Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"Why are you taking a break today?"

"We'll take some time off to pick you up!"

"Xiao Shi is making a fuss, why are you making a fuss too?"

"I was worried that Xiao Shi wasn't safe, so I wanted to come pick you up."

What the hell is that? You want to pick me up?

This thought flashed through my mind, after all, the company's rules were there. No one would fall in love regardless of the rules.

"Does our company have a team going to China to participate in a show?"

"Yeah, at the end of this month, the Asia tour."

"That's awesome. You guys will be like this in the future. Has the company said when your group will debut?"

“No notification yet.”

"Xiao Shi is still young. He can only do this after he enters the third year of high school."

"We can't control this, so just train hard!"

"Yes!"

"Luo Luo, your training camp is about to end at the end of the year, right?"

"Yes!"

"What are your plans when you return?"

"I will probably continue to act after I return."

“I hope we can cooperate in the future.”

"I think so too. When you debut in the future, I will recommend you to the director if there is a suitable role."

"Nuna, I've made up my mind. Wait until I'm an adult, and I'll be with you. I'll marry you in the future." I almost vomited blood. Chandu was also shocked.

"You little brat, you scared me."

"I'm serious. I've thought about it. If you're with me in the future, I won't cheat on you and I won't make you sad."

"Xiao Shi, you are still young. Wait until you grow up before considering this matter, okay?"

"I'm afraid someone will hurt you."

"No one can hurt me. Have you forgotten the first time you met me? You've also seen what happened to those who hurt me. Do you think I will be hurt so easily?"

"That's right. Hehe...If he wants to die, then I'll make you angry and break his bones."

Finally we arrived at the company dormitory. I handed a suitcase to Xiaoshi and said, "There are snacks and treats in it. Share them with your brother Chandu when you go back."

Okay, I went upstairs with a suitcase in each hand.

Chandu was really impressed. He felt that carrying a suitcase was very heavy, but I carried one in each hand and it seemed very easy to carry it upstairs. This action also refreshed his cognition.

After arriving at the dormitory, I divided the food I brought from China into four portions, one for me, one for Song Yi, one for Zhiyou, and one for Xueying.

After the division, I packed my luggage, took a shower, and then went to the training room to find them.

When they saw me come back, everyone came over to say hello. I told them that I had brought back some snacks for them and told them to get them in the dormitory after training.

After a few words, they started training again.

I went to the beauty salon to do body and facial care.

Then I went back to the dormitory to rest.

Shen Yushi sent me messages to chat about all sorts of things.

Finally, he said to me: "Luo Luo, I have to go on a mission and may not be able to contact you for a while. I will contact you when I complete the mission and come back."

"Take care of yourself."

I have never been able to hate Shen Yushi. Even though he hurt me in my previous life, there is always a voice in my heart telling me that I should not hate him.

"When I finish my mission and come back, can you promise me to give me a chance?"

I thought about it and said, "Wait until you come back."

Maybe I should give each other a chance.

One can tell how Shen Yushi feels by the sound of his happy voice.

After chatting for a few minutes, they had an emergency meeting, so they hung up the phone and I started studying.

I have less time to study these days after returning home, so I have to hurry up and catch up.

So I trained, studied, played with friends and participated in activities.

One month later, I received a call from home.

A strange voice came from the phone.

"Hello, is this Wang Luoluo?"

"Ah you are?"

"I am Shen Yushi's comrade-in-arms."

When I heard this, I had a bad feeling in my heart.

"What's up with him?"

"He died while participating in a mission to cover his teammates' retreat."

"Impossible. He said the mission was over and asked me to accept him. He had expectations in his heart and would not let himself die easily. You must be kidding me."

"Wang Luoluo, I'm sorry. Shen Yushi really died. He left a letter for you. Where should I send it to?"

"I don't believe it, I don't believe it." I shouted out of control.

Because we were in the dance training room, Teacher Jin was also shocked to see me like this.

He ran over and held me in his arms.

He answered the phone for me, understood what happened, told the other party the address, and then hung up.

"Luo Luo, I'll ask for leave for you. You can go back and see him off for the last time!"

I can no longer hear what Teacher Jin is saying.

After I calmed down a bit, Teacher Jin called Song Yi and asked her to accompany me, while she asked for leave for me.

These things happened one after another, and I couldn't bear it anymore.

My youth.

The little things that happened between Shen Yushi and me kept appearing in my mind.

The secrets buried deep in my heart burst out all at once.

My first love in my previous life, my first love in this life. He left, forever.

Lin Yi, Zhiyou, and Xueying all came over. Lin Yi hugged me as I collapsed on the ground. I didn't know how to comfort me.

I didn't say anything, I just kept crying.

After a while, Teacher Jin came over and said, "Luo Luo, I've talked to the president, and he's also called your company to discuss this. I'll give you three days to go back and deal with this matter. Cheer up, the dead can't be brought back to life. I'm sorry."

When Xiaoshi heard the news, she and Chan ran over together. When she saw me like this, Xiaoshi also shed tears.

He hugged me and said, "Nuna, don't cry, you still have Xiaoshi, Xiaoshi is always here."

I did not respond.

"Who among you can accompany Luo Luo back?" asked Teacher Jin.

Song Yi, Ji Woo, and Seol Young have a concert soon and can't leave.

Xiaoshi is still young and can't help. Only Chandu can take care of me.

"I'll go back with Luo Luo!"

"Can you?"

"Yes, sure. The training isn't intense lately. I can go."

"Then go back and pack your things. I'll say hello to the president."

"I'll go pack Luo Luo's things." Song Yi handed me to Xiao Shi and went back to the dormitory to help me pack.

After Teacher Jin called the president, he drove Chan and me to the airport.

I followed in a daze.

After Chandu and I entered the VIP room, I sat there blankly, not saying a word.

After we boarded the plane, Candu saw that I was still like this and said, "Luolu, if you want to cry, just cry. Don't hold it in. Just let it out."

Hearing this, I burst into tears, and Chandu asked me to lean on his shoulder. When I was tired of crying, I fell asleep leaning on Chandu.

After we arrived at the place, Chan woke me up, looked at my swollen eyes, and put his sunglasses on me.

After arriving in Kyoto, I took a taxi to my home, and Candu drove my car and navigated to our county town.

After arriving home, Candu went with me to Shen Yushi's house to pay our respects.

Shen Yushi's body has not been brought back yet, but the mourning hall has been set up.

My arrival took everyone by surprise.

They thought I was Shen Yushi's classmate, but when they saw my swollen eyes, they seemed to understand something. But no one said anything.

After the condolences, Chan and I returned home. My mother saw my swollen eyes and the handsome boy who was about 1.8 meters tall beside me, and she didn't know what happened.

I introduced Chandu to my mom: "This is our company's idol, his name is Chandu. The company asked him to come back with me to ensure my safety."

"Candu, have you eaten yet? Auntie will make you some of her signature dishes later. You can try Auntie's cooking skills."

I translated it for Chandu.

"Thank you, Auntie." Chan answered in his unskilled Chinese accent.

I took out the remote control and gave it to Chandu to find the TV series I starred in for him to watch.

I went to the kitchen to talk to my mother.

"What happened to you? You just left and you're back again, and your eyes are so swollen from crying?" my mother asked worriedly.

"Mom, I always had someone in my heart before I accepted Yu Che. We broke up due to misunderstanding. Now I am separated from Yu Che. He contacted me and asked me to be with him when he came back from the mission. I agreed. But he died to protect his teammates during the mission. Mom, am I a jinx?" I cried again.

"It's not your fault, dear!" My mother also hugged me with heartache.

"Mom, his body will be back tomorrow, and I will go to see him off. I will go to see him off as his girlfriend."

"Go ahead, you should see him off too."

When I calmed down a little, I walked out of the kitchen and stayed in the living room.