree. If I win, then I win. I will only win and not lose by defying the heaven and changing my fate!"

[All appearances are false]

[Give up the physical body and obtain the Dharma body]

[Would you like to?]

Lin Jin was stunned. Does this mean that if she wants to return to the world in the book, she needs to end her current life?

"How do I know if you are lying to me?"

[Monks do not tell lies. You are you now, and you will be you in the future, but how can there be two of you in this world?]

Lin Jin was silent: "Why not?"

Lin Jin opened her eyes and found that there were some more lines on the Buddhist beads, indicating that her dream last night was real.

She looked at the Buddhist beads and called Jiang Tingxue: "Girl, I want to ask you something."

"Hmm? Baby, you say that." Jiang Tingxue hadn't woken up yet, and her voice was drowsy.

"What if one day in the future we suddenly stop contacting each other, what should we do?" Lin Jin twisted the Buddhist beads. The only person she couldn't let go of was Jiang Tingxue.

Jiang Tingxue just said in confusion: "Then don't contact each other. As long as we are both doing well, it's fine. Fate is a mysterious thing."

Lin Jin smiled: "Yeah, okay."

"Then baby, I'm hanging up." Jiang Tingxue gave Lin Jin a MUA before hanging up the phone.

For the next period of time, Lin Jin immersed herself in her studies, learning about the improvement and cultivation of saline-alkali land, salt extraction, and various useful technologies. She was like a sponge, madly learning more knowledge in a limited time.

Lin Jin is very busy every day now. She has given herself three months to solve some of the problems that she encountered before but could not solve. Only in this way will her life not be so difficult when she returns.