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Chapter 147 Shen Jingyan, Don’t Think of Leaving Me

"Your freedom? Shen Jingyan, do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to see you smiling with him like this?" Jiang Xiyan felt like his heart was being tightly grasped by a big hand.

"Jiang Xiyan, stop being unreasonable." Shen Jingyan said with a frown.

"Being unreasonable? Do you think I am being unreasonable? Shen Jingyan, don't you understand my feelings?" Jiang Xiyan's eyes were a little red.

"What are your feelings? You have never made them clear, but now you are accusing me of chatting with others?" Shen Jingyan was also a little angry.

"I thought there were some things that you could understand without having to say them out loud." Jiang Xiyan's voice lowered, but the pain in his eyes became more intense.

"Jiang Xiyan, no matter what you think, I'm going home now." Shen Jingyan turned around and was about to leave.

Jiang Xiyan grabbed her wrist and said, "You are not allowed to go with him."

"Jiang Xiyan, let go. You're really annoying." Shen Jingyan struggled.

Seeing this, Xia Zhihao reached out to pry Jiang Xiyan's hand away, "Jiang Xiyan, you hurt her. What qualifications do you have to treat Jingyan like this?"

Jiang Xiyan fiercely shook off Xia Zhihao's hand, "None of your business is my business." Jiang Xiyan tightly grasped Shen Jingyan's hand, "You must give me an explanation today."

Shen Jingyan looked at Jiang Xiyan, a hint of hesitation flashed in her eyes, and then she became firm, "Why should I explain to you, who are you to me? Let me go."

The bar is brightly lit at night, and the whole bar is filled with an ambiguous and lonely atmosphere.

Jiang Xiyan increased the strength in his hands, tightly grasping Shen Jingyan's wrist, his voice as cold and hard as winter ice: "I want to hear from you personally, what is your relationship with him!"

Shen Jingyan frowned and tried to break free from his restraints, saying impatiently, "What's my relationship with him? What does it have to do with you?"

Jiang Xiyan's face darkened, like the dark clouds before a storm. The anger in his heart was completely ignited by Shen Jingyan's words. The anger burned fiercely in his chest. His voice was so cold that it seemed to freeze the air around him: "Shen Jingyan, don't forget, I have always been paying attention to you."

Xia Zhihao looked at Jiang Xiyan with undisguised hostility in his eyes. He took a step forward, stood in front of Shen Jingyan, and said loudly: "I like Jingyan. Mr. Jiang, you are already married, so don't bother her."

Jiang Xiyan sneered, his laughter full of disdain. His eyes swept over Xia Zhihao like a sharp blade, then turned to look at Shen Jingyan, his tone slightly softer: "Entanglement? I just want to know what she thinks."

Shen Jingyan's eyes were red. She looked at Jiang Xiyan with mixed feelings in her heart: "Jiang Xiyan, it doesn't matter what I think. Just live a good life with Xia Qingcheng. She loves you very much. Don't bother me anymore."

Jiang Xiyan unconsciously tightened his grip on Shen Jingyan's hand, and his eyes became sinister, like an enraged beast. He gritted his teeth and said, "Who I love, don't you know?"

Shen Jingyan sneered, her eyes full of mockery: "You said you love me, then can you marry me?"

Jiang Xiyan was startled by Shen Jingyan's question. Countless thoughts flashed through his mind, but he finally regained his indifferent expression. He snorted, turned his head away, and said stiffly: "Hmph, you know, I won't get divorced, and marrying you is even more impossible."

Tears welled up in Shen Jingyan's eyes, but she tried hard not to let them fall. She said angrily, "Then what qualifications do you have to say you love me? Get out of here now and go back to be with your beautiful wife."

Jiang Xiyan's face looked a little ugly, his lips trembled slightly, obviously he was trying to suppress his inner emotions. His voice was low and suppressed: "I am not qualified?" He sneered and looked at Shen Jingyan with complicated eyes, as if he had thousands of words to say but didn't know where to start, "But I won't let you be with others either."

Shen Jingyan seemed to have heard a huge joke. She said loudly, "Jiang Xiyan, who do you think you are? Everyone is following you? I tell you, I, Shen Jingyan, have been over with you for a long time. From the moment you got married, we were over. It was me who never gave up. Now that you are married, what right do you have to care who I am with?"

Jiang Xiyan clenched his fists, his knuckles turning white from the force. He tried to control his emotions, but his voice was still a little hoarse: "Yes, I am not qualified..." His eyes dimmed, and his heart seemed to be filled with pain. The pain surged towards him like a tide, almost drowning him, "But I don't want to see you with someone else."

