The unscrupulous system forced me to frantically test the small black room

"The situation is like this. He already liked you, and he likes to hang around you and tease you whenever he has nothing to do."

"But now it seems that his teasing of you was really not serious. It felt like bullying."

"Later, after you wrote all those love letters, he knew you had someone you liked, and that person just happened to be a man."

"He got angry and thought you were blind. You didn't like such a handsome guy like him and wrote love letters to other men."

As Lang Buping spoke, he gestured with his hands and feet, trying to explain the matter clearly.

"You don't know, during the two days after the incident with your love letter, he kept coming into my room, hugged me, wiped his snot and tears on my clothes, and cursed you with all the dirty words he said."

"Back then, people's minds were not as open as they are now. When people saw you doing this, they thought you were a pervert and a heretic, and they bullied you every day."

"You know Tao Zhi. He's awkward and not frank. Sometimes what he says is completely different from what he thinks."

"At that time, he was just stubborn and swore to me that you were a blind idiot, that you didn't like him, and that he looked down on you, and that he would never care about you if others bullied you."

"Then he would always show off his presence in front of you, scold you with red eyes, and say hurtful trash words against his will."

"But when he really saw someone bullying you, he hurriedly asked me to help, but he himself refused to do anything and played the villain to the end. Even now, you still feel that he really hated you at that time."

"Remember that time when we were beaten up by a group of people in an alley and we cried out to heaven and earth but nothing could help us?"

"There were too many people at the time and I really couldn't beat them, so he threw me here to accompany you and let me share their punches and kicks for you. Later, the police came and he was the one who called the police."

"By the way, who was that love letter written to? I still don't know. I'm curious about what kind of person could make our top student Xu fall in love with him." Lang Buping asked curiously.

At this time, Xu Yanze's face was pale, the blood color had faded from his lips, his eyes were filled with disbelief and sadness, and he looked completely confused.

"Tao Zhi." Xu Yanze's voice was hoarse.

"Ah?" Lang Buping was a little confused.

"That love letter was written to Tao Zhi." Xu Yanze lowered his eyes, mist forming in them.

Lang Buping was stunned for a moment, then he reacted. His pupils trembled for a moment, and he opened his mouth for a long time without being able to utter a word, his face full of shock and disbelief.

"Oh my god, you two are running towards each other for so long!"

Lang Buping shouted loudly, but his voice was still particularly abrupt in the noisy environment of the bar.

"Mom, no, your love letter was for Tao Zhi, why did you put it on the bulletin board?"

"Tao Zhi tried every possible way to find out who the love letter was addressed to, but after all this time he found out it was him?" Lang Buping asked in surprise.

"I don't know. I put the letter in his bag. The next day, the letter was posted on the bulletin board after the recipient's name was crossed out. I always thought that he didn't want to accept my feelings and was humiliating me in this way," said Xu Yanze.

Upon hearing this, Lang Buping covered his face with his hands, imitating Edvard Munch's world-famous "The Scream".

"My little Tao just took the blame for this huge crime so easily? Poor him, he was crying all day long because you didn't like him."

"So, you actually like him and even wrote him a love letter, but some wicked person posted the letter on the bulletin board. He didn't know that the person you like is actually him, so he just keeps being sarcastic and humiliating you."

"Oh my god, what you two did is like something out of a novel, so melodramatic and so heartbreaking," Lang Buping commented.

Lang Buping touched his chin as if thinking.

"There's another thing. Back then, your Xu family and my Lang family were competitors, so my father paid special attention to your family's movements."

"Then your family wanted to send you to the United States. On the day you went to the airport, Tao Zhi got the news from me and chased you to the airport."

"His shoes flew off when he ran away. Finally, he saw you at the security checkpoint, but he didn't dare to go up to you and say goodbye. He just hid in a corner and watched you leave, and then cried like a pear blossom in the rain."

"It was at that time that he became a different person after he returned. Although he used to be a troublemaker and mischievous, he was just joking."

"But then he became like that, hanging out in all those messy places and lying around in bed every day."

"And his behavior became more and more perverted. Even though I was so perverted, I felt out of place standing next to him. Later, I came to study in Germany, and I heard about his behavior from my brother," said Lang Buping.

There was a lot of noise and hustle and bustle around, with people laughing and playing all the time. Xu Yanze just sat quietly at the small wine table, without making any movement for a long time.

Xu Yanze didn't know when he regained consciousness. By the time he came to his senses, Lang Buping had already received a phone call and said goodbye to him in a hurry.

Xu Yanze stood up, his body was very stiff, his eyes were numb and calm, and he staggered out of the store, gradually moving away from the bustling scene of lights and feasting.

The laughter gradually faded away behind his ears, and the scene in front of his eyes became blurry and swaying. Everything he could see seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, making it difficult for Xu Yanze to see clearly.

A sharp tinnitus came and enveloped Xu Yanze, stinging him so much that he could hardly think and was immersed in a state of confusion and pain.

At the corner, Xu Yanze was tripped by a bump on the ground. He felt dizzy and his mind was in a mess. His legs suddenly lost strength and he fell forward. The pain in his palms and knees triggered Xu Yanze's numb nerves.

Xu Yanze stretched out his hand to hold the wall and tried to get up. The emotions that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time suddenly rushed up and rushed forward like a wild horse. Xu Yanze was so excited that he vomited.

Xu Yanze knelt on the ground with his body hunched over, his shoulders shaking from vomiting, his fingers curled up and grasped the corner of the wall with such force that his knuckles turned white.

When Xu Yanze opened his eyes, tears had already poured out like a flood, covering his entire face as pale as paper.

Whimpering sounds flowed from his lips and teeth. Xu Yanze stretched out his left hand and bit his wrist almost uncontrollably, trying to stop his uncontrollable crying.

In just a few breaths, his hands were torn apart and blood stained his cuffs red. Tears wet his eyelashes, dripped down his nose onto his hands, and intertwined with the blood.