[Corpse Brother's Undead Body Devours All Worlds]

(Because of the novel, I was completely addicted to it. Throughout the second year of junior high school, I was immersed in the world of fantasy and even lost my desire for the real world.)

(Because the world of novels is where I can vent my desires and escape from reality. If I had gone to see a psychologist during this period, I would probably have been diagnosed with depression, because at this time, I really didn’t interact with outsiders. But because I concealed it well, several friends didn’t notice anything unusual.)

(But fake is always fake. No matter how beautiful the world of fiction is, it is still fake and will eventually end.)

(After returning from fantasy to reality, although the gap is huge, I still became a normal person again, and even had the idea of ​​struggling, because the novel also gave me a direction to strive for. At that time, I was thinking, can I use this to completely get rid of my identity as a low-class person in the future? Not to mention achieving the status I once wanted, at least I want to be financially free and free myself from the bottom!)

(I did it right away. At that time, I frantically searched for various books and looked for quotations from various authors on the Internet, hoping to make a fortune through online writing!)

(I have always been very clear that I am not ordinary, not the kind of person who has no ability. I just think too much and want too much. I give up because I can't get it. I should set smaller goals and take one step at a time! It was also at this time that I clarified my first goal in more than ten years!)

(That is to get rich and master money. This is a money society. As long as I have money, I will be confident! Then I can face my white moonlight calmly and express my feelings that I have hidden for two years!)

(But I knew very well that if I really wanted to be together for the rest of my life, I had to accompany her through high school and college. Otherwise, if I went to look for her later, someone else might have gotten there first, because she was too outstanding.)

(For this, I regained the enthusiasm for learning that I had lost for two years. I wanted to go to high school, and I wanted to go to the same high school as her! This was my thought at the time!)

(But how can I get back two years of lost learning so easily? No matter how smart a person is, if there are too many things to learn, the whole person will wither. Especially since I am very greedy. Not only do I need to keep up with my studies, I am also practicing my online writing style! And I also need to keep up with the current learning pace. This is my future, the future I have decided to live! I can't give up!)

(It was only half a semester, and it was the half semester that I worked the hardest. But human energy is limited, not to mention that I was still a minor at the time. I studied so hard that I became exhausted and listless. Sleeping in class became the norm, and everyone thought I had given up on continuing to go to high school.)

(But I know very well that I still have time. I have already finished teaching everything in the first semester of the third year of junior high school. As long as I make good use of the winter vacation, I will definitely be able to catch up with my grades! I will confess my love to her when I graduate!)

(But I don’t know if this is fate’s punishment for my poor performance!)

(An epidemic broke out!)

(As for me, because I had been desperately squeezing out my body’s potential some time ago, retribution has come! The epidemic swept across the country, all schools were closed, and online classes began. I became one of the first victims of the epidemic, but I thought it was just a cold and nothing serious at the time. But soon I felt the weakness of my body. The disease not only affected my body, but also affected my brain’s thinking, making me bedridden for the entire winter vacation!)

(At this time, I could only suppress my anxiety and focus on recuperating! I wanted to wait until I recovered and use the last half of the semester to improve my grades! Catch up with her!)

(After the second half of the semester started, I thought it was just a cold that hadn’t fully healed, but the school said people with high fevers were not allowed to enter the school, so I could only take two antipyretic pills at night to force my body to cool down.)

(But this is like wrapping a fire in paper, it cannot be covered. On the afternoon of the day I entered the school, I still had a high fever, and the school found out. For taking antipyretics, deceiving myself and the school, the Academic Affairs Office severely criticized me and isolated me at the school gate.)

(During this tense period, I can understand the school's caution, but I still can't forget the look in the principal's eyes when he looked at me. Disgust, disgust, or ferocity? It seemed like all of them. The principal, who is usually very polite, showed this look. It was the first time I saw the true face of an adult. Is this really the look he gave to a student who accidentally made a mistake?)

(I was very scared at the time, because at that time, I knew that I did not have the new coronavirus, because if I had this, I would definitely die! I know my own situation. I may have had some disease, but it was definitely not this!)

(Under the headmaster's disgusted gaze, my father took me away and isolated me in an isolation area to check what disease I had.)

(Luckily, it was just tuberculosis, a disease that can be cured in this era. I am also very fortunate that I still have a future!)

(But the next day after the test, the doctor came in with a frown on his face and gave me bad news. Not only did I have tuberculosis, but I also had a heart attack due to mental exhaustion!)

(Both diseases are mild and easy to treat! But the combination of these two diseases has become the countdown of my life.)

(I understand that this is the retribution for my crazy exploitation of my body's potential some time ago! At this moment, I cried! I have never cried on my own initiative in my life, but I shed tears.)

(It’s all greed. I realized it too late, but I’m still greedy!)

(But my parents did not give up on me and sent me to a large hospital, which had more professional equipment and was sure to be able to cure me.)

(I changed many hospitals, but my condition did not improve. Instead, it got worse. It also consumed all my family’s money. One night, I even thought about jumping off the hospital building to get rid of this burden from this already poor home. After all, I still have a younger brother at home who will help me take good care of my parents.)

(But looking at my parents’ haggard faces and the money they had spent on me, I hesitated. That night, I struggled for a long time, but in the end I didn’t want to be such a coward!)

(I still have dreams. I want to provide for my parents who have never enjoyed happiness. The grace of raising me and saving my life is something that cannot be avoided. Don’t take it for granted. No one in the world owes anyone anything. Your parents raised you, so you need to provide for them in their old age! Choosing to die is a cowardly act!)

(I didn’t know how long I could live, but I needed to help my parents more in the limited time I had!)

(The outbreak has forced people all over the country to stay indoors. This is a disaster for the entire country, but in some ways, it is an opportunity for all online writers!)