After rebirth, I still experienced a mess

2 Disdain Rebirth

It is impossible to end the play at this point.

Xiao Wei was reborn again, and went back more than ten years. This year she was 43 years old.

43-year-old Xiao Wei woke up from a dream and found himself lying under a willow tree.

The willow tree is as thick as a bowl, neither too big nor too small. It grows in the middle of a row of trees on the embankment. It is neither protruding nor too short. The reason why the small reeds can take a rest underneath is because its roots are slightly bent, making it suitable for leaning on.

Xiao Wei stood up and looked at the vast expanses of grain fields and rows of houses on the embankment. Most of them were thatched houses or reed huts, natural, barren, and primitive, and he immediately sneered.

He turned around in confusion and anger, looking at the raging torrent not far from the embankment and the endless reed marsh.

The tall reeds swayed in the wind, forming layers of green waves that spread to the horizon, more natural, more primitive, and more stunning.

The scenery of the pristine wetland is so beautiful!

Just as I was enjoying the view, a child's voice called out from the shore not far away: "Aunt Wu, are you here to pick grass for the pigs too?"

Xiao Wei wanted to curse but held it back. She turned to see a boy of about thirteen or fourteen, carrying a bamboo basket and swinging a small shovel in his hand. It was obviously Shan Zi. She asked unhappily, "When are you going home?"

Shanzi replied: "Yesterday."

"I heard that you have good grades, and you should be able to get into a technical secondary school and get a good salary."

"Not necessarily. I didn't perform well in the exam. I got some questions wrong in both math and chemistry."

Xiao Wei snorted and thought to himself: When his father and his sister-in-law moved to the reed beach to reclaim wasteland, this guy stayed with his grandparents to go to school. He has now graduated from junior high school. Twenty years later, he found out that someone had impersonated him and went to a technical secondary school. He later went to a crappy high school, but failed the college entrance examination by four points. His family was in financial difficulty and had no money to repeat the exam, so he learned to be a carpenter. In addition, he was upright and honest, and he was still struggling at the bottom of society in his fifties. A very smart child, just wasted like this.

I sighed inwardly for a while, and began to think hard about how to help him change his fate. I had to ask him to find someone to go to the county education bureau to check his scores. I could make up a story that I had a distant relative at the education bureau and that there was a quota for him, so that he would make up his mind to fight for it.

Thinking of this, he said seriously and directly: "Getting one or two questions wrong does not mean you will fail the exam. I have a distant relative who works in the Education Bureau of the Prefectural Party Committee. I heard that someone used his connections to get into school last year. You'd better go back to your hometown and ask someone to check your scores at the county level to avoid being replaced by someone else."

"Impersonation, this is impossible, right?"

"Just in case there is such a thing, it's better to check it out."

"I don't have any relatives who are officials, so it's not that easy to check."

"Then find someone."

"Then I will go to my hometown to look for my uncle and grandfather tomorrow to see if they will allow me to investigate."

Xiao Wei nodded: "We must find out, let's go back quickly."

This guy's father is honest but stupid, with a stubborn temper. He has been bullied all his life and his life is a mess. He can't count on anything. I hope his relatives in his hometown can achieve something.

Thinking of this, I felt regretful. If this guy couldn't find anyone and get justice, he would definitely come looking for me. What should I do?

Alas! He just shot himself in the foot.

Watching Shanzi leave, Xiaowei looked around aimlessly for more than ten minutes before slowly sorting out the situation.

All localities have begun to divide the land among households and implement individual farming.

Oh, we can't say "working alone", we have to say "production responsibility system". We can't say the same thing, just like saying "reduction" is "negative growth". There will be endless new terms like this in the future, so we should adapt to it in advance.

I remember when the land was first divided, there were all kinds of fights and conflicts over a good piece of land. It was undoubtedly a huge joke, because the population here is dense and each person has less than one acre of land. It is undoubtedly a pipe dream to want to get rich by growing crops.

At this time, people had been struggling below the poverty line for many years, and having enough food to eat was almost everyone's first choice, so it was understandable that they were competing for high-quality farmland.

Since she had the memory of the prophet, Xiao Wei did not want to become such a joke. She decided to give up the so-called high-quality grain fields and take twice as much low-lying land to dig fish ponds and plant lotus roots. The high banks could be used to grow vegetables, fruits and melons. The annual income would be several times that of growing grain.

There are now eight people in the family, including four children and my parents-in-law. The two younger ones are still in school. My husband takes care of the fields with the second son, while I take the eldest son to engage in speculation.

Oh, yes, now it is not called speculation, it is called business.

First, they would raise funds from everywhere, and then go to the open ports in the south to purchase goods. One trip could earn an ordinary person two or three years' income.

Once it was released, there were so many opportunities that it was easy to achieve financial freedom.

Xiao Wei almost laughed like a pig again.

He stood up happily, straightened his tattered clothes, walked down the river bank, entered the reed beach, pushed aside the dense reeds that were two meters high, and approached the rolling torrent.

The rustling sound occasionally startled birds of all sizes, which flew up and down in the sky.

Soon, he reached the water's edge, taking one step deep and one step shallow. The messy reed roots were washed white by the water. Xiao Wei bent down, ignored his soaked shoes, stepped into the water, broke off a crisp and tender reed root, and ate it deliciously.

After taking five or six bites, his mouth was filled with the taste of rotten grass, and he threw it into the water about ten feet away.

Too lazy to watch any more, he began to tear off the vines wrapped around the reeds, combed out a small bundle, and twisted it into a strong rope. He first tied his legs and then his arms, slowly tied a knot with his mouth, and then jumped into the turbid ocean without hesitation. After struggling and twisting for a few times, he was swallowed up by the source of life.

The end of the play again?

Of course it's still impossible.

Once a person becomes enlightened, he will lose all desire to live.

This is just one point. The most important thing is that in this magical place, Xiaowei can't live the life he wants with his own knowledge and ability.

A prophet can make himself rich, but in an environment where private property is not protected, no matter how much money he has, he cannot keep it without official backing.

The wealth gained through countless hardships will end up being used to support others, and you will die miserably.

The key point is, with so many relatives to tie you down, where can you go?

Since you can be reborn, why not move forward a little bit? Now you have an incompetent husband and unfilial children. These idiots will only cause trouble for you. Why should you work hard for them?

Of course, there are also enemies who have harmed you. Why should you let them have a good end?

During the period of intensive sowing and deep plowing, my father, who was a team leader, saw that the harvest was too poor, so he and the accountant secretly distributed some wheat to the members without telling the brigade commune. After the disaster, they were reported by the members, and my father and the accountant were imprisoned for more than a year. In the more than ten years since they were released, they were criticized in various ways, which led to my elder brothers becoming the "five black categories". I married my current cowardly husband, and my family never had a chance to hold a public office until their death, and they always struggled to make ends meet.

The whistleblower who repaid kindness with enmity and many of the people who supported and supported the whistleblower are now living well. Two of them have become commune cadres, one of whom is Xiaowei's relative. After being released, they used their power to embezzle public resources for personal gain and are now living a better life. How can Xiaowei swallow this anger if he doesn't take revenge?

Another enemy was still in her mother's village, the son of the village secretary at the time. When Xiao Wei was sixteen, he tricked her into going there and raped her, and her father was released early because of this. Xiao Wei had no choice but to marry and reclaim the wasteland by the river. At first, she was often beaten and scolded by her husband, but she didn't suffer from the beatings until she gave birth to two sons.

This kind of life is what most people live with ease, but it is not what Xiaowei wants.

I really don’t want to be reborn in such an environment.