After rebirth, I still experienced a mess

Shanzi: If you could start your life over again, what would you most want to do? Xiaowei: I want to die. Shanzi: What else? Xiaowei: I would strangle you to death when I was helping your mother deliver the baby. Shanzi: What else? Xiaowei: Nothing. What about you? What would you like to do again? Shanzi: Die. Xiaowei: What else? Shanzi: Still die. ...