Shen Jingyan took a deep breath, and her eyes became firm: "Then what do you want?"

Jiang Xiyan was silent for a moment, as if time had stopped at this moment. Then he slowly let go of Shen Jingyan's hand. His tone was still cold, but with a hint of helplessness that was not easily detected: "I don't want anything, I just hope you can be happy..." After saying that, he turned his head away and stopped looking at Shen Jingyan.

Shen Jingyan closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she no longer had the hesitation and entanglement she had before. She said coldly, "Go away, and don't bother me again."

Jiang Xiyan's body stiffened slightly, and he felt as if his heart was stabbed by a sharp sword. After a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "...Okay." His eyes darkened, and he finally turned around. His lonely back looked particularly lonely in the dim light, like a lone wolf who had lost his way.

Shen Jingyan was heartbroken, she felt that her world had collapsed. She silently returned to Jiangyu Manor, which was once full of happiness and warmth, but now filled with endless sadness. Her heart felt like it was torn apart and she couldn't let it go.

After returning to Jiangyu Manor, Shen Jingyan shut herself off and refused to communicate with anyone. She was immersed in sadness all day, recalling every bit of the past, tears kept flowing. She felt helpless and lonely, as if the whole world had left her.

However, life must go on. Despite the pain in her heart, Shen Jingyan still pulled herself together. She began to re-examine her life and realized that she could not continue to be depressed like this. So, she decided to leave this sad place and find a new meaning in life.

Shen Jingyan packed her luggage and embarked on a new journey. She chose a remote place, Anlong County, Guizhou, hoping to get away from the familiar environment and people and start a new life. There, she found a school and successfully applied to become a teacher. This job gave her new goals and motivation, and also allowed her to gradually get out of the pain.

At the same time, Shen Jingyan met a close brother on the Internet. They communicated through text and shared each other's stories and feelings. This brother gave her a lot of encouragement and support, making her feel the long-lost warmth. Their friendship gradually deepened and became each other's spiritual sustenance.

During her time in Anlong County, Guizhou, Shen Jingyan gradually adapted to her new life. She taught her students knowledge with her love and patience, and gained satisfaction from it. She found that the process of helping others grow is also a process of self-healing. Although the pain in her heart has not completely disappeared, she has learned to let go of the past and face the future bravely.

As time went by, Shen Jingyan gradually regained her smile, and that caring brother gave her a great help in her heart.

Lin Yu sat on a comfortable sofa, the light of the phone screen shining on his face. He was smiling and looking at Shen Jingyan's WeChat profile picture. He saw her circle of friends and sent a message full of troubles. He had seen this profile picture countless times, but every time he saw it, a different emotion arose in his heart. He gently clicked on the profile picture and sent a message: "Have you encountered any troubles recently?"

After a while, the phone vibrated. Lin Yu quickly clicked on the message and saw Shen Jingyan replied: "Brother, this is Shen Jingyan, I'm so annoyed."

Lin Yu looked at Shen Jingyan in the video. Her beautiful face was covered with a layer of sadness, as if something was bothering her. He couldn't help but feel distressed and asked softly, "Jingyan, what's wrong? Did something happen?"

Shen Jingyan bit her lip, a trace of pain flashed in her eyes. She was silent for a moment, and finally decided to confide her troubles to Lin Yu. She said slowly: "Brother, I fell in love with someone..."

When Lin Yu heard this, his heart tightened, but he tried to remain calm and encouraged: "That's great, if you like her, go after her!"

However, Shen Jingyan's next words surprised him: "But, he is already married."

Lin Yu was stunned. He didn't expect Shen Jingyan to fall into such an emotional dilemma. He frowned and asked with concern: "Are you sure? This is not a joke."

Shen Jingyan nodded, tears flashing in her eyes: "Yes, I am sure. I know this is wrong, but I can't control my emotions. I don't know what to do..."

Lin Yu sighed, gently stroked Shen Jingyan on the screen, and comforted her: "Jingyan, don't be sad. Love is sometimes so complicated that it makes people feel overwhelmed. However, you have to understand that destroying other people's families is immoral. Maybe this relationship is just an illusion, and time will slowly fade everything."

Shen Jingyan lowered her head, tears rolling down her cheeks. She murmured to herself: "But, I really love him..."

Lin Yu looked at his sister distressedly. He knew it was hard to let go of this feeling, but he had to let her face the reality. He said firmly: "Jingyan, you are a kind and smart girl. You will definitely be able to get out of this predicament. Try to let go of this feeling and find your own happiness. Believe me, you will definitely meet someone who is truly right for you."

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