After rebirth, I still experienced a mess

39 Animals also have self-awareness

Wang Youfu was soaked with dew and water dripping down his head. He couldn't tell whether it was dew or sweat. Jiang Yingying quickly handed him a dry towel and wiped him clean: "Don't be nervous. Even if you can't marry this girl, you can still be friends."

"Thank you, Sister Jiang. No wonder Xiao Wei is worse than a pig or a dog."

Xiao Wei asked unhappily, "Alright. Let's go. I'll take you on my bike."

"Let me ride. I'll lead the way."

As far as Xiaowei could remember, there was only one bicycle in the village, and it belonged to a township cadre. He didn’t know his specific position, but Wang Youfu must have learned how to ride by borrowing his bicycle.

"It's okay. If you can't do it, I'll do it."

Wang Youfu pushed the cart to the gate and waited for a while before Xiao Wei came out after packing up.

It must be said that Wang Youfu rode the bike very steadily, trying his best to avoid potholes to prevent Xiaowei from being bumped.

"Don't be so careful. I'm not made of paper."

"You're such a treasure, so be careful. If anything unexpected happens, my life won't be enough to sustain you."

Xiao Wei snorted coldly: "You were not like this that night."

"Just think of it as a bite from an animal and don't mention it again, okay?"

"Yes, several bites. I remember them all. Sooner or later, I will take revenge on you and make you die a miserable death."

"It's up to you. I'm a scoundrel anyway, so it doesn't matter."

Xiao Wei asked in a hateful tone: "There are so many people who have been abused, of course I don't care about other people's lives."

"Not many. Apart from you, there are only two. They came to me on their own initiative. It's not my fault."

"I brought this upon myself, so I can't blame you, right?"

"No—you're different—well, kind of the same."

"Shameless people always have reasons to excuse themselves."

"You can think whatever you want."

Seeing this guy trying so hard to be a scoundrel, Xiao Wei wanted to laugh and deliberately provoked him: "Are those two still hanging?"

"How can it be."

"Why, you want to keep your virginity for me?"

"That's not the case. They came to me a few times, but I wasn't interested in touching them. I always felt that their bodies were not clean."

"Fuck. You are so filthy yourself, and you still have the nerve to look down on others."

"I don't know why, I just don't like it. There is one more thing I can tell you. After your second sister broke off the engagement, she also came to me."

"My sister is a virgin, absolutely clean, don't you like her too?"

"Yes. I really don't like it. I just feel it's dirty. I really don't know why."

Xiao Wei's heart moved, and she tried to recall this guy's future. After getting married, there was indeed no more confirmed scandals about him. It might be because he became a cripple. But even if he was a cripple, it wouldn't affect his flirting.

Could it be that this guy is still a lovesick person at heart?

Then continue to stimulate: "It seems that you have to work harder and strive to be the bridegroom every day and enter the bridal chamber every night."

"Thanks to your good words, I will try my best."

"I'm waiting to see you become a debt collector."

"Don't worry. A bad guy like me will live a long life."

This is true. I heard that this guy is over 80 years old, but he is still very strong and can ride a tricycle to pick up trash everywhere.

Where can we find justice in this world?

After a moment of silence, Wang Youfu sighed: "Maybe I really am a beast."

"how to say?"

"Whenever I see you, I want to sleep with you. I don't know why."

Xiao Wei was suddenly startled, because he didn't know when, an arm had been wrapped around his waist, which had never happened before when he was in other people's cars.

Perhaps those who have had physical intimacy will have no barriers in their subconscious mind.

Thinking of Wang Youfu's other meaning, Xiao Wei couldn't help but blush and her heart beat fast. Could it be that this guy has already felt it now?

Thinking back to the calm acceptance that night, it was not just resignation to fate, there must be something inexplicable at work. After all, if he really felt disgusted, Wang Youfu would never have succeeded.

What the hell is this?

He shook his head and tried to lower his tone to the freezing point: "As a beast, you are quite self-aware."

Having said that, Xiao Wei suddenly felt a biting cold wind and realized that he had neglected something particularly important in his life. The scientific name of this thing is: life.

Xiao Wei had to change the subject: "What are your plans for the future?"

"People like us, what else can we plan? Nothing more than to have enough food and clothing, marry a wife and have children, continue the family line, and then wait for death. We are nothing like you."

"What happened to us?"

"You are all going to do great things. You want to make great achievements and change the world. Your lifestyle and life pursuits are different from ours."

"All people are the same. They all have seven emotions and six desires. They all experience birth, aging, sickness and death. All life is essentially equal."

"That's just a lie for kids. You don't even believe it yourself."

"No. I do."

"Okay. You're good at it, and what you said is correct. That's it."

"Do you know what I want to do now?"

"I know. You wanted to throw me to death."

Damn it, meeting such a scoundrel, Xiao Wei was so angry that he wanted to slap himself twice.

When they reached the entrance of the village, Wang Youfu stopped and returned the car to Xiao Wei: "Go back by yourself, so as to avoid misunderstandings if someone sees you."

Xiao Wei asked knowingly, "What's the misunderstanding?"

Wang Youfu snorted, did not answer, and left quickly.

It was just a misunderstanding, there was still hope for the two of them, Xiao Wei didn't care at all. However, this scoundrel was quite thoughtful.

According to the general routine of the script, what follows should be an extremely emotional separation of life and death: Xiao Wei and Grandpa apologize to each other, understand each other, comfort each other, and let go of all the grievances. Then, they hold hands and look at each other with tears in their eyes, speechless and choked. Then, watching Grandpa kick his legs three times, exhale his last breath with resentment, his pupils dilated, and in the midst of wailing, his father comes forward to soothe his eyes and let them close tightly.

Even though she had experienced many deaths and her heart was as hard as iron, Xiao Wei could not guarantee that she would not lose her composure and become emotional. After all, facing the death of a loved one, no one could remain calm just because it was commonplace.

Fortunately, none of this happened.

When I got home, my grandfather had been placed on the main door in the middle of the main hall. I remember that after I died, he was placed on the ground near the living room, with only a tattered straw mat under him. It seems that there are certain rules for placing the deceased, young or old.

Seeing Xiao Wei, the mother immediately knelt down and burst into tears: "Grandpa, open your eyes and look - your favorite Xiao Wei is back - but Xiao Wei will never see you speak again - before you died, you only cared about Xiao Wei - you even said that even if you didn't hold a funeral and bury your body, you would still give Xiao Wei a chance to study - why didn't you wait for Xiao Wei to come back before you left - Xiao Wei is your sweetheart - don't worry - Xiao Wei will come back to see you often - burn incense and kowtow to you - and be your best granddaughter -"

People here pay attention to crying at funerals. They cry sincerely, melodiously and with feeling. If they can arouse empathy and make people shed tears with them, it is the greatest filial piety.

In the later generations where there are many women, there will be some mourning competitions. Most of them use mourning as an excuse to vent their dissatisfaction and resentment towards their family members, and the crying will be heart-wrenching and exciting. It often makes people empathize with them and applaud.

My mother was undoubtedly an expert at this, and later she even became a professional who cried for others.

Xiao Wei parked the car expressionlessly, without saying hello to anyone, he walked straight to the doorstep, knelt on a bundle of straw and kowtowed.

A word inexplicably emerged in my heart: Too much joy leads to sorrow